Omg I Need To Vent !!!!!!!! Omg !!!

[Saleswman]

I am so very sorry about Ella's passing....

Be strong.....

[ssmiles1980A]

the DR called me today, she was so wonderful at the animal hospital, she cried when ella passed . well she called me today and said that she took her paw print and sent me something in the mail special ...it just made me cry and cry, i thanked her sooo much, and i told her i will never forget her, i know she cared and did everything she could for my baby girl ....she said she would never forget us and especially ella ... that just touched my heart in everyway, ella has No idea how many people prayed and loved and adored her, im trying so hard to accept this, but i just cant seem to stop crying, my heart is just so very broken, and within myself im trying so hard to not blame my BF and say things i shouldnt when im upset, i guess this tragic accident is still just so shocking to me, it happened so fast ... i just cant believe she is gone , i expect to walk downstairs and see her in her crate bopping up and down and wagging her tail and i would let her out and she gives me tons of kisses .... i just miss her so much, i see her everywhere and just wish i had her back at home with me . I know it was an accident, i have accepted that, but i guess it just doesnt take away the pain and heratbreak right now ....she fought so hard , my poor little ella, she is missed so very much, my heart just feels so empty, i feel like i failed her in everyway ...i know i will forever hold her in my heart and she will always be with me in memory, right now its just too much, the pain is so overwhleming, i feel so guilty in everyway ......its just not the same here with out her, time is everything so i will take one day at a time, it will never take away me missing my little ella, i know time will ease the pain also ....i also want to say to everyone else who has a sick yorkie right now, i feel so bad because im not posting too much right now, just know that your sick yorkies will always be in my prayers, im just having a hard time, i just need some time to accept all this, and i have read all your post on and off and they have all made me cry and cry, ella just was so lucky to have you all, and i know i have said that many times, but i deeply mean it ... and thank you ALL from the bottom of my heart , you will all always be in my heart and thoughts .

Good night (( Hugs )) To ALL

[mikey1985]

I wanted to say how very very sorry I am about your baby girl. You don't know me, I'm new to yorkies and Yorkie Talk, but mine is 12 weeks and I know how very very fragile they are. I have stepped on him too, and by luck it was only his paw. It is VERY easy to do. Please don't blame yourself or your boyfriend: it could happen to anyone Please also know my prayers are with you. I pray that time will heal your broken heart, and replace the sadness and devastation with fond memories of your precious baby. Please lean on your boyfriend in this difficult time, and know that a higher power has the same love for ella that you did. She will be well loved and taken care of until you see her again. You did everything for her you could, and one day she will thank you herself Rest in Peace little ella

[Thorsmomma]

I'm sooo sorry. I know words are'nt enough right now...Ella fought hard, but now rest asure, she is no longer in pain. I wish I could find words to comfort you and Will... ((((hugs)))))

[Marcellacml]

Please don't feel guilty like I said before..it wasn't your fault..its just so impossible to watch every little step they take. Remember I told you about that time I tripped over little Cosmo? boy what a sight I must have been. And you know what? he forgave me infact he didn't even have to think about he got down and started playing with me 2 seconds later. I KNOW that right now Ella is looking down from heaven and i'm sure she would never in a million years want you or Will to feel guilty about this. I've stepped on their paws countless times. If I had 5 dollars for everytime I accidentaly hurt my furbabies i'd have enough for a new computer. This could have happened to any yorkie even Lillian. It could have even happened to the most watchful mom on the whole earth...

[Melot Madness]

I am so sorry for you and your loss. Thank God for a compassionate DR.
May God Bless.

[FlDebra]

Aubrey -- I am not as good with words as I would like but found some that are: "As with any loss, you don’t really get over it. You get through it and assimilate the experience, so that the life and death of the one you love becomes part of your life story—part of what makes you uniquely you." This is a quote from a site that might provide some comfort: http://www.explorefaith.org/lifelines/pet.html Several thoughts there spoke to my heart and may be they will yours too. This one helped too: " Since I believe that animals who die move into God’s care, I encourage people feeling guilt to simply offer that to God as their confession and ask for forgiveness. From the heavenly perspective, both God and the animal can see our hearts and understand where we are coming from. They are no longer in pain, and they don’t want us in pain either. St. Paul says that love never ends, and I believe that is true. Our animals love us after death, even as we love them. They are at peace, and we are forgiven."

[simonandhallie]

I'm so sorry Aubrey Little Ella is in a special place now and she will always be watching over you~

You will be in my thoughts~

[ssmiles1980A]

Originally Posted by FlDebra

Aubrey -- I am not as good with words as I would like but found some that are: "As with any loss, you don’t really get over it. You get through it and assimilate the experience, so that the life and death of the one you love becomes part of your life story—part of what makes you uniquely you." This is a quote from a site that might provide some comfort: http://www.explorefaith.org/lifelines/pet.html Several thoughts there spoke to my heart and may be they will yours too. This one helped too: " Since I believe that animals who die move into God’s care, I encourage people feeling guilt to simply offer that to God as their confession and ask for forgiveness. From the heavenly perspective, both God and the animal can see our hearts and understand where we are coming from. They are no longer in pain, and they don’t want us in pain either. St. Paul says that love never ends, and I believe that is true. Our animals love us after death, even as we love them. They are at peace, and we are forgiven."

Thank you so much for this post it made me cry, all your post make me cry, i just wish we had such a different outcome, my heart is just so sad and broken, i know ella is now in heaven looking down on all of us ... but it doesnt take away the pain right now, i wish it would, because i dont want to be hurting this much, because it just is soo painful, its so hard to look at her pictures, the last pictures i took of her are with her daddy, i know how much will loved her, he just adored her in everway, she was daddys little girl, thats what hurts sooooo bad, one second she was here with me and now she is just gone .... i know its life, and i know accidents happen, its just so hard to accept .... I miss everything about her, she was just so precious and sweet and playful, she deserved so much better.i know where ever ella is at she is playing and bopping around and no longer suffering ....I'm just taking one day at a time .....i guess thats all we can do ...Things happen so fast, so much can change in just a blink of an eye .

[baileysmom31]

Aubrey, to you. I am so sorry about Ella and so sorry for the pain this is causing you. Accidents are so hard to understand. I know so many people who havew suffered losses because of accidents. Be kind to yourself right now.. do only what you can and take the time you need to heal. you and your boyfriend are in my

[bdbmamaw]

I lost a baby once. She was about 12 wks old. I lost soooo much sleep for months. I felt so guilty. I would wake up at all times of the night and have to get up and go to another room and cry and pace the floor just thinking about her. One night I was praying for a sign that she was OK and still loving me. Well not long after that prayer, Pixie (one of my other yorkies) woke up and came to me and started kissing me all over my face, just like Barbie use to do. (Note: this was so out of character for Pixie to wake up in the middle of the night, and to come to me instead of her favorite person in the world... my husband.) And she was wiggling her little body so she could shake her tail harder. Just like Barbie use to do in the middle of the night. And then Pixie just went back to sleep. I knew then that Barbie was OK and she would always be with me. I still lost sleep and stilled cried for her, but the guilt was gone. And over time the pain lessens. Just know that tears are a gift from God. They help with the healing process. Just work through the grief and you'll come out the other side just fine. I'll be praying for you.

[Doodlebug]

Originally Posted by bdbmamaw

I lost a baby once. She was about 12 wks old. I lost soooo much sleep for months. I felt so guilty. I would wake up at all times of the night and have to get up and go to another room and cry and pace the floor just thinking about her. One night I was praying for a sign that she was OK and still loving me. Well not long after that prayer, Pixie (one of my other yorkies) woke up and came to me and started kissing me all over my face, just like Barbie use to do. (Note: this was so out of character for Pixie to wake up in the middle of the night, and to come to me instead of her favorite person in the world... my husband.) And she was wiggling her little body so she could shake her tail harder. Just like Barbie use to do in the middle of the night. And then Pixie just went back to sleep. I knew then that Barbie was OK and she would always be with me. I still lost sleep and stilled cried for her, but the guilt was gone. And over time the pain lessens. Just know that tears are a gift from God. They help with the healing process. Just work through the grief and you'll come out the other side just fine. I'll be praying for you.

That was such a beautiful story.

[louie's mom]

I am so sorry to hear about your ella, she is in our thoughts and prayers.. we are sending hugs and kisses your way.
please keep us posted..

love, annette and louie

[Piccolo's mom]

Dear Aubrey and Will,
I am too sad to express my sorrow. No words can bring her back..But I want to offer you something. I know that another baby will never replace Ella and I don't mean that. I was thinking of buying another yorkie to keep Piccolo company and I have reserved money for a new baby. Instead, I would like to send it you, whenever you are ready to welcome a new puppy. If you have a paypal account I will use it. Please, let me know.
And again, it's not a replacement. I lost my dog, too, and still think of him all the time. I love Piccolo to pieces but Teddy is always in my heart. I swore of dogs after Teddy died because I was sick for months after his death and didn't want to go through this again. I took me a long time to get another puppy but I am very happy I did.
So, please, take my offer and cherish the memory of Ella at the same time.

Barb

[YORKIEMOM2B2006]

aww Barb you are an angel to offer that to her...

. I am not good with words either as someone else said but I been shedding tears throughout your thread. I hoipe you and your b/f can get through this and be there for each other, ..and just know Ella is watching you and will be with you forever in your hearts.....
prayers and hugs from elaine dixie peanut andmax.... ::tears::