I'm Devastated!!!!

[tech02]

I am so sorry to hear of the fate that fell apon your loved one.Its always hard to lose a family member.I read your post and felt sick to my heart.I still am wiping the tears away.God will look out for both Maddie and Lil Maddie.Try to stay strong for the lil one.She seems to be in good hands now.Cant wait to see how Lil maddie turns out.

[Jaspermom]

I am so happy that you were able to find this wonderful breeder by simply going to your vet on an impulse and meeting someone with a yorkie pup. Honey, it was truly meant to be. I am so excited to read updates on Little Maddie! Please continue to keep us updated!

[LaviniaHyacynth]

Heather, I am so sorry to hear of your sudden loss. Your Maddie was beautiful and I am sure she is watching over you and her puppy from heaven. I am so happy to hear that Little Maddie is starting to thrive. She will soon bring you great joy and a lovely reminder of your dear Maddie. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[Marie]

Heather, Im so sorry for the loss of your mommy Maddie. My deepest condolensces. Little Maddie is a little miracle, and Im so glad that you found a breeder to help you with her care. I will have you in my thougths and prayers.

Maddie was a gorgeous girl. Little Maddie is a beautiful little pup. Great pics.

[Yorkie24U]

Believe in Miracles? Believe in Angels?

We don't know why these things happen sometimes nor the reason for it.
In your thread there has been both Angels, and a Miracle. Thoughts and prayers go out to you, Maddie, Lil Maddie, Monkey, and Mary.
You've got a beautiful angel in Lil Maddie, hope she's going to be ok.
It was something that was just meant to be, why? only God knows that.
Keep the faith and get yourself healthy for when Lil Maddie comes home.

[Pattie]

Originally Posted by luvmymonkies

I would never want anyone to go through what I have, but it is a little comforting to know that some of you have and you know how I am feeling. Everyone here has been one great big shoulder to cry on and it really helps me so much. Thank you for all your prayers...I think they're working!
I also have an update on little Maddie. She is now taking the nipple on her own. She's been eating right on time with no problems. I am so happy she is doing better. It sounds like she has a VERY good chance. The breeder says she is super active, very strong and she is a good sized little girl. That makes me happy. I just want to jump in the car to go see her already. I'm going back on Saturday to visit her!

Tears & Prayers sent your way, I just can't imagine.... Every time I read an update on Lil'Maddie I kept thinking I would be more then a "lil mad" at the vet, but who knows I haven't any experience with this, maybe they did right. I wanted my Chloe to be a Mommy one day, now I am not so sure I could be as strong or as brave as you were. Keep your chin up and your eyes on the road in between your trips to visit Lil Maddie at the AngelBreeders home. At a time like this it seems it would be easy to daydream while driving. Praying for you & yours
Pattie

[luvmymonkies]

Originally Posted by Pattie

Tears & Prayers sent your way, I just can't imagine.... Every time I read an update on Lil'Maddie I kept thinking I would be more then a "lil mad" at the vet, but who knows I haven't any experience with this, maybe they did right. I wanted my Chloe to be a Mommy one day, now I am not so sure I could be as strong or as brave as you were. Keep your chin up and your eyes on the road in between your trips to visit Lil Maddie at the AngelBreeders home. At a time like this it seems it would be easy to daydream while driving. Praying for you & yours
Pattie

It's crazy you said that about keeping my eyes on the road. I almost had 2 accidents yesterday (daydreaming) before I told myself I just needed to go home. It's crazy how a little creature can touch your life so much. I knew she was a huge part of my life when she was here, but the emptiness without her is sometimes unbearable.

Anyone who is thinking of breeding your pets...I would seriously think twice and 100 times about it. Take a good look into her eyes and ask yourself if you're willing to risk her sweet little life. I know people told me this before, but I was stupid and thought it wouldn't happen to me. Even though I didn't mean for her to get pregnant when she did, I kick myself and want to pull my hair out in anger at myself for having the idea of breeding her eventually in the first place. What did I know? All the research and books and videos cannot prepare you enough for what mother nature decides to do in the end.

I got Maddie and her pups ashes today. We had her and her pups cremated together. I am glad to have her back here with me. I hated the fact that she was alone. We're getting this really sweet urn made for them. I am going to post it shortly so you all can see it. It has been a hard day, but I just think about going to see the little girl tomorrow and it cheers me up.

[Stormy]

It's crazy how a little creature can touch your life so much. I knew she was a huge part of my life when she was here, but the emptiness without her is sometimes unbearable.

BIG""((((((( HUGS ))))))) to you.,...reading your post makes my heart just break.There are no words to ease your anguish but hopefully in time you will feel better....Thank G_D you have the little baby to take a spot in your empty heart....G-d bless you both.

[SoCalyorkiLvr]

((((((((HUGS)))))))))) from us here too.....I too look into the eyes of my girls and know that I could never risk their lives and these stories are so sad to hear. Do not blame yourself...you didn't know.

[Pattie]

Originally Posted by luvmymonkies

It's crazy you said that about keeping my eyes on the road. I almost had 2 accidents yesterday (daydreaming) before I told myself I just needed to go home. It's crazy how a little creature can touch your life so much. I knew she was a huge part of my life when she was here, but the emptiness without her is sometimes unbearable.

Anyone who is thinking of breeding your pets...I would seriously think twice and 100 times about it. Take a good look into her eyes and ask yourself if you're willing to risk her sweet little life. I know people told me this before, but I was stupid and thought it wouldn't happen to me. Even though I didn't mean for her to get pregnant when she did, I kick myself and want to pull my hair out in anger at myself for having the idea of breeding her eventually in the first place. What did I know? All the research and books and videos cannot prepare you enough for what mother nature decides to do in the end.



I got Maddie and her pups ashes today. We had her and her pups cremated together. I am glad to have her back here with me. I hated the fact that she was alone. We're getting this really sweet urn made for them. I am going to post it shortly so you all can see it. It has been a hard day, but I just think about going to see the little girl tomorrow and it cheers me up.

Heather, Thanks for the response. I was surprised but happy to hear from you. About the driving thing - be careful tomorrow, as you explained what happened yesterday I thought ok that was your warning. You need to be ready for when LilMaddie comes home right! Thanks also for the warning - I will take your advice, I will make Chloe's appointment next month as originally planned. I'll be disapointed a LilBit but Chloe & I have family here now, I kept thinking she is such a good girl and she would be a great Mommy, I would have kept all the puppies, which I can't afford to anyway. I printed out your letter & will keep it in her baby book as my reminder when my mind wanders in daydream world. My sister has 14 dogs, she lost 2 in the last 4 months. You're right, I don't need to take any chances. Good Luck tomorrow and be safe and HAVE FUN!

[Stormy]

Originally Posted by SoCalyorkiLvr

((((((((HUGS)))))))))) from us here too.....I too look into the eyes of my girls and know that I could never risk their lives and these stories are so sad to hear. Do not blame yourself...you didn't know.

Right..Don't blame yourself...you are suffering enough for something that was not your fault in any way....Sometimes life just becomes unbearable and we don't know why. Just be careful driving to visit your baby tomorrow and try to get some pleasure from seeing/holding her...

[shelbysmom]

Drive safely dear. I am glad so. calif. weather is going to be beautiful tomorrow for your drive. Focus on how important you are for the survival of that little baby. Your well being is important to all of us too. I don't even know you but I have been thinking about you all week! Please take care.

[Stormy]

Originally Posted by shelbysmom

Drive safely dear. I am glad so. calif. weather is going to be beautiful tomorrow for your drive. Focus on how important you are for the survival of that little baby. Your well being is important to all of us too. I don't even know you but I have been thinking about you all week! Please take care.

Same with me, Heather....I do not even know you but I cannot stop thinking of you and the pain you are suffering. I have been through it and can relate to how very bad it is....So sorry....

[jenstals]

Heather,

I too feel as if I have come to know you and have followed this post so closely. I cant stop thinking of the tragedy that occurred and how horrible it must be for you! Be safe tomorrow and give lil Maddie lots of love when you see her tomorrow!!

[vviccles]

omg, tears r streamin down my face! i am so sorry and maddie's baby is in my prayers!