Oh my goodness when i lost my doxie i had for 17 years it took me a month before i stopped crying every five minutes. We took her with us when weather permitted. When iwas done eating i would take her pieces of meat. So when she died i would literally have to get up and leave the restrant crying. I felt so dumb. But she grew up with all my grand kids.
So no wonder your worried. But your babies were not that young they lived a long life. But you just emotional go threw another loss. Which is so understandable. Give yourself time you will heal and not be so afraid. Is getting new babies out of the question? I wanted a baby soon after i lost sugar. But think i really should have taken more time. As i cried and my pap did not understand. |