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12-02-2014, 08:18 PM | #1 |
Yorkie Talker | I'm paranoid Hi everyone, I have to start by letting you know, that Ilost or rather had to release my Male Yorkie 3.2 pound to the rainbow bridge. I still have his mate and his two off springs , Carlie and Kiwi. Henry left us a day before my Birthday and my heart is still broken, all this happened in August. Since he is gone I'm paranoid about every little thing, I try not to show it, because I know a Animals are sentiment beings and can pick up on my emotions. When one acts weird, does not ear, has diarreah or what ever, I get nervous like crazy and scared. Henry was 11, his mate and mamma is 10 and the two Girls now 8. Vanna has been acting a bit strange lately, like she does not hear me, I know she has arthritis , she has patella issues and had suregry a couple of years back and she is small too, 4.5 pounds. She looks so tiny and was a runt, like her mate Henry. I wonder if I ever get over his passing .. With love and blessings , Tina |
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12-02-2014, 09:46 PM | #2 |
Yorkie Talker | Please bare with me :) I'm a Newbe and trying my way around, my ears are still green ..lol Anyway, meanwhile some may know by know, that I have issues with nervousness or anxiousness, when just one of my Ladies act out of the norm. I guess it is still normal. It was a hard decision to make. He was at the Vet over the Weekend on an IV, but to no avail. He was suffering and I let him go, , I knew that Friday, when I brought him to the Vet, that his eyes were tired, and he was telling me, that he needed to go. I'm a very sensitive person, when it comes to Animals. We had him 11 happy years, but I thought we would have him longer, and I always feel like, maybe I did something wrong, maybe I should have seen this , maybe I should have seen that, done that and the other. But I'm doing better, I'm learning slowly to accept the fact. I just miss him so very much, he was a special sweet little, funny loving guy Anyway, I focus on my other babies and give them all my heart and love I have. Thanks so much for being there |
12-02-2014, 09:58 PM | #3 |
YT Addict | Oh my goodness when i lost my doxie i had for 17 years it took me a month before i stopped crying every five minutes. We took her with us when weather permitted. When iwas done eating i would take her pieces of meat. So when she died i would literally have to get up and leave the restrant crying. I felt so dumb. But she grew up with all my grand kids. So no wonder your worried. But your babies were not that young they lived a long life. But you just emotional go threw another loss. Which is so understandable. Give yourself time you will heal and not be so afraid. Is getting new babies out of the question? I wanted a baby soon after i lost sugar. But think i really should have taken more time. As i cried and my pap did not understand. |
12-03-2014, 06:12 AM | #4 |
Yorkie Talker | Hi dear one, It was Henry that I had to let to go, I still have his Vanna, Carlie and Kiwi I just get so nervous since he left us, that when one of mine now acts out of the norm, I get nervous. My Vanna which was his mate is 10 now and she is very delicately build. But for the most part they are very happy and healthy. Lol, I'm a special guest at the Vet with all the check- ups, not to mention the money I leave. They now my Babies since Henry Henry was 8 wks young , ( thank you for shopping with us lol...) but I'll pawn my house. I love them so much. Yet I know when it's time to let them go, because I never let one of them unnecessarily suffer. Thank you for sweet and kind word .. Blessings Tina |
12-03-2014, 07:29 AM | #5 |
Furbutts = LOVE Donating Member Moderator | Tina -- I'm so very sorry for your loss, you clearly loved him so very much. I think losing a beloved pet is so devastating, so my heart really goes out to you. I can't say if you'll ever get over the loss, I think it's so different for everyone. I think the pain does get easier over time, but sometimes the loss is still so vividly felt...even much later. Keep loving your babies, and try to remember all the good times you had with your precious Henry.
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12-03-2014, 08:02 AM | #6 |
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| I just wanted to share a quote I heard today: "Time does not erase what love created".... The loss is heartbreaking, as many here have felt. In time I hope you can think of Henry and be grateful for the time you had with him and the love he brought into your life...it cannot be erased!
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12-03-2014, 02:49 PM | #7 |
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| There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. My sincere condolences. It will get better... |
12-04-2014, 03:18 PM | #8 |
Yorkie Talker | Thanks Thank you so much dear ones, your words mean a lot to me. It's been four months to this day, since he went to the Rainbow Bridge, it is getting better, we have our routine, at night when Carlie and Kiwi go unto their Bed, then Mama Vanna gets her milk, she loves it . The other ones don't tolerate milk much, With the routines. And their cute little behavior that is the time when I miss him so much, he always tip toed in anticipation for his Milk . Then when he was ready after that, he rolled over on his back and I had to cuddle with him and went on the floor and rubbed his tummy and I had to do this for at least five min. That is when I miss him terrible, he was the worst Guard Yorkie , I have ever seen lol,lol.. He just loved everyone , first thing he would do if you came to my home is roll over on his back and then he would bring you one of his Toy as a welcome gift . Oh yes, I miss him dreadfully, but it will get better with time. I dedicate all my love to my little Angel Girls here. The worst thing for me is and was, making the actual decision of letting him go and holding him and seeing him taking his last little breath. But I was talking to the Vet the whole time. Henry was not really there anymore, the morning I arrived to see him and my heart broke into a million pieces. But the comfort is that he is fine now, no more suffering, no more pain, he is young and happy again. I shall see him again. My sweet lil Man, mama misses you ;( |
12-05-2014, 10:30 AM | #9 |
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| He was always there for you and you were there for him when he needed you most. We owe it to them to make the tough, but right, decisions and you did...He was a unique and wonderful little being, for sure. May God bless you and yours always. |
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