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gracielove · 05-20-2012, 08:12 PM

I'm so sorry for what you have been through with the loss of your furry friend. It sounds like you did as much as you could to make his life better for the time you had him. I'm sure you made the right decision to have him put down. I agree that it is one of the hardest decisions we make in this life.
It's been over two years now since I had my little guy of 15 years of age put down. My family kept telling me it was time but I could not do it myself. Two of my kids finally took him and stayed with him while it was done. I was never going to have another dog. He was just the perfect little guy and was so loyal and loving. I didn't want to go through training another puppy and it is difficult to find and older small dog around here. Well, after about 6 months of not having a dog in my life I stated to have that feeling of a missing space in my life. Eventually I admitted I missed having a dog and would go on a search for the perfect companion. It takes time to heal. I knew my old guy was reaching the end of his time but you are still in shock. It will get better but it takes time. You did everything you could for the little guy and he was blessed to have you has his person.

PackOf1 · 05-21-2012, 08:50 AM

I am very sorry for your loss. I can feel your lonliness and reading your words is bringing back the ache I felt when I went through a similar circumstance in the past. Stay strong. Figure out things you can do or change routine to help you get distracted fr missing your too much.
I pray that you will soon stop feeling the pain of losing Cosmo.

rubymoon2072 · 05-21-2012, 09:58 AM

very sorry for your loss. keeping you in my thoughts for heart healing as best as it can in this sad time.

gracielove · 05-21-2012, 01:30 PM

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Originally Posted by missingmycosmo

I've been doing reserach on breeders and I have come across a unique breed or yorkie called Biemer? Has anyone heard or know much about this breed? I like that he/she wouldn't look exactly like Cosmo did, I'm considering because I am just SO lonely and I'm afraid that if I wait too long I will never do it...

I think you were looking at a Biewer. I don't know much about them but the pictures look adorable. I'm sure if you are ready that a puppy will help you fill the empy hole a missing love leaves. I also wanted some thing different than my past dog. I did not want to constantly be comparing the new one to my past dog. I think there are people on YT that have Biewers. Be sure to do your research on the breeder before you buy.
Can anyone point her in the right direction?

candigirl · 05-21-2012, 02:22 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss

, may your sweet Cosmo RIP

madyson007 · 05-21-2012, 04:18 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. My Jazzy's loss was a physical pain in my heart that was shocking to me...We knew that Jazzy did not have long she was 13 and in failing health so we decided to get another pup before she was gone. We immediately fell in love with the new little fellow we call Tucker but Jazzy left such a big hole in my heart we got another little girl named Lola. If I could convince my husband to get me another I would in a heart beat. Your own heart will tell you when you are ready for a new little one to come into your life. Take your time and grieve...hard to believe but time really does help.

shawnzeppi · 05-21-2012, 04:38 PM

Sounds like Cosmo had a great life with you and your family. When we had to put our little Pippin to sleep at 13 y.o., it was the hardest thing we ever did, but it was for the best, just like the discission you made for your little pal. I think about my first Yorkie at least once a day and will never forget him, and that is what I'm sure it will be like for you and Cosmo. We have 2 Yorkies now and they dont replace him, but we love them just as much.

Hope you learn to cope with your loss soon as we did.

gracielove · 05-21-2012, 04:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by missingmycosmo

I've been doing reserach on breeders and I have come across a unique breed or yorkie called Biemer? Has anyone heard or know much about this breed? I like that he/she wouldn't look exactly like Cosmo did, I'm considering because I am just SO lonely and I'm afraid that if I wait too long I will never do it...

I don't think people are reading through all the comments. Maybe you could start a new thread to get info on the Biewer breed. Best wishes on your search.

msyorktown · 05-21-2012, 05:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by missingmycosmo

I've been doing reserach on breeders and I have come across a unique breed or yorkie called Biemer? Has anyone heard or know much about this breed? I like that he/she wouldn't look exactly like Cosmo did, I'm considering because I am just SO lonely and I'm afraid that if I wait too long I will never do it...

As another poster said I believe you are looking at the Biewer, there are breeders on this forum that breed biewers as well as the Parti color yorkie...breny of GreensTreasuredYorkies breeds the parti color, she is located in Michigan. Her puppies are gorgeous.

lynzy420 · 05-22-2012, 04:41 AM

I hope your feeling a little better, you have been in my thoughts...so sorry for you.

TatumsMom · 05-22-2012, 06:06 AM

I've been there too and am so sorry for your loss. Our toy poodle (my "first born" before the skin kids arrived) was 15 years old and was everything to me. It was a very hard decision to put him down but it was time (he had a stroke in the very end). I, like you, didn't like the idea of "replacing him" but knew that I had to have another furkid in my life soon. We got Tatum about 2 weeks after and everyone agreed that it was the best thing for us. Just don't think of it as replacing your baby.... that's not possible. Just make room for a new kind of love. Best of luck to you.

And no, I didn't see the latest comments before posting. Sorry, I don't know anything about the Biewers and don't have any breeders around me that I know of. I do know they are very pretty. Good luck in your search.

BLowry · 05-22-2012, 06:14 AM

OMG! my heart is breaking for you!! my thoughts and prayers are with you

Teegy · 05-22-2012, 09:04 AM

oaky that is heart wrenching and I'm sitting at my desk in tears, I'm sooooo sorry.
that wee soul

CoCos_Mom · 05-22-2012, 09:10 AM

Man.......I have no words except for that I am sorry for your loss. I agree with those who have said that you will know in your heart when the time is right to get another baby. I pray that the days get easier for you.

GeorgiesMomma · 05-22-2012, 11:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by gracielove

I think you were looking at a Biewer. I don't know much about them but the pictures look adorable. I'm sure if you are ready that a puppy will help you fill the empy hole a missing love leaves. I also wanted some thing different than my past dog. I did not want to constantly be comparing the new one to my past dog. I think there are people on YT that have Biewers. Be sure to do your research on the breeder before you buy.
Can anyone point her in the right direction?

There a couple of breeders on here one is Breny Home - Greens Treasured Yorkies
They are absolutely beautiful. There is a breeder in VA too her name is Deb and her website is http://biewersbythebay.com/index.html. Good luck in your search.

05-21-2012, 09:58 AM	#63
rubymoon2072 Cedric♥Lola♥Keylo Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Gilford, NH, USA Posts: 9,209	very sorry for your loss. keeping you in my thoughts for heart healing as best as it can in this sad time. __________________ Cedric N Lola N Keylo RIP Punkee Princess

05-22-2012, 04:41 AM	#70
lynzy420 Donating YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: USA Posts: 7,652	I hope your feeling a little better, you have been in my thoughts...so sorry for you. __________________ The Above advice/comments/reviews are my personal opinions based on my own experience/education/investigation and research and you can take them any way you want to......Or NOT!!!

05-22-2012, 06:06 AM	#71
TatumsMom Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: TX Posts: 2,799	I've been there too and am so sorry for your loss. Our toy poodle (my "first born" before the skin kids arrived) was 15 years old and was everything to me. It was a very hard decision to put him down but it was time (he had a stroke in the very end). I, like you, didn't like the idea of "replacing him" but knew that I had to have another furkid in my life soon. We got Tatum about 2 weeks after and everyone agreed that it was the best thing for us. Just don't think of it as replacing your baby.... that's not possible. Just make room for a new kind of love. Best of luck to you. And no, I didn't see the latest comments before posting. Sorry, I don't know anything about the Biewers and don't have any breeders around me that I know of. I do know they are very pretty. Good luck in your search. __________________ ~ Angie Last edited by TatumsMom; 05-22-2012 at 06:08 AM.

05-22-2012, 06:14 AM	#72
BLowry My furkids Donating Member Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: Massachusetts Posts: 4,625 Blog Entries: 1	OMG! my heart is breaking for you!! my thoughts and prayers are with you __________________ Brenda

05-20-2012, 08:12 PM	#61
gracielove YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: NY Posts: 6,582	I'm so sorry for what you have been through with the loss of your furry friend. It sounds like you did as much as you could to make his life better for the time you had him. I'm sure you made the right decision to have him put down. I agree that it is one of the hardest decisions we make in this life. It's been over two years now since I had my little guy of 15 years of age put down. My family kept telling me it was time but I could not do it myself. Two of my kids finally took him and stayed with him while it was done. I was never going to have another dog. He was just the perfect little guy and was so loyal and loving. I didn't want to go through training another puppy and it is difficult to find and older small dog around here. Well, after about 6 months of not having a dog in my life I stated to have that feeling of a missing space in my life. Eventually I admitted I missed having a dog and would go on a search for the perfect companion. It takes time to heal. I knew my old guy was reaching the end of his time but you are still in shock. It will get better but it takes time. You did everything you could for the little guy and he was blessed to have you has his person.

05-21-2012, 08:50 AM	#62
PackOf1 Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: Philippines Posts: 70	I am very sorry for your loss. I can feel your lonliness and reading your words is bringing back the ache I felt when I went through a similar circumstance in the past. Stay strong. Figure out things you can do or change routine to help you get distracted fr missing your too much. I pray that you will soon stop feeling the pain of losing Cosmo.

05-21-2012, 02:22 PM	#65
candigirl YT Addict Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Toronto, Ont Posts: 333	I'm so sorry for your loss , may your sweet Cosmo RIP

05-21-2012, 04:18 PM	#66
madyson007 Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: Flanders, NJ Posts: 108	I am so sorry for your loss. My Jazzy's loss was a physical pain in my heart that was shocking to me...We knew that Jazzy did not have long she was 13 and in failing health so we decided to get another pup before she was gone. We immediately fell in love with the new little fellow we call Tucker but Jazzy left such a big hole in my heart we got another little girl named Lola. If I could convince my husband to get me another I would in a heart beat. Your own heart will tell you when you are ready for a new little one to come into your life. Take your time and grieve...hard to believe but time really does help.

05-21-2012, 04:38 PM	#67
shawnzeppi YT Addict Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: Springfield, va Posts: 457	Sounds like Cosmo had a great life with you and your family. When we had to put our little Pippin to sleep at 13 y.o., it was the hardest thing we ever did, but it was for the best, just like the discission you made for your little pal. I think about my first Yorkie at least once a day and will never forget him, and that is what I'm sure it will be like for you and Cosmo. We have 2 Yorkies now and they dont replace him, but we love them just as much. Hope you learn to cope with your loss soon as we did.

05-22-2012, 09:04 AM	#73
Teegy Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Toronto, Canada Posts: 2,631	oaky that is heart wrenching and I'm sitting at my desk in tears, I'm sooooo sorry. that wee soul

05-22-2012, 09:10 AM	#74
CoCos_Mom Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Sandy Springs, GA, USA Posts: 176	Man.......I have no words except for that I am sorry for your loss. I agree with those who have said that you will know in your heart when the time is right to get another baby. I pray that the days get easier for you.