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luckylady · 11-29-2009, 04:26 PM

I am so sorry for your recent unexpected loss of Hootie. I can understand the pain you are feeling and I pray that you will be able to soon change those sad tears to tears of happy memories of you little guy. Hugs and prayers to you....

tinyterriers · 11-29-2009, 04:46 PM

I am very sorry that this had to happen,you are in my prayers,I know how bad it hurts, I was in your shoes seven times,I almost didn't get another,but my arms were aching and I have my beautiful April. Just try to keep busy and hopefully you will get thru it,but you will never forget. You are in my prayers.Hootie has gone to the Rainbow Bridge and hoping he is happy with all the doggies there. It's so hard to lose them,I know.

extazzz · 11-29-2009, 07:37 PM

Here is Hooties memorial Page . Feel free to leave comments there Home - Little Lost Yorkies

angeleyes · 11-29-2009, 09:01 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. I do know what you are going through, I have been there. I have written to other YTers. regarding losing your babies. First thing I can say, and it took me awhile to bring myself to accept this is that Hootie would not want you to suffer like your are. I know right now it sounds like the only thing to do. Hootie is in alot better place than we are. He is healthy and happy and waiting for you when it's time for you to come home. those times when you think you see him running or around a corner, you do see him. He never really left you, his spirit can be in many places at one time. I still often feel my Abby at night when she plops against me in bed. She's been gone almost a year. I still cry, especially if I find something of hers somewhere. I read the book by Sylvia Browne called "All Pets Go To Heaven." It's wonderful and really helped me alot. Nothing can take the pain away, only time can help that. Remember how much Hootie was loved and believe me he knows that. The little piece of your heart that he took with him will stay with him until you are reunited on the other side. I've said prayers for both of you and asked my Abby to watch over Hootie and help him adjust. In time. I hope he comes to you in a dream like Abby did to tell me it was okay to get another baby. She wanted another puppy to be as loved as she knew she was. Please take care of yourself for Hootie, he will be watching over you and iin your heart forever.
Sue and Belle (my new baby) and forever Abby

AbbysMom08 · 11-29-2009, 10:59 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss.
My heart breaks for you as I know the pain you are going through.
I will keep you in my prayers

and ask God to comfort you in your time of sorrow.

brendacolunga82 · 11-30-2009, 01:29 PM

I am very sorry to hear this. It breaks my heart to read your story... I know how attached we get with our lil ones and the pain it feels to loose them.. You are in my prayers.

Lori63 · 12-21-2009, 10:18 PM

I am sooooo very sorry for your loss! This has made me cry reading your story. I can say that I understand how you feel tho my pain is not from the exact same loss but a loss just the same. My baby is almost 13 and I recently had to part with her because her health had deteriorated and I could no longer afford to keep up with all of it. I did find her a home with a lady that will tend to her needs and is willing to take on the expense of it all. Still, not having her with me rips my heart into pieces. Everything I do reminds me of her. Even certain TV programs that come on, songs on the radio...! It sounds utterly ridiculous and I know but I feel as bad as if she had died. I gave her up on Saturday and since then all I have done is cry. I cant eat, I can't sleep, my stomach is in knots! I am hurting so bad I just want to die. I think alot of this comes from the fact that I feel as tho I let her down. I know deep down inside that I did all I could with the money I had. When I lost my job in August, it's as tho her health began getting worse at that time as well. I spent money I didn't have at the vet to try and fix whatever was wrong. They did nothing but make suggestions as to what they felt was wrong and my baby was still sick. With only having unemployment as my income, I could no longer afford to have more tests run or tend to whatever she needed if they did find something. It's sooooo sad for both of us. I don't have her and she doesn't have me. This is the worst feeling in the world!!!! I'm keeping you in my thoughts hun and know that I DO feel your pain!

Iluvalldogs · 12-21-2009, 10:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Lori63

I am sooooo very sorry for your loss! This has made me cry reading your story. I can say that I understand how you feel tho my pain is not from the exact same loss but a loss just the same. My baby is almost 13 and I recently had to part with her because her health had deteriorated and I could no longer afford to keep up with all of it. I did find her a home with a lady that will tend to her needs and is willing to take on the expense of it all. Still, not having her with me rips my heart into pieces. Everything I do reminds me of her. Even certain TV programs that come on, songs on the radio...! It sounds utterly ridiculous and I know but I feel as bad as if she had died. I gave her up on Saturday and since then all I have done is cry. I cant eat, I can't sleep, my stomach is in knots! I am hurting so bad I just want to die. I think alot of this comes from the fact that I feel as tho I let her down. I know deep down inside that I did all I could with the money I had. When I lost my job in August, it's as tho her health began getting worse at that time as well. I spent money I didn't have at the vet to try and fix whatever was wrong. They did nothing but make suggestions as to what they felt was wrong and my baby was still sick. With only having unemployment as my income, I could no longer afford to have more tests run or tend to whatever she needed if they did find something. It's sooooo sad for both of us. I don't have her and she doesn't have me. This is the worst feeling in the world!!!! I'm keeping you in my thoughts hun and know that I DO feel your pain!

I am so sorry for your loss! I know it must have been one of the hardest things you had to do -- but it really was for the better if the lady that has her is willing to take care of her, and you were in reality unable to do that anymore. It is better that way, rather than keep her and let her suffer because you couldn't tend to her needs. I can only imagine what you must be feeling. I am so sorry and know that my thoughts and prayers are with you!

Lori63 · 12-22-2009, 10:59 AM

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Originally Posted by Iluvalldogs

I am so sorry for your loss! I know it must have been one of the hardest things you had to do -- but it really was for the better if the lady that has her is willing to take care of her, and you were in reality unable to do that anymore. It is better that way, rather than keep her and let her suffer because you couldn't tend to her needs. I can only imagine what you must be feeling. I am so sorry and know that my thoughts and prayers are with you!

I agree with you that it was for the better for my Savannah. It was THE hardest thing I've ever had to do. It's been 4 days and I've called the lady everyday except yesterday because I knew she had to go to Columbia. I phoned this morning and she said Savannah is doing fine. Sleeps in her bed with her at night, (which I never allowed her to do because I couldn't trust her!) and she seems to be adjusting. I know it sounds terrible, but I asked if I could go and see her today to see for myself how she was faring and (understandable) the lady felt it would be too hard on Savannah and to give her a month to adjust and then come. I agree, but it would put my heart to rest if I could see for myself. I believe with all of my heart that this woman will do better by her than I ever could really. Savannah will get more attention and will have all of her needs met more sufficiently than what I could give her here. As awful as it sounds, thru the years and all that she has put me thru with her potty habits and bull-headedness, it made it hard to give her the attention she needed because she frustrated me on a daily basis.And for a while now, I have distanced myself from her because I knew I was going to have to find her a new home. I feel guilty for it all now. I wasn't the best for her. I did love her deeply, but it wasn't what she deserved. She deserved to have the best life possible. Hopefully now she has that. I miss her more than I could ever explain, and I also miss all the things about her that I found to be so annoying. Sounds strange, I know. But I do. I've cried every day and I'm am overly beating myself up. My heart aches for her to be here once again. I have to find a way to let go before I drive myself crazy.
Thank you for your kind message...

YorkieMom6 · 12-22-2009, 12:23 PM

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Originally Posted by extazzz

Here is Hooties memorial Page . Feel free to leave comments there Home - Little Lost Yorkies

What a special place to remember dear Hootie! I am so sorry for your loss. My heart weeps for you and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. RIP dear Hootie

yorkiemama1986 · 12-22-2009, 12:47 PM

i know the pain you are going through. I lost my Llana who was stolen then hit by a car. I searched for months and months until one day i got a call from someone who found her smashed up collar and tags. But if she had never passed i would have never found my Laynee. who is truly my best friend and possibly the best companion i've ever had. And my boy rambo who was put down to congenital heart defects. It's hard, and the pain never truly passes but everything happens for a reason and just maybe God has better plans. You never know

**prayers**

Pluto · 12-23-2009, 06:55 AM

I lost my Max a 1 1/2 ago to a very similar situation. Max had the surgery but never recovered. It is very hard those first few weeks, and I feel bad just writing this reply. Max died on the 22nd of June, but my wonderful little Tucker was born on the 11th of June. I learned about Tucker just a few weeks later. Just the anticipation of getting Tucker made those very difficult weeks pass just more quickly. Time will make things better for your too. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Tucker, Sophie, and Lilli

ally173 · 12-23-2009, 07:16 AM

I am deeply sorry for your loss; and I will keep you and Hootie in my prayers! God bless you and may he rest in peace.

luvmychinkie · 12-23-2009, 10:33 PM

I am so sorry for your loss...I will pray for you

Bianca · 12-24-2009, 12:53 AM

I am SO sorry. Please accept my condolences .

11-29-2009, 04:26 PM	#61
luckylady Living My Yorkie Dream Donating Member Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Nebraska Posts: 6,114 Blog Entries: 6	I am so sorry for your recent unexpected loss of Hootie. I can understand the pain you are feeling and I pray that you will be able to soon change those sad tears to tears of happy memories of you little guy. Hugs and prayers to you.... __________________ Rose Lucky,Toby, Hannah,Camie, & Reggie Heartland Biewers and Yorkies

11-29-2009, 04:46 PM	#62
tinyterriers Donating YT Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Tewksbury, MA Posts: 280	Hootie I am very sorry that this had to happen,you are in my prayers,I know how bad it hurts, I was in your shoes seven times,I almost didn't get another,but my arms were aching and I have my beautiful April. Just try to keep busy and hopefully you will get thru it,but you will never forget. You are in my prayers.Hootie has gone to the Rainbow Bridge and hoping he is happy with all the doggies there. It's so hard to lose them,I know.

11-29-2009, 07:37 PM	#63
extazzz Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: Tennessee Posts: 37 Blog Entries: 3	Hooties Memorial Page Here is Hooties memorial Page . Feel free to leave comments there Home - Little Lost Yorkies

11-29-2009, 09:01 PM	#64
angeleyes YT Addict Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: Hugo, MN USA Posts: 325	Hootie I am so sorry for your loss. I do know what you are going through, I have been there. I have written to other YTers. regarding losing your babies. First thing I can say, and it took me awhile to bring myself to accept this is that Hootie would not want you to suffer like your are. I know right now it sounds like the only thing to do. Hootie is in alot better place than we are. He is healthy and happy and waiting for you when it's time for you to come home. those times when you think you see him running or around a corner, you do see him. He never really left you, his spirit can be in many places at one time. I still often feel my Abby at night when she plops against me in bed. She's been gone almost a year. I still cry, especially if I find something of hers somewhere. I read the book by Sylvia Browne called "All Pets Go To Heaven." It's wonderful and really helped me alot. Nothing can take the pain away, only time can help that. Remember how much Hootie was loved and believe me he knows that. The little piece of your heart that he took with him will stay with him until you are reunited on the other side. I've said prayers for both of you and asked my Abby to watch over Hootie and help him adjust. In time. I hope he comes to you in a dream like Abby did to tell me it was okay to get another baby. She wanted another puppy to be as loved as she knew she was. Please take care of yourself for Hootie, he will be watching over you and iin your heart forever. Sue and Belle (my new baby) and forever Abby

11-29-2009, 10:59 PM	#65
AbbysMom08 Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: Illinois Posts: 2,268	I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you as I know the pain you are going through. I will keep you in my prayers and ask God to comfort you in your time of sorrow. __________________ Jan, Mommy to Abby

11-30-2009, 01:29 PM	#66
brendacolunga82 Yorkie Talker Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Fredericksburg, VA Posts: 10	I am very sorry to hear this. It breaks my heart to read your story... I know how attached we get with our lil ones and the pain it feels to loose them.. You are in my prayers.

12-21-2009, 10:18 PM	#67
Lori63 Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: Missouri Posts: 34	I am sooooo very sorry for your loss! This has made me cry reading your story. I can say that I understand how you feel tho my pain is not from the exact same loss but a loss just the same. My baby is almost 13 and I recently had to part with her because her health had deteriorated and I could no longer afford to keep up with all of it. I did find her a home with a lady that will tend to her needs and is willing to take on the expense of it all. Still, not having her with me rips my heart into pieces. Everything I do reminds me of her. Even certain TV programs that come on, songs on the radio...! It sounds utterly ridiculous and I know but I feel as bad as if she had died. I gave her up on Saturday and since then all I have done is cry. I cant eat, I can't sleep, my stomach is in knots! I am hurting so bad I just want to die. I think alot of this comes from the fact that I feel as tho I let her down. I know deep down inside that I did all I could with the money I had. When I lost my job in August, it's as tho her health began getting worse at that time as well. I spent money I didn't have at the vet to try and fix whatever was wrong. They did nothing but make suggestions as to what they felt was wrong and my baby was still sick. With only having unemployment as my income, I could no longer afford to have more tests run or tend to whatever she needed if they did find something. It's sooooo sad for both of us. I don't have her and she doesn't have me. This is the worst feeling in the world!!!! I'm keeping you in my thoughts hun and know that I DO feel your pain!

12-22-2009, 12:47 PM	#71
yorkiemama1986 YT Addict Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: temple, tx, usa Posts: 374	i know the pain you are going through. I lost my Llana who was stolen then hit by a car. I searched for months and months until one day i got a call from someone who found her smashed up collar and tags. But if she had never passed i would have never found my Laynee. who is truly my best friend and possibly the best companion i've ever had. And my boy rambo who was put down to congenital heart defects. It's hard, and the pain never truly passes but everything happens for a reason and just maybe God has better plans. You never know prayers __________________ Proud mommy of Mrs. Laynee &STELLA RAE

12-23-2009, 06:55 AM	#72
Pluto Yorkie Talker Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Geneva, Ohio Posts: 10	Sorry for your loss I lost my Max a 1 1/2 ago to a very similar situation. Max had the surgery but never recovered. It is very hard those first few weeks, and I feel bad just writing this reply. Max died on the 22nd of June, but my wonderful little Tucker was born on the 11th of June. I learned about Tucker just a few weeks later. Just the anticipation of getting Tucker made those very difficult weeks pass just more quickly. Time will make things better for your too. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Tucker, Sophie, and Lilli

12-23-2009, 07:16 AM	#73
ally173 YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: cliffside park, nj, usa Posts: 1,170	I am deeply sorry for your loss; and I will keep you and Hootie in my prayers! God bless you and may he rest in peace. __________________ Ava's mom

12-23-2009, 10:33 PM	#74
luvmychinkie Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Clifton Posts: 25	I am so sorry for your loss...I will pray for you

12-24-2009, 12:53 AM	#75
Bianca No Longer a Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: New York Posts: 761	I am SO sorry. Please accept my condolences .