 Hootie
I am so sorry for your loss. I do know what you are going through, I have been there. I have written to other YTers. regarding losing your babies. First thing I can say, and it took me awhile to bring myself to accept this is that Hootie would not want you to suffer like your are. I know right now it sounds like the only thing to do. Hootie is in alot better place than we are. He is healthy and happy and waiting for you when it's time for you to come home. those times when you think you see him running or around a corner, you do see him. He never really left you, his spirit can be in many places at one time. I still often feel my Abby at night when she plops against me in bed. She's been gone almost a year. I still cry, especially if I find something of hers somewhere. I read the book by Sylvia Browne called "All Pets Go To Heaven." It's wonderful and really helped me alot. Nothing can take the pain away, only time can help that. Remember how much Hootie was loved and believe me he knows that. The little piece of your heart that he took with him will stay with him until you are reunited on the other side. I've said prayers for both of you and asked my Abby to watch over Hootie and help him adjust. In time. I hope he comes to you in a dream like Abby did to tell me it was okay to get another baby. She wanted another puppy to be as loved as she knew she was. Please take care of yourself for Hootie, he will be watching over you and iin your heart forever.
Sue and Belle (my new baby) and forever Abby |