Ohhh, my heart goes out to you! I lost a baby at 5 months old and I had ALL the same questions weeks and months later. The pain lessens in time as Im sure you know but going through it is sooo hard. 2 weeks is still pretty new and you are still grieving. You just need time to get through it. Time really does heal all wounds, sometimes its just so hard to have patience with yourself while time is passing. I totally understand that! You did sooo much for Lily, you were a GREAT mommy! It was sadly just Lilys time to go. You gave her a great life here on earth and Im sure she is looking down on you and thanking you for loving her so much each and everyday! (((HUGS)))
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