I am so sorry that you are having to go through this pain of losing Lily. I am sure the memories are bittersweet and even though they make you smile, they are also a dagger in your heart to think she is no longer there for you to take care of. They say time heals all wounds, and I am sure it will take a while before you heal, but know that you did your best and it was in God's hands to take her. You did all you could do and who could ask for more than that. I am sure Lily know that, and she doesnt want you to be sad for her because she is playing and having a grand time at Rainbow Bridge. It ok to mourn but dont ever doubt yourself when it came to her care. You were the best mommy she could have been blessed to have. |