Thank you so much dear ones, your words mean a lot to me. It's been four months to this day, since he went to the Rainbow Bridge, it is getting better, we have our routine, at night when Carlie and Kiwi go unto their Bed, then Mama Vanna gets her milk, she loves it

. The other ones don't tolerate milk much,

With the routines. And their cute little behavior that is the time when I miss him so much, he always tip toed in anticipation for his Milk

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Then when he was ready after that, he rolled over on his back and I had to cuddle with him and went on the floor and rubbed his tummy and I had to do this for at least five min. That is when I miss him terrible, he was the worst Guard Yorkie , I have ever seen lol,lol.. He just loved everyone

, first thing he would do if you came to my home is roll over on his back and then he would bring you one of his Toy as a welcome gift

. Oh yes, I miss him dreadfully, but it will get better with time. I dedicate all my love to my little Angel Girls here.
The worst thing for me is and was, making the actual decision of letting him go and holding him and seeing him taking his last little breath. But I was talking to the Vet the whole time. Henry was not really there anymore, the morning I arrived to see him and my heart broke into a million pieces. But the comfort is that he is fine now, no more suffering, no more pain, he is young and happy again. I shall see him again.
My sweet lil Man, mama misses you ;(