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Lovetodream88 · 01-01-2018, 05:38 PM

I am so sorry. I wish I had the magic words to fix your broken heart. These babies are our family and it hurts so bad to loose them. I am so so sorry.

matese · 01-01-2018, 06:09 PM

I am so sorry lil Binky didn't make it, my heart just breaks for you, (((hugs)))

Britster · 01-01-2018, 07:00 PM

I am so so sorry for your loss. I can feel the heart ache in your posts and I wish I could take it all away! It's very apparent that Binky was VERY well loved. I hope you can find peace in knowing you did all you could for him but I know that's not going to make it easier. Please come and feel free to talk or vent with us here at YorkieTalk. We understand ((hugs))

maxdog · 01-01-2018, 09:04 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss.

EarthAngel · 01-02-2018, 07:27 AM

I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Binky. ((hugs))

amberw725 · 01-02-2018, 08:07 AM

Thank you so much. I love that quote, and it had me crying when I read it. I'm going to try and remember that while I get over the hump of these next few incredibly painful times.

amberw725 · 01-02-2018, 08:09 AM

I didn't see all of these posts from you guys until I posted my reply to LadyJane. Thank you all SO much for your kind words. I appreciate it more than you know. I hate that you guys know the pain because it's so terrible. But it's nice to know that there are others who can understand.

dottiesyrky · 01-02-2018, 09:11 AM

So very sorry to hear your baby lost his brave fight. I understand how devastated you feel and how the house seems so quiet and empty now. It is like their spirit has left. I know I cried for a very long time after my baby was taken by kidney failure. We can only do our best for them, but they can only take so much suffering before God takes and frees them. Please take heart in knowing you did everything you could for your sweet little mite. He is happy now over the bridge, only you feel the pain. I feel that we are in denial that they have left us, and it was only when I got a sign in a dream that I was able to accept my little girl had gone forever. I dreamed that a big white bird came down to me outside my home, took a treat from me and flew away, never to return. Then I knew she was gone and began to heal. In the meantime let the tears flow and grieve your loss. So sad I know. Healing thoughts and prayers. Big hugs. RIP sweet Binky, you were so loved.

ladyjane · 01-02-2018, 10:36 AM

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Originally Posted by amberw725

I didn't see all of these posts from you guys until I posted my reply to LadyJane. Thank you all SO much for your kind words. I appreciate it more than you know. I hate that you guys know the pain because it's so terrible. But it's nice to know that there are others who can understand.

I am glad you are here with us. It helps to know that others understand and care.

Jasminemom · 01-02-2018, 05:59 PM

I am so sorry to read you lost your little Binky. My heart breaks for you. I lost my Jasmine of almost 15 years in October. You need to allow yourself to grieve. It will be totally over-whelming at first. I was surprised at how utterly devastating it can be. And I did not believe this, but, it will ease slightly in time, and slowly you will start to be able to function. Read other posts from other Mom's who have lost their little ones. It helps to know you are not not alone in the depths of your feelings. Our fur babies may be small, but they occupy a large place in our hearts. My thoughts are with you.

yorkiemini · 01-03-2018, 04:56 PM

So sorry for your loss. All of your posts certain told us what an outstanding Yorkie mama you were. You did everything human possible and give Binky the love that was most important. My heart hurts for you.

chattiesmom · 01-03-2018, 06:08 PM

I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious little Binky.

amberw725 · 01-03-2018, 07:21 PM

Thank you all so much for your kind words.
I'm struggling so badly. I know it's important to grieve, but man I hate being sad and crying. My heart literally aches. All the little things I took for granted (like him being outside the bathroom door when I got out of the shower) are the things I miss so much now.
I have been talking to him here and there. Telling him all the things I loved about him and how I would miss him so much. I want him to know that I only took him to the hospital so he could get better, and that I had every intention on bringing him back home. I hope he doesn't feel like I left him.
I'm just so so so sad and feel so lonely without him near me.
I keep crying and I can't stop the tears from flowing.
This is SO hard. Thank you guys for letting me vent.

chattiesmom · 01-03-2018, 07:41 PM

It IS life shattering to lose a beloved yorkie. I know, I've been there. As it was for me, I hope it will be for you... one day you will find the happy memories outweigh the grief and you will think of little Binky with a smile and your heart will start to heal.

ladyjane · 01-03-2018, 07:56 PM

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Originally Posted by amberw725

Thank you all so much for your kind words.
I'm struggling so badly. I know it's important to grieve, but man I hate being sad and crying. My heart literally aches. All the little things I took for granted (like him being outside the bathroom door when I got out of the shower) are the things I miss so much now.
I have been talking to him here and there. Telling him all the things I loved about him and how I would miss him so much. I want him to know that I only took him to the hospital so he could get better, and that I had every intention on bringing him back home. I hope he doesn't feel like I left him.
I'm just so so so sad and feel so lonely without him near me.
I keep crying and I can't stop the tears from flowing.
This is SO hard. Thank you guys for letting me vent.

I am SO sorry.....I wish I had a way to help you feel better; but, I know it is something that just takes time. (time, that awful four letter word)

I believe they know.....I am SURE he knew he was there because you wanted to make him better. You went to see him and he knew. He was a very loved pup. No way did he think you deserted him.. As I said previously, I have had a couple send messages to me..subtle but obvious things. I don't know if they all can do that ... I just know they are there somewhere...and I know he knows how much you loved him.

As much as it hurts, you need to cry...you really need to allow yourself to grieve. Know that we are all thinking of you. I am praying for you nightly .. for peace to come to you.

01-01-2018, 05:38 PM	#16
Lovetodream88 Yorkie mom of 4 Donating YT Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: LaPlata, Md Posts: 23,249	I am so sorry. I wish I had the magic words to fix your broken heart. These babies are our family and it hurts so bad to loose them. I am so so sorry. __________________ Taylor My babies Joey, Penny ,Ollie & Dixie Callie Mae, you will forever be in my heart!

01-01-2018, 06:09 PM	#17
matese Donating YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2014 Location: E.Stroudsburg, Pa. Posts: 69,269	I am so sorry lil Binky didn't make it, my heart just breaks for you, (((hugs))) __________________ Joan, mom to Cody RIP Matese Schnae Kajon Kia forever in my A House Is Not A Home Without A Dog

01-01-2018, 07:00 PM	#18
Britster Action Jackson ♥ Donating Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Maryland Posts: 17,815	I am so so sorry for your loss. I can feel the heart ache in your posts and I wish I could take it all away! It's very apparent that Binky was VERY well loved. I hope you can find peace in knowing you did all you could for him but I know that's not going to make it easier. Please come and feel free to talk or vent with us here at YorkieTalk. We understand ((hugs)) __________________ ~ Brit & Lights! Camera! Jackson! CGC ETD TKP ~ Follow Jackson on Instagram: https://instagram.com/jacksontheterrier

01-01-2018, 09:04 PM	#19
maxdog Donating YT 5000 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2013 Location: Brownstown MI USA Posts: 18,650	I am so very sorry for your loss. __________________ Max & Sasha's daddy

01-02-2018, 07:27 AM	#20
EarthAngel Donating YT 6000 Club Member Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: New York Posts: 18,134	I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Binky. ((hugs)) __________________ Dyan, Mom to Bentley

01-02-2018, 08:07 AM	#21
amberw725 Yorkie Talker Join Date: Dec 2017 Location: Dallas, TX, USA Posts: 19	Thank you so much. I love that quote, and it had me crying when I read it. I'm going to try and remember that while I get over the hump of these next few incredibly painful times. __________________ Binky's Mama 10/26/2009-1/1/2018

01-02-2018, 08:09 AM	#22
amberw725 Yorkie Talker Join Date: Dec 2017 Location: Dallas, TX, USA Posts: 19	I didn't see all of these posts from you guys until I posted my reply to LadyJane. Thank you all SO much for your kind words. I appreciate it more than you know. I hate that you guys know the pain because it's so terrible. But it's nice to know that there are others who can understand. __________________ Binky's Mama 10/26/2009-1/1/2018

01-02-2018, 09:11 AM	#23
dottiesyrky Donating YT Addict Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: SW USA Posts: 2,505	Binky So very sorry to hear your baby lost his brave fight. I understand how devastated you feel and how the house seems so quiet and empty now. It is like their spirit has left. I know I cried for a very long time after my baby was taken by kidney failure. We can only do our best for them, but they can only take so much suffering before God takes and frees them. Please take heart in knowing you did everything you could for your sweet little mite. He is happy now over the bridge, only you feel the pain. I feel that we are in denial that they have left us, and it was only when I got a sign in a dream that I was able to accept my little girl had gone forever. I dreamed that a big white bird came down to me outside my home, took a treat from me and flew away, never to return. Then I knew she was gone and began to heal. In the meantime let the tears flow and grieve your loss. So sad I know. Healing thoughts and prayers. Big hugs. RIP sweet Binky, you were so loved.

01-02-2018, 05:59 PM	#25
Jasminemom Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Oct 2017 Location: Lawrenceville, Ga, USA Posts: 34	I am so sorry to read you lost your little Binky. My heart breaks for you. I lost my Jasmine of almost 15 years in October. You need to allow yourself to grieve. It will be totally over-whelming at first. I was surprised at how utterly devastating it can be. And I did not believe this, but, it will ease slightly in time, and slowly you will start to be able to function. Read other posts from other Mom's who have lost their little ones. It helps to know you are not not alone in the depths of your feelings. Our fur babies may be small, but they occupy a large place in our hearts. My thoughts are with you. __________________ RIP my little Jasmine 12/21/2002-10/13/2017

01-03-2018, 04:56 PM	#26
yorkiemini Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: USA Posts: 4,285	So sorry for your loss. All of your posts certain told us what an outstanding Yorkie mama you were. You did everything human possible and give Binky the love that was most important. My heart hurts for you. __________________ . Cali , and Cali's keeper and staff, Jay No, not a "mini" Yorkie - She loves to motor in her Mini Cooper car

01-03-2018, 06:08 PM	#27
chattiesmom Donating YT 10K Club Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Alabama Posts: 17,674	I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious little Binky. __________________ Silk Step-In Harnesses www.foxypups.etsy.com

01-03-2018, 07:21 PM	#28
amberw725 Yorkie Talker Join Date: Dec 2017 Location: Dallas, TX, USA Posts: 19	Thank you all so much for your kind words. I'm struggling so badly. I know it's important to grieve, but man I hate being sad and crying. My heart literally aches. All the little things I took for granted (like him being outside the bathroom door when I got out of the shower) are the things I miss so much now. I have been talking to him here and there. Telling him all the things I loved about him and how I would miss him so much. I want him to know that I only took him to the hospital so he could get better, and that I had every intention on bringing him back home. I hope he doesn't feel like I left him. I'm just so so so sad and feel so lonely without him near me. I keep crying and I can't stop the tears from flowing. This is SO hard. Thank you guys for letting me vent. __________________ Binky's Mama 10/26/2009-1/1/2018

01-03-2018, 07:41 PM	#29
chattiesmom Donating YT 10K Club Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Alabama Posts: 17,674	It IS life shattering to lose a beloved yorkie. I know, I've been there. As it was for me, I hope it will be for you... one day you will find the happy memories outweigh the grief and you will think of little Binky with a smile and your heart will start to heal. __________________ Silk Step-In Harnesses www.foxypups.etsy.com