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YorkieMom55 · 01-09-2007, 02:44 PM

Aubrey & Will, I am so sorry. Ella touched everyone here. I hope that you know how many people care for both of you.

Lou · 01-09-2007, 02:46 PM

I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. It is so hard to lose a beloved pet, and most of us are crying right along with you honey. I'm praying that you and your boyfriend heal from this devastating blow and that you will be able to continue on with normal lives. I also pray that you will soon be able to think of Ella without tears and remember the joy she brought you.

God bless.
L

Mommy of Brandi · 01-09-2007, 03:00 PM

I'm so very sorry...your baby fought so hard.....I know there are no words that will help......just keep Ella's memory so that one day you can look back and remember the joy she brought you......even if for just a short time....she knew she was loved

miezzi · 01-09-2007, 03:17 PM

I have been thinking about you and Ella since we talked yesterday in chat....I am sooo sorry. This is such an aweful accident, and know I will be praying for you. Sweet baby Ella is in such a peaceful place now....my heart goes out to you. Please PM me if you need anything....

Sending you great big hugs right now......

stewartdogs · 01-09-2007, 03:33 PM

I am so sorry. I know that there are no words.
I would give anything if I could comfort you in some way. No one deserves this kind of pain. I know that she was the world to you and you loved her with all of your heart. You are such a great mommy. I am just glad that Ella's short stay on earth was spent with someone as loving and caring as you. Her life was full of love and happiness. She knew she was loved even at the very end, and I believe she still knows and feels you love. Take care. Just know I would give anything if I could lessen you pain. I am asking that God surround you with warm, peaceful and healing light. May you find Peace.

Sugar's Mom · 01-09-2007, 04:06 PM

I have been keeping up with your thread and I am so very sorry for your loss. You did what you could.

trixiesmith · 01-09-2007, 04:08 PM

I've been reading this thread daily. I'm soo sorry about the loss of your sweet, baby girl. My God give you the strength to go on.

harleygirl99 · 01-09-2007, 04:13 PM

I joined Yorkietalk.com last night and saw your posting and just checked back this evening. I have a new puppy and I am sitting her crying for you and your loss of your baby girl. I know that nothing I can say will help make things better but it has touched my heart how many people have been so supportive through this ordeal. I will be praying for you!

CH33KS4U · 01-09-2007, 04:15 PM

Hey aubrey, I have been trying to keep up with your thread, and i am soo sorry about the outcome. I know your heart is breaking, and i only hope you are able to heal soon. This is one of those times were god tests our will, and sweetie it was NOT b/c you dident try enough. You took great care of your baby, and was at her side through it all ( whether literally, or by the phone). Who can ask for more???? You are such a good mommy!!! I know you poured your heart and soul into Ella, and i feel blessed to have gotten to know her a little through you <3 I have to stop now b/c i am getting emotional.

i am soo happy that everyone at YT came together for Aubrey, who can ask for better friends??

Monday · 01-09-2007, 04:20 PM

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Originally Posted by ssmiles1980A

I Wish I Had Something Else To Say But I Dont ... She Is Gone ....i Wish I Could Type More But I Just Cant Im Just Dying Inside Right Now, I Lost My Little Girl ... I Have To Get Off Her Its Too Much Right To Type Or Talk About Her

I am crying and my throat is all chokey upped .... Ella was a beautiful baby and she knew you loved her ... All of this will take time .. you may never get over it, but you shall get through it ----
I have this sad sad vision of her fighting so hard in the little oxygen bed ....
Think of all the YT babies who will greet her at the Rainbow Bridge and take her in to play with them ... Itz so hard to be brave now .... my heart and love are with you both at this time ....
we are never ready for this!!!!

Monday · 01-09-2007, 04:25 PM

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Originally Posted by LinsZooCrew

We all grieve with you, her sweet little face touched us all. Ella will be long remembered by all of us and we all lost a bit of ourselves today.

what a lovely thought ... and yes, you do speak for all of us!!!

Lynn Teaver · 01-09-2007, 04:58 PM

Aubrey, I just got home from work and have been thinking of you and Baby Ella all day. I am sorry to hear that she is gone. My heart hurts for you and Will. I don't know you, but that doesn't matter, we all share a bond thru our babies, so when something like this happens to one of us, we all feel it. I have just sent up a prayer for you. May God mend your broken heart and find peace with yourself that you did the best that you could. If we could, we all would put our arms around you and cry with you. Peace be with you. Lynn..

CPG · 01-09-2007, 05:02 PM

I don't have the words to express how sad I am for you and Will that baby Ella didn't make it. I hope you can find comfort and peace in the days ahead because Ella knew how much you loved her and that is what matters most.

sammiz · 01-09-2007, 05:03 PM

And I know how it feels. There is nothing that anyone can say that will make you feel one iota better. You just have to grieve. In His kindness God has allowed for time to heal us when we experience such tremendous loss. You will never forget her, but in time the hurt won't be so fresh and raw. Not that saying this helps you any right now, but time will take care of you.

My heart really goes out to both of you but most especially to your boyfriend. That's because I know exactly how he feels.

A couple of years ago I had a cockateil and a parakeet. Got them both at the same time. Cockateil for me, parakeet for my granddaughter. Hand feeding the cockateil was fine. Not so with the keet. I ended up force feeding him and thought for sure he was going to die. It was very difficult. I called the breeder crying many times. Finally she told me that sometimes it is best to just let them go. I wouldn't. I smashed seed on my dining room table so he could eat because he couldn't open it yet. Well he lived. I rejoiced. Sweetest little bird you ever saw. Even after all that trauma, he was never a biter and quite affectionate as well. Amazed me.

After three years.....I agreed to keep an eight year old girl for my ex-son in law. The girl's mother (not my daughter...his next wife) was a druggie and the girl was living in deplorable conditions. So she came to stay with me for awhile. Well...she wanted to take the birds out together. First I said no, but finally gave in. I had put the cocker spaniel outside so there wouldn't be any problem there, even though we had a short wooden barrier to keep her in the kitchen on the linoleum because she had problems.

Things went well for the first few minutes. The 'keet was aggravating the 'teil and playing around. Both had clipped wings because of ceiling fans and such, but they still try to fly. The parakeet made a short low flight toward the kitchen, landing on the side of the wooden barrier. It's little tonails got hung in the wood and it was struggling. I went to rescue it and as my foot went down in the last step and was nearly on the floor, he came loose and landed directly under my foot where I was stepping down. My foot was only inches from the floor and my weight was already into it. It happened so fast I didn't see it coming. And yes...I stepped right on him and squished his little life right out of him. And then I lost my mind. Really.

I walked back and forth a couple of times and though I would go crazy...and finally got outside in my driveway. I was totally hysterical. I felt like howling and I think I did for a bit. The poor child kept patting me and reminding me it was an accident. Yes. It was. But that was no consolation for what I had done. It took me a very long time to calm down a bit and my friend came over to help me through it. But.... it's the kind of thing that makes an imprint on your very soul and it takes a lot of time....a very lot...just to get through it. Even today, when I think about it, as now....it still makes me feel sick way down deep.

Though it is difficult, I do hope that you two will be able to comfort each other. In such a desparate situation, you both need it. I pray the Lord will restore you soon.

Bless you both.

Sammi

bgeier · 01-09-2007, 05:36 PM

I just got home and read this. I am so so sorry. I know you've heard it so many times, I was just praying so hard for her..and crying at the same time. These yorkies are unlike any other animal. They are a part of our being and when something like this happens, it's just unbearable. Know that she is in a better place....and playing with other babies.....that is your solice. She will never be forgotten by you or your boyfriend. It just rips my heart out. Time...it takes so much time...but it will come...there will come a day when you won't cry.

01-09-2007, 02:44 PM	#406
YorkieMom55 All Dogs Go To Heaven Donating Member Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: By The Lake Posts: 2,727	Aubrey & Will, I am so sorry. Ella touched everyone here. I hope that you know how many people care for both of you. __________________ Jeanie I am @ the Lake Jackson, Maggie, Sunshine, Bailey, Rocky, Emmie & Jack

01-09-2007, 02:46 PM	#407
Lou Donating YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: A little town south of Chicago Posts: 4,525	I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. It is so hard to lose a beloved pet, and most of us are crying right along with you honey. I'm praying that you and your boyfriend heal from this devastating blow and that you will be able to continue on with normal lives. I also pray that you will soon be able to think of Ella without tears and remember the joy she brought you. God bless. L __________________ http://www.its-a-yorkie-thing.com Gracie Skeeter Adie Tyler

01-09-2007, 03:17 PM	#409
miezzi I Love My 3 Lovebugs! Donating Member Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: north east ohio Posts: 4,776	I have been thinking about you and Ella since we talked yesterday in chat....I am sooo sorry. This is such an aweful accident, and know I will be praying for you. Sweet baby Ella is in such a peaceful place now....my heart goes out to you. Please PM me if you need anything.... Sending you great big hugs right now...... __________________ ~Mandy~Proud Mommie to Luigi, Brasco & Livi

01-09-2007, 04:13 PM	#413
harleygirl99 Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: West Virginia Posts: 46	I am so sorry about your loss! I joined Yorkietalk.com last night and saw your posting and just checked back this evening. I have a new puppy and I am sitting her crying for you and your loss of your baby girl. I know that nothing I can say will help make things better but it has touched my heart how many people have been so supportive through this ordeal. I will be praying for you!

01-09-2007, 05:03 PM	#419
sammiz No Longer a Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: PORTERVILLE, CA Posts: 1,574	This is just so very, very sad..... And I know how it feels. There is nothing that anyone can say that will make you feel one iota better. You just have to grieve. In His kindness God has allowed for time to heal us when we experience such tremendous loss. You will never forget her, but in time the hurt won't be so fresh and raw. Not that saying this helps you any right now, but time will take care of you. My heart really goes out to both of you but most especially to your boyfriend. That's because I know exactly how he feels. A couple of years ago I had a cockateil and a parakeet. Got them both at the same time. Cockateil for me, parakeet for my granddaughter. Hand feeding the cockateil was fine. Not so with the keet. I ended up force feeding him and thought for sure he was going to die. It was very difficult. I called the breeder crying many times. Finally she told me that sometimes it is best to just let them go. I wouldn't. I smashed seed on my dining room table so he could eat because he couldn't open it yet. Well he lived. I rejoiced. Sweetest little bird you ever saw. Even after all that trauma, he was never a biter and quite affectionate as well. Amazed me. After three years.....I agreed to keep an eight year old girl for my ex-son in law. The girl's mother (not my daughter...his next wife) was a druggie and the girl was living in deplorable conditions. So she came to stay with me for awhile. Well...she wanted to take the birds out together. First I said no, but finally gave in. I had put the cocker spaniel outside so there wouldn't be any problem there, even though we had a short wooden barrier to keep her in the kitchen on the linoleum because she had problems. Things went well for the first few minutes. The 'keet was aggravating the 'teil and playing around. Both had clipped wings because of ceiling fans and such, but they still try to fly. The parakeet made a short low flight toward the kitchen, landing on the side of the wooden barrier. It's little tonails got hung in the wood and it was struggling. I went to rescue it and as my foot went down in the last step and was nearly on the floor, he came loose and landed directly under my foot where I was stepping down. My foot was only inches from the floor and my weight was already into it. It happened so fast I didn't see it coming. And yes...I stepped right on him and squished his little life right out of him. And then I lost my mind. Really. I walked back and forth a couple of times and though I would go crazy...and finally got outside in my driveway. I was totally hysterical. I felt like howling and I think I did for a bit. The poor child kept patting me and reminding me it was an accident. Yes. It was. But that was no consolation for what I had done. It took me a very long time to calm down a bit and my friend came over to help me through it. But.... it's the kind of thing that makes an imprint on your very soul and it takes a lot of time....a very lot...just to get through it. Even today, when I think about it, as now....it still makes me feel sick way down deep. Though it is difficult, I do hope that you two will be able to comfort each other. In such a desparate situation, you both need it. I pray the Lord will restore you soon. Bless you both. Sammi

01-09-2007, 03:00 PM	#408
Mommy of Brandi YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: New York Posts: 745	I'm so very sorry...your baby fought so hard.....I know there are no words that will help......just keep Ella's memory so that one day you can look back and remember the joy she brought you......even if for just a short time....she knew she was loved

01-09-2007, 03:33 PM	#410
stewartdogs Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Fort Worth, Texas Posts: 52	I am so sorry. I know that there are no words. I would give anything if I could comfort you in some way. No one deserves this kind of pain. I know that she was the world to you and you loved her with all of your heart. You are such a great mommy. I am just glad that Ella's short stay on earth was spent with someone as loving and caring as you. Her life was full of love and happiness. She knew she was loved even at the very end, and I believe she still knows and feels you love. Take care. Just know I would give anything if I could lessen you pain. I am asking that God surround you with warm, peaceful and healing light. May you find Peace.

01-09-2007, 04:06 PM	#411
Sugar's Mom BANNED! Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Kentucky Posts: 9,248	I have been keeping up with your thread and I am so very sorry for your loss. You did what you could.

01-09-2007, 04:08 PM	#412
trixiesmith Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Tulsa, Ok Posts: 274	I've been reading this thread daily. I'm soo sorry about the loss of your sweet, baby girl. My God give you the strength to go on.

01-09-2007, 04:15 PM	#414
CH33KS4U Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: Florida Posts: 78	Hey aubrey, I have been trying to keep up with your thread, and i am soo sorry about the outcome. I know your heart is breaking, and i only hope you are able to heal soon. This is one of those times were god tests our will, and sweetie it was NOT b/c you dident try enough. You took great care of your baby, and was at her side through it all ( whether literally, or by the phone). Who can ask for more???? You are such a good mommy!!! I know you poured your heart and soul into Ella, and i feel blessed to have gotten to know her a little through you <3 I have to stop now b/c i am getting emotional. i am soo happy that everyone at YT came together for Aubrey, who can ask for better friends??

01-09-2007, 04:58 PM	#417
Lynn Teaver Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Flowery Branch, Georgia Posts: 227	Aubrey, I just got home from work and have been thinking of you and Baby Ella all day. I am sorry to hear that she is gone. My heart hurts for you and Will. I don't know you, but that doesn't matter, we all share a bond thru our babies, so when something like this happens to one of us, we all feel it. I have just sent up a prayer for you. May God mend your broken heart and find peace with yourself that you did the best that you could. If we could, we all would put our arms around you and cry with you. Peace be with you. Lynn..

01-09-2007, 05:02 PM	#418
CPG Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 193	I don't have the words to express how sad I am for you and Will that baby Ella didn't make it. I hope you can find comfort and peace in the days ahead because Ella knew how much you loved her and that is what matters most.

01-09-2007, 05:36 PM	#420
bgeier Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Kansas Posts: 247	I just got home and read this. I am so so sorry. I know you've heard it so many times, I was just praying so hard for her..and crying at the same time. These yorkies are unlike any other animal. They are a part of our being and when something like this happens, it's just unbearable. Know that she is in a better place....and playing with other babies.....that is your solice. She will never be forgotten by you or your boyfriend. It just rips my heart out. Time...it takes so much time...but it will come...there will come a day when you won't cry. __________________ LOVE my DEUCE Click here for Photos