
I'm a Newbe and trying my way around, my ears are still green ..lol
Anyway, meanwhile some may know by know, that I have issues with nervousness or anxiousness, when just one of my Ladies act out of the norm. I guess it is still normal. It was a hard decision to make. He was at the Vet over the Weekend on an IV, but to no avail. He was suffering and I let him go,

, I knew that Friday, when I brought him to the Vet, that his eyes were tired, and he was telling me, that he needed to go. I'm a very sensitive person, when it comes to Animals. We had him 11 happy years, but I thought we would have him longer, and I always feel like, maybe I did something wrong, maybe I should have seen this , maybe I should have seen that, done that and the other. But I'm doing better, I'm learning slowly to accept the fact. I just miss him so very much, he was a special sweet little, funny loving guy

Anyway, I focus on my other babies and give them all my heart and love I have. Thanks so much for being there