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07-27-2007, 02:02 PM | #1 |
I love Jackson too! Donating Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Ohio
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| I'm really missing Lily today I miss her EVERYDAY, but today seems especially hard. Maybe because today makes two weeks since she passed. I think of her all the time, and I try to remember all the happy memories because we did have some great times. I loved it when she started getting stronger and gaining weight, she was having fun walking around in the floor and following Jake around. I think they were just starting to really like each other. Her personality was starting to show, she had a little attitude when she wanted to. I remember when I used to feed her puppy formula from a bottle, and she would try to drink it too fast, so I would stop for a few seconds. Well, she wasn't having that, she would try to bark because she wanted me to stick that bottle back in her mouth! She loved to curl up around my neck or lay on my chest, and she would give me lots of sweet puppy kisses. I still smell her sweet puppy smell. She was so tiny and so adorable. I went from taking care of her around the clock to.......nothing. I'm still waking up at all hours of the night because I was so used to checking on her and feeding her throughout the night. I miss her sooooo much, and I have so many questions running around in my head. Did I do something wrong? Did I feed her enough? Did I feed her too much? Did I keep her warm enough? Was there something I overlooked? I just wish she was still here. This is sooooo hard, and it hurts. My heart literally hurts because I miss her. I'm sorry to go on. I just had to get some things out, and I know everyone here uderstands because you all love your yorkies as much as I do. Thanks for listening, if you got this far. Edited to add: I know that Jake has been missing Lily because the first week, he would go to her crate and look in and whine and come to me to be picked up. He's not doing it so much anymore, but I think he loved his little sister.
__________________ Selina, mommy to Jake and Jackson. RIP baby Lily Coming soon: Gracie Last edited by LoveMyJake; 07-27-2007 at 02:03 PM. |
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07-27-2007, 02:11 PM | #2 |
Luv my Angel, too! Donating Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: USA
Posts: 9,333
| I wish there was something I could say to help take away the pain. You did everything right for Lily and there was a reason she came into your life. Hugs to you.
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07-27-2007, 02:19 PM | #3 |
Mimi & Gabby too! Donating Member Join Date: May 2006 Location: Vineland, NJ
Posts: 3,208
| Oh Selina.....I know exactly how you feel. All I do is think...was there something I should have looked for...where there something I didn't do. Now thinking back before my Lilly died she looked at me and it felt like she didn't know who I was. She had the look of death but at that time I thought it was all normal but now of course I know it wasn't. You know I'm here for you hun. |
07-27-2007, 04:11 PM | #4 |
Donating YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: USA
Posts: 7,178
| I am soooo sorry for your loss...I know how much you loved Lily, and I know it's hard...But time will help you heal. You'll never forget her, but each day that goes by will be just a little bit easier than the one before. You did everything you could for her, and you loved her more than anything, and she knew that...
__________________ Miko 's his Mommy |
07-27-2007, 05:09 PM | #5 |
My Angels Donating Member Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Colorful Colorado
Posts: 2,260
| I am so sorry that you are having to go through this pain of losing Lily. I am sure the memories are bittersweet and even though they make you smile, they are also a dagger in your heart to think she is no longer there for you to take care of. They say time heals all wounds, and I am sure it will take a while before you heal, but know that you did your best and it was in God's hands to take her. You did all you could do and who could ask for more than that. I am sure Lily know that, and she doesnt want you to be sad for her because she is playing and having a grand time at Rainbow Bridge. It ok to mourn but dont ever doubt yourself when it came to her care. You were the best mommy she could have been blessed to have. |
07-27-2007, 06:37 PM | #6 |
Donating YT Addict Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Georgia
Posts: 6,234
| I'm so sorry that you are feeling bad. She was very special. She was blessed to have spent her time with you. I don't think anyone could have possibly given her more love and care. (hug)
__________________ Jeanne: Mom to Betty & Juju Bean |
07-27-2007, 06:43 PM | #7 |
Gizzy & Kandi spoil me Donating Member Join Date: May 2007 Location: Waco, Texas
Posts: 8,477
| I am so sorry that it has been so hard for you. I only hope I can care for my yorkie as well as you cared for Lily. And also for you Timmy and your Lilly. Hugs to both of you.
__________________ The fullness of our heart is expressed in our eyes, in our touch, in what we write, in what we say, in the way we walk, the way we receive, the way we need. -Mother Teresa ( RIP Gizmo 3/9/07-8/18/12) |
07-27-2007, 07:00 PM | #8 |
and Hopeys Mom Too Donating Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Louisiana
Posts: 4,109
| Both little Lilly/Lily's are happily looking down upon you for loving them so much.... prayers to you, that you feel better with time and always remember the precious moments... d
__________________ Donna's little herd.... Tooties Dogster http://www.dogster.com/?271687 Hopeys Dogster http://www.dogster.com/?448723 and Tinker, TBone(RIP) Laci .. OH, and Me-Kitty(RIP) |
07-27-2007, 07:19 PM | #9 |
Donating YT 30K Club Member | My heart goes out to both of you in the loss of your beautiful babies way too early.
__________________ Cali Pixie Roxie : RIP Nikki; RIP Maya;RIP my sweet Dixie girl 1/17/08 http://callipuppyscastle.bravehost.com/index.html |
07-27-2007, 07:29 PM | #10 |
Blessed by Otis & Ollie Donating Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Plainfield, Indiana
Posts: 2,884
| Selina, You did everything you could for precious Lily, and you did everything right. It was her condition, nothing that you did, or didn't do. I love to hear you talk about your time with her, I could listen all night with a smile on my face. I lost my precious Shorty in 2004 and I will still talk about him to anyone who will listen. And once I get started, its hard for me to stop. Diggy(Paula) is so sweet, we were instant messaging one night and I got started about my Shorty and went on for about 45 minutes. She just listened and responded. It makes me feel closer to him to talk about him, and it warms my heart. I hope you feel that way about talking about Lily. Anytime you feel like talking, PM me, or start a thread like this. We're all here for you and we're listening. The same goes for you Timmy!!! RIP Lily and Lilly, sweet Yorkie angels in heaven.
__________________ ~Paula~ proud mommy of ~Otis (yorkie) & Oliver (shih-poo) Last edited by paulapoo; 07-27-2007 at 07:31 PM. |
07-27-2007, 07:43 PM | #11 |
and Bernie's mom too!" Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 8,283
| Aww, I'm so sorry you are going through this...you were an awfully good mom to Lilly it was apparent in everything you wrote. She knows you loved her. She was sick and you did a wonderful thing giving her the best life you could while she was here. There was nothing you missed, nothing you should have done differently. Hugs to you and Jake (poor guy), and rip baby Lily until you see your family again.
__________________ Ginger Bernie Fun Kitty |
07-27-2007, 09:11 PM | #12 |
Mojo, LilyGrace & Me Donating Member Moderator Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: cuddling with my babies<3
Posts: 17,329
| Ohhhh I am soooo very sorry! I know it is hard, but we are all here for you...here to listen and help in anyway we can! Big hugs to you and your family and precious little Jake!
__________________ Hi I'm Jenn Mom to..... Mojo,LilyGrace & DD Kate RIP Mojo FOREVER in our hearts! |
07-28-2007, 07:14 AM | #13 |
Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: New Hampshire
Posts: 10,534
| Ohhh, my heart goes out to you! I lost a baby at 5 months old and I had ALL the same questions weeks and months later. The pain lessens in time as Im sure you know but going through it is sooo hard. 2 weeks is still pretty new and you are still grieving. You just need time to get through it. Time really does heal all wounds, sometimes its just so hard to have patience with yourself while time is passing. I totally understand that! You did sooo much for Lily, you were a GREAT mommy! It was sadly just Lilys time to go. You gave her a great life here on earth and Im sure she is looking down on you and thanking you for loving her so much each and everyday! (((HUGS)))
__________________ “Petting, scratching, and cuddling a dog could be as soothing to the mind and heart as deep meditation and almost as good for the soul as prayer.” ― Dean Koontz |
07-28-2007, 12:20 PM | #14 |
Izzy's Momma Too! Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Stuart, Florida
Posts: 8,799
| You gave Lily a fighting chance, and did all you could. She was a lucky little girl to have SO much love in her short little life. Only time will help heal your heart Hang in there!
__________________ Tracy, Mom to Izzy and Luna |
07-28-2007, 01:22 PM | #15 |
Yorkie Kisses are the Best! Donating Member | Oh girl - she sure made her impact on many hearts ....I just want to send you a hug and maybe when you close your eyes you'll smell her little puppy breath again..... Rest in Peace little Lily |
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