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Originally Posted by luvmymonkies It's crazy you said that about keeping my eyes on the road. I almost had 2 accidents yesterday (daydreaming) before I told myself I just needed to go home. It's crazy how a little creature can touch your life so much. I knew she was a huge part of my life when she was here, but the emptiness without her is sometimes unbearable.
Anyone who is thinking of breeding your pets...I would seriously think twice and 100 times about it. Take a good look into her eyes and ask yourself if you're willing to risk her sweet little life. I know people told me this before, but I was stupid and thought it wouldn't happen to me. Even though I didn't mean for her to get pregnant when she did, I kick myself and want to pull my hair out in anger at myself for having the idea of breeding her eventually in the first place. What did I know? All the research and books and videos cannot prepare you enough for what mother nature decides to do in the end.
I got Maddie and her pups ashes today. We had her and her pups cremated together. I am glad to have her back here with me. I hated the fact that she was alone. We're getting this really sweet urn made for them. I am going to post it shortly so you all can see it. It has been a hard day, but I just think about going to see the little girl tomorrow and it cheers me up. |
Heather, Thanks for the response. I was surprised but happy to hear from you. About the driving thing - be careful tomorrow, as you explained what happened yesterday I thought ok that was your warning. You need to be ready for when LilMaddie comes home right! Thanks also for the warning - I will take your advice, I will make Chloe's appointment next month as originally planned. I'll be disapointed a LilBit but Chloe & I have family here now, I kept thinking she is such a good girl and she would be a great Mommy, I would have kept all the puppies, which I can't afford to anyway. I printed out your letter & will keep it in her baby book as my reminder when my mind wanders in daydream world. My sister has 14 dogs, she lost 2 in the last 4 months. You're right, I don't need to take any chances. Good Luck tomorrow and be safe and HAVE FUN!
