Omg I Need To Vent !!!!!!!! Omg !!!

[LunasMomma]

Originally Posted by rachelsyorkie

Aubrey do you breed yorkies?

I am confused as to why you would ask that? Just wondering.

[willinfla]

Dear YT Members,

Hi, This is Will, Aubrey's BF and Ella's daddy. I felt it was time for me to come on here and just say thank you to all of you for being there for Aub and I this last week. This week has been a horror. It has been one of the worst weeks of my life. From the moment the accident with Ella happened my heart has been in pieces. It's been hard battling my different feelings. I have had so much shame, guilt, sadness, and then moments of hope which were then shattered and followed by days of tears.

Through this ordeal I have silently popped on here and followed the thread Aubrey started. At times your messages were my only salvation. The genuine concern, understanding, and compassion from all of you has been absolutely amazing and has been invaluable during this terrible time. You all will really never know how much your support has meant, not just for Aub, but for me as well.

I want to thank all of you for your heartfelt gifts of compassion and understanding, your words of encouragement and hope, and your endless generosity. This is an amazing board, with some really special people. I thank all of you from the depths of my heart.

Sincerely,


Will

[LunasMomma]

Hi Will!

BIG SUPER DUPER hugs to you, sweetie! You have been through so much with everything that happened I'm so sorry that this happened to you guys and to poor Ella. It could happen to any one of us at any time. These beautiful little creatures are so darned QUICK and they can get into so much trouble because of it. What happened was a horrible tragic accident, and I know that eventually you will let that sink all the way in.

I wish you and Aubrey peace and love and strength You both will be okay, and together you will heal.

[daisysis]

I am so sorry to hear about Ella I have been full of guilt and grief
myself over my ASTI.
So I know all your feelings you are feeling
Maybe we can help each other heal.
I will pray for you and your boyfreind and keep you in my thoughts

[Sweetums]

Will, I want you to know that I completely understand how awful you must feel and I know it is probably difficult for Ella's mommy to forgive and forget. But when I was 11 years old, we had a little parakeet that we'd had for about 7 years. This was a wonderful, intelligent, little bird who moved freely about our house with his wings clipped and performed tricks, sat on our shoulders pecking affectionately at our cheeks, snuggled next to our faces, flew to our dinner table and ate dinner with us (or at least tried), spoke words and phrases and was a real family member. And I accidently killed it! Yes, it was me who was the guilty party. I had never seen my father cry until our little bird was crushed by my carelessness. We all cried for days, me, my sister, my mother and my father.

I had been playing with "Perry" in my room, teaching this incredibly smart little bird more tricks, cuddling with him as I often did with him snuggled next to my face on my pillow. I thought of something I wanted to do and went off to do it, forgetting Perry in the process. Little did I know it would be the last time I would see Perry healthy and alive. The poor little thing flew to the door and tried to peck his way out of the room. Unthinkingly, I ran back into my room, did not see him, ran back out, and crushed our little baby who was in the doorway with the door. I cannot tell you what horror I experienced when the poor little thing, looking up at me with his intelligent little black eye, lying on his little side, gasped, gave one final little peep, and expired. It was a nightmare come true. I collapsed sobbing, barely able to speak enough to tell my family what had happened.

It makes me cry to this day to speak of it and I am 60 years old. Yes, I do not think of it often anymore, and so time has healed the wound to some extent, but I have carried guilt about it all these years.

Believe me, over time, you will come to forget the episode more and more, tho you will never forget your little pet. But someday I will see Perry in heaven as you will see Ella and all will be forgiven as heaven is a place of forgiveness. Remember, you were blessed to have her for a short time and she was taken early because heaven needed to have her back again, and she had finished her mission to touch many lives and leave the challenge for others to forgive. It is your challenge to forgive yourself and Aubrey's to forgive you. Both of you now need to honor her mission by doing your best to learn forgiveness. Be grateful she gave you the opportunity, no matter how hard it seems to do. She loved you enough to sacrifice herself to help you grow. That is what angels do. She was yours and she is with you still, tho you cannot see her physical form. She is with you still and loves you now as much as she did ever.

[ssmiles1980A]

I wanted to tell everyone what happened to us today. I'm sorry I haven't written sooner, but I was at my grandmothers house This evening

I got a call today from My breeder, and at first I did not answer because I figured she was calling to see how I was doing. I called her right back and she said she got Ella's sister back because she wasn't being taken care of. Ella's sisters owner went to the breeder to get this baby girl her second round of shots and they were complaining about her. They said all she was doing was crying and whining. My breeder said she looked AWFUL AND HAD NOT BEEN TAKEN CARE OF AT ALL. The owners still had this little girl on the weaning food and she wasn't eating. My breeder and her DR said she was starving ... So anyway the breeder took her back and they had NO problem with it at all, they didn't want her anymore at all and after the way she looked to my breeder it was clear she was not taken care of at all.

So anyway the breeder called me today and said she felt that the right thing to do was for me to have her. I just couldn't believe it. Will and I are still shocked. She is Ella's' sister (they were littermates) I feel so amazingly blessed to have been given this amazing second chance with Ella's sister. While she will never take Ella's place, this is still a miraculous second chance we could have never seen coming.

We are both very nervous with her. We already put bells on her so we always know exactly where she is. She looks so much like Ella. She's a little bit bigger and has a little more attitude than Ella, but she makes the same expressions. Her bark is a bit higher pitched and she doesn't hop as much, but she is still absolutely wonderful and we can't believe she is here.

We have not named her yet and with all the support everyone on YT has given us, we'd like all of you to help us name her.

You all have been Truly amazing through all of this, and I want nothing more then for you to share our memories with this new baby girl. We really want you to be apart of naming her with us, I miss my Ella so very much, she is not forgotten and never will be, my heart is still very much broken, but i feel so blessed to have received her sister, what an amazing gift that is, and we are just loving and loving her, we are both so nervous and scared around her, we just want to give her TONS of love and attention but we are just so so nervous about her every move.
It also makes me so sad because she does look like Ella, they have there differences but they really do have a lot of the same expression, its just so not fair to my baby Ella, I just miss her so very much, it just breaks my heart ....Anyway thank you so much to everyone, your support has been amazing in everyway. We both thank you from the very bottom of our Hearts, and My baby Ella is so VERY VERY lucky to have all these wonderful people here remembering her memory forever and now I have her sister which does make me feel closer to Ella, and even more paranoid and worried about this new one. Its been driving me nuts Not having a name yet for her lol ... we just wanted it to be something VERY special and we felt we couldn't do that without ALL of you helping pick the most perfect name for this baby girl.

Thanks

Love always ,


Aub and Will

[marcerella02]

AUBREY!!! my heart is swelling in my chest... what an AMAZING story.. and wonderful turn of events... talk about meant to be.... and you are now saving a life.... a poor pup who had a horrible start to life will now have parents who will appreicate and love her more than anyone could. CONGRATS TO YOU AND WILL>.. i am thrilled for you! do post pictures!!! we can't wait to meet this little angel in your lives!!!

[marcerella02]

i think she needs a meaningful name like Hope, or Desiree (so long hoped for), or Faith... i'm not sure.. i'm going to keep searching...

[LunasMomma]

Aub, you already know how I feel

Thank goodness you posted I was bursting here I am so happy for you guys, and I truly believe that God was behind this one for sure. Ella will always be in your hearts, and how blessed that her sister happened to need you guys right now! I'm sorry that she had such a rough start, but I know that she'll just blossom with you and Will loving her

You guys will be just fine, and this baby is lucky to have you in her life, as you all are lucky to have her See, match made in Heaven!


I suggest that you might want to start a whole new thread on General, as this is a new beginning. Just a suggestion, though

My idea for her name I already told you on the phone, but here ya go anyway for the record---Sissy, because she's Ella's sissy

Miracles DO happen, just not always the ones that we ask for

[daisy mae06]

WOW that is wonderful news when I heard it i thought Bella why I don't know but it is a cute name.

[Tytainea]

This makes my heart smile for you. I have not posted to this thread yet, but I have followed it from the beginning and have cried each time. I am thrilled that you have a new baby. She will never take the place of your Ella, but you will love her just the same and Ella will be so happy that her sister is being cared for by the wonderful mommy that took care of her.
As far as the name for your new baby.....what about Destiny. With all that you went thru, and apparently what this puppy went thru until now maybe it was destiny that you found eachother. Just a thought.
Also i wanted to add that i am also in south florida, not to far from you. If you would ever like to get together for a puppy playdate pm me.
Again congrats on your baby....what a blessing. For both you and her.

[JiggityJig]

#1---WILL---I'm so glad that you popped in to share your own thoughts and feelings with us. Yes, you've been in my thoughts so much throughout this. I know I and everyone here can share stories with you about accidents and near-accidents we (and EVERYONE we know!) have had involving our own loved ones and pets. You are DEFINITELY not alone. You are definitely not to blame. All you are is human.

That said, nothing anyone can say can erase for you the horror of that fateful moment and all the ones that have followed. Aubrey has told us how much you love those fur-babies, and without dwelling on the negatives any further, I just want you to know that I can at least *start* to imagine what all this has been like for you, and I'm so so sorry....my heart goes out to you.

And you are a GOOD GUY for understanding Aubrey and all the feelings of anger and sadness that she has had to work through. Just keep hanging in there, and in the end this WILL end up drawing you closer together.

Anyway, I just didn't want to "lose" your post in all the excitement and happiness to follow, because...

#2---EEEEEEEP!---that is just incredible news about Ella's sister!!! Surely Ella has acted as a guiding angel to ALL of you in bringing this about. She knew that you could offer just the loving, caring home that her sister needed and deserved. This is absolutely the best possibly ending to such a sad story.

No, she won't be "Ella", but she'll be her own special self, and you'll always feel that connection with Ella through her, knowing that Ella was a part of bringing you together, and is looking on with happy appreciation.

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! I'm beyond excited for you!!!!

[chuey]

OMG Aubrey!

I can't believe it! It's a miracle!! Can't you see it? Ella made this happen! She sacrificed herself to save her sister! Forgive me if I'm cooky here, but really!! She knew she needed to be saved and maybe this was the only way. I know all the prayers everybody here has sent to you for Ella were also the force behind this amazing, amazing event.

So I believe in new dog, new thread! Time to start and new thread for your new baby maybe? What do you think? I just thought of a name too! I like Milly, short for Milagros, which means miracles in spanish. Best of luck to you all.

Oh and thank you Will for making a voice here. I'm sure all the members were glad to hear that Aubrey is being so well taken care of!!

Lotts of love,

Raquel and Chewster!!

[marcerella02]

Originally Posted by chuey

OMG Aubrey!

I can't believe it! It's a miracle!! Can't you see it? Ella made this happen! She sacrificed herself to save her sister! Forgive me if I'm cooky here, but really!! She knew she needed to be saved and maybe this was the only way. I know all the prayers everybody here has sent to you for Ella were also the force behind this amazing, amazing event.

So I believe in new dog, new thread! Time to start and new thread for your new baby maybe? What do you think? I just thought of a name too! I like Milly, short for Milagros, which means miracles in spanish. Best of luck to you all.

Oh and thank you Will for making a voice here. I'm sure all the members were glad to hear that Aubrey is being so well taken care of!!

Lotts of love,

Raquel and Chewster!!

Raquel.. i dont' think you are cooky.. i COMPLETELY agree... Ella and to pass away for her sister to be saved and be given the love she deserves. SOmeone mentioned the name Bella.. i think it is so great... that way ella is always a part of everything but it is still a new name for a new addition. cna't wait to hear what you decide on and cna't WAIT to see pictures!

[JESSY_RN2B]

Originally Posted by ssmiles1980A

I wanted to tell everyone what happened to us today. I'm sorry I haven't written sooner, but I was at my grandmothers house This evening

I got a call today from My breeder, and at first I did not answer because I figured she was calling to see how I was doing. I called her right back and she said she got Ella's sister back because she wasn't being taken care of. Ella's sisters owner went to the breeder to get this baby girl her second round of shots and they were complaining about her. They said all she was doing was crying and whining. My breeder said she looked AWFUL AND HAD NOT BEEN TAKEN CARE OF AT ALL. The owners still had this little girl on the weaning food and she wasn't eating. My breeder and her DR said she was starving ... So anyway the breeder took her back and they had NO problem with it at all, they didn't want her anymore at all and after the way she looked to my breeder it was clear she was not taken care of at all.

So anyway the breeder called me today and said she felt that the right thing to do was for me to have her. I just couldn't believe it. Will and I are still shocked. She is Ella's' sister (they were littermates) I feel so amazingly blessed to have been given this amazing second chance with Ella's sister. While she will never take Ella's place, this is still a miraculous second chance we could have never seen coming.

We are both very nervous with her. We already put bells on her so we always know exactly where she is. She looks so much like Ella. She's a little bit bigger and has a little more attitude than Ella, but she makes the same expressions. Her bark is a bit higher pitched and she doesn't hop as much, but she is still absolutely wonderful and we can't believe she is here.

We have not named her yet and with all the support everyone on YT has given us, we'd like all of you to help us name her.

You all have been Truly amazing through all of this, and I want nothing more then for you to share our memories with this new baby girl. We really want you to be apart of naming her with us, I miss my Ella so very much, she is not forgotten and never will be, my heart is still very much broken, but i feel so blessed to have received her sister, what an amazing gift that is, and we are just loving and loving her, we are both so nervous and scared around her, we just want to give her TONS of love and attention but we are just so so nervous about her every move.
It also makes me so sad because she does look like Ella, they have there differences but they really do have a lot of the same expression, its just so not fair to my baby Ella, I just miss her so very much, it just breaks my heart ....Anyway thank you so much to everyone, your support has been amazing in everyway. We both thank you from the very bottom of our Hearts, and My baby Ella is so VERY VERY lucky to have all these wonderful people here remembering her memory forever and now I have her sister which does make me feel closer to Ella, and even more paranoid and worried about this new one. Its been driving me nuts Not having a name yet for her lol ... we just wanted it to be something VERY special and we felt we couldn't do that without ALL of you helping pick the most perfect name for this baby girl.

Thanks

Love always ,


Aub and Will

WOW...........praise the Lord!!

Congratulations!!