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Betty'sMom · 05-20-2008, 12:09 PM

Oh, no. I feel so bad about this. RIP sweet LeiLani. I hope you still stay with us, Diana. (hug)

Diana Sophia · 05-20-2008, 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Betty'sMom

Oh, no. I feel so bad about this. RIP sweet LeiLani. I hope you still stay with us, Diana. (hug)

Betty'sMom ~ Even though, My LeiLani lost her little life yesterday... I'm staying right here on YT, because YT people are the one's holding me together right now!
I miss her deeply... but I'm glad she is no longer in pain.

My Breeder might have another one of her Show Dogs with puppies. It's still to early to know yet. I pray she has another little angel for me! and if not then we will decide on one of her retired Show Dogs. My Breeder is like family to me now and I love them dearly! I feel soo bad for them. This was the first litter in the house since she lost her young son to Cancer.

KathyinCali · 05-20-2008, 01:15 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss

Sending warm healing wishes your way...

saphire · 05-20-2008, 01:23 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. I was praying for a happy outcome for that little baby. My thoughts are with you. Hugs,

Sheilagh

RebelBelle · 05-20-2008, 01:38 PM

Diana I am so sorry for your loss. What's meant to be will be. I'm sure that you will have your perfect little girl.

bettyeanne · 05-20-2008, 01:45 PM

I am so terribly sorry. God bless and comfort you all.

Mom to Hot Rod · 05-20-2008, 02:35 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss. When you are ready, you find a beautiful little girl who you will cherish and adore. Leilani will always be with you in your heart.

Kenna · 05-20-2008, 03:19 PM

Awww, hun I am so sorry to hear about your precious Leilani....Sending you hugs and saying many prayers.

Diana Sophia · 05-20-2008, 03:37 PM

Thank you... "To All".
I just had to take a nap. I woke to a lot of very nice

people... with very kind words... who really love Yorkies, like I do. I dreamt about her... and she did go to Heaven!

MsFamousHepburn · 05-20-2008, 03:46 PM

I'm so sorry to hear about your LeiLani! Sending lots of hugs your way!

Diana Sophia · 05-20-2008, 05:36 PM

I found this awesome poem called; “The Greatest Gift”

If you have ever lost a pet… then this poem will talk to you.

We all know when we love our pets as much as we do... that someday we will have to be a voice for them.
They will need to lean on us, and we will have to be the ones who listen and relieve them from their pain.

I Wish You Would Have Lived Longer
But Now I Know Your Pain Is Gone
I Will Miss You Terribly LeiLani
Rest In Peace - My Baby Girl
April 2, 2008 - May 19, 2008

The Greatest Gift

I always knew this time would come,
From the very instant our eyes first met.
How I loved you then! How I love you now!
I made a promise then, and I keep that promise now...
You will not suffer from a pain that will not heal;
You will not know the loss of a life remembered, now gone.

It is for me alone to make this decision,
The price for the bright joy and pure laughter
You brought me during the time we shared.
I am the only one who can decide when it is time.
When my hope dies, and my fears ride high,
Just when I need you most, I must let you go.

It is for you alone to tell me when you are ready
For without your guidance, I will not know
When to lay my grief, my guilt, my anger,
My sorrow and my selfish heart aside
And give you this last gift, this greatest gift.
Your eyes will speak to mine, and I will know.

The pain of this moment is excruciating.
Tears stream down my face in a river of sorrow.
And my heart drowns in a pool of grief.
For you have spoken and I have listened,
And unlike other decisions I have made
This one brings no relief...no comfort...no peace.

For if there's one thing you've taught me,
For If there's only one thing I've learned...
Unconditional love has a condition after all,
I must be willing to let you go, when you speak to me
I must be willing to help you go, if you cannot go alone.
And I must accept my pain so you can be free of yours.

Go easily now, go quickly now,
Do not linger here, it is time for you to leave.
Go find your strength, go find your youth.
Go find the ones who've gone before you.
You are free to leave me now, free to let your spirit soar
Rest easy now, your pain will soon be gone.

I pray I will find comfort in my memories...
In the dark and lonely days ahead.
I cannot say I will not miss you, I cannot say I will not cry.
For only my tears can heal my broken heart.
But, I promise you this: as long as I live,
You will live, alive in my mind, forever in my heart.

So I give you this last gift, all I have left to give,
And this will be my greatest gift...sending you away.
It is the measure of my unconditional love...
For only the greatest love can say,
"Good-bye, go find the bridge, we'll meet again,
Loving you has been the greatest gift of all."

Author unknown...

Mybabe4me · 05-20-2008, 05:40 PM

Hon I am so sorry for your loss.. I will send prayers that your sweet little will arrive safely at the Rainbow Bridge.. She is now happy and out of pain this is a good think, but now your heart needs to heal.. I am glad there are so many here to help you though this..

katelin · 05-20-2008, 05:47 PM

Diana, I'm so very sorry. Hoping you will find peace and comfort soon.

2yorkiesformama · 05-20-2008, 06:33 PM

Diana,
I am so sorry for your loss of little LeiLani. I can't imagine what you are going through. Angel, Zoey and me send lots of prayers and hugs your way. Hang in there and know that God will help you through this.

Diana Sophia · 05-20-2008, 08:21 PM

My Deepest... Thank you to everyone for sending such thoughtful notes.
I think of each and every one of you as my YT Family. I have shared with you my most painful sadness, that I couldn't even share with my Real Family. This is because I know that each and everyone of you love your animals as much as I do. They are our Children! I knew I would get more support from my YT Family and I Thank You, Thank You, Thank You For That!

I heal by talking so here are just a few things I need to get off of my chest.
It took me 1-1/2 years to find her and I don't think the thoughts of having of her running through the house are going to go away over night. I have puppy proofed my entire house. Every wire is covered in tubing, I installed a dogie door, a security gate on my front door, and hot glued all of screens on my windows so she doesn't get on top the cats perches and fall out the window. I have stairs and her crate next to my bed with her new soft bed and toys inside waiting for her.

She has more clothes waiting here for her, then she can wear in a month. Some of them were delivered to my house the day she past away. So, I had to quickly pack them back up, from were I had them all laid out... and put them in the closet were I couldn't see them after she left me.

I guess when the time is right I will be able to pull her things back out and look at them to remember the girl, I almost had. It's amazing how attached we get to our pets. I feel as if I lost a child that was born to a Surrogate Mother. I now know what it feels like to be a real mother.
Pure Happiness! I can't wait until I can feel it again!

05-20-2008, 12:09 PM	#31
Betty'sMom Donating YT Addict Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Georgia Posts: 6,234	Oh, no. I feel so bad about this. RIP sweet LeiLani. I hope you still stay with us, Diana. (hug) __________________ Jeanne: Mom to Betty & Juju Bean

05-20-2008, 01:15 PM	#33
KathyinCali Love My Li'l Lucy Donating Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Southern California Posts: 6,700	I'm so sorry for your loss Sending warm healing wishes your way... __________________ Kathy and Lil' Lucy and Jammies Rest in Peace my Sweet Buster

05-20-2008, 01:23 PM	#34
saphire Lil' CoCo, Lotta Coffee. Donating Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: South Africa Posts: 3,115	I am so sorry for your loss. I was praying for a happy outcome for that little baby. My thoughts are with you. Hugs, Sheilagh __________________ Sheilagh CoffeeAbigail-Ceana. CoCoMurfee & Winston

05-20-2008, 01:38 PM	#35
RebelBelle Donating YT 2000 Club Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Madison, MS Posts: 2,597	Diana I am so sorry for your loss. What's meant to be will be. I'm sure that you will have your perfect little girl. __________________ Misty & Jamie

05-20-2008, 01:45 PM	#36
bettyeanne Donating YT 7000 Club Member Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Alabama, etc. Posts: 9,031	I am so terribly sorry. God bless and comfort you all. __________________ Toto's Mom - http://www.dogster.com/?206581 Yorkie Rescue Colorado - http://www.yorkierescuecolorado.com/ "The difference between genius and stupidity is that genius has limits." -- Albert Einstein

05-20-2008, 02:35 PM	#37
Mom to Hot Rod Donating YT 5000 Club Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: MD Posts: 10,908	I am so very sorry for your loss. When you are ready, you find a beautiful little girl who you will cherish and adore. Leilani will always be with you in your heart. __________________ www.kissecollar.com Soft Cone Collars for Post-surgery and much more! 10% (non-food) - Discount code YT10

05-20-2008, 03:19 PM	#38
Kenna YT Addict Join Date: May 2008 Location: USA Posts: 367	Awww, hun I am so sorry to hear about your precious Leilani....Sending you hugs and saying many prayers.

05-20-2008, 03:37 PM	#39
Diana Sophia Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Northern California - Bay Area Posts: 117	My Girl Is In Heaven! Thank you... "To All". I just had to take a nap. I woke to a lot of very nice people... with very kind words... who really love Yorkies, like I do. I dreamt about her... and she did go to Heaven! __________________ Lola & Danny - Thank You For Loving Me!

05-20-2008, 03:46 PM	#40
MsFamousHepburn YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: WA Posts: 536	I'm so sorry to hear about your LeiLani! Sending lots of hugs your way! __________________ I love my life, as a Yorkie Momma and an Army wife!

05-20-2008, 05:36 PM	#41
Diana Sophia Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Northern California - Bay Area Posts: 117	Correction! I don't know why it came out wrong last time! I found this awesome poem called; “The Greatest Gift” If you have ever lost a pet… then this poem will talk to you. We all know when we love our pets as much as we do... that someday we will have to be a voice for them. They will need to lean on us, and we will have to be the ones who listen and relieve them from their pain. I Wish You Would Have Lived Longer But Now I Know Your Pain Is Gone I Will Miss You Terribly LeiLani Rest In Peace - My Baby Girl April 2, 2008 - May 19, 2008 The Greatest Gift I always knew this time would come, From the very instant our eyes first met. How I loved you then! How I love you now! I made a promise then, and I keep that promise now... You will not suffer from a pain that will not heal; You will not know the loss of a life remembered, now gone. It is for me alone to make this decision, The price for the bright joy and pure laughter You brought me during the time we shared. I am the only one who can decide when it is time. When my hope dies, and my fears ride high, Just when I need you most, I must let you go. It is for you alone to tell me when you are ready For without your guidance, I will not know When to lay my grief, my guilt, my anger, My sorrow and my selfish heart aside And give you this last gift, this greatest gift. Your eyes will speak to mine, and I will know. The pain of this moment is excruciating. Tears stream down my face in a river of sorrow. And my heart drowns in a pool of grief. For you have spoken and I have listened, And unlike other decisions I have made This one brings no relief...no comfort...no peace. For if there's one thing you've taught me, For If there's only one thing I've learned... Unconditional love has a condition after all, I must be willing to let you go, when you speak to me I must be willing to help you go, if you cannot go alone. And I must accept my pain so you can be free of yours. Go easily now, go quickly now, Do not linger here, it is time for you to leave. Go find your strength, go find your youth. Go find the ones who've gone before you. You are free to leave me now, free to let your spirit soar Rest easy now, your pain will soon be gone. I pray I will find comfort in my memories... In the dark and lonely days ahead. I cannot say I will not miss you, I cannot say I will not cry. For only my tears can heal my broken heart. But, I promise you this: as long as I live, You will live, alive in my mind, forever in my heart. So I give you this last gift, all I have left to give, And this will be my greatest gift...sending you away. It is the measure of my unconditional love... For only the greatest love can say, "Good-bye, go find the bridge, we'll meet again, Loving you has been the greatest gift of all." Author unknown... __________________ Lola & Danny - Thank You For Loving Me!

05-20-2008, 05:40 PM	#42
Mybabe4me YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: Maine Posts: 713	Hon I am so sorry for your loss.. I will send prayers that your sweet little will arrive safely at the Rainbow Bridge.. She is now happy and out of pain this is a good think, but now your heart needs to heal.. I am glad there are so many here to help you though this.. __________________ Val and Babybear http://www.dogster.com/dogs/136060[/url]

05-20-2008, 05:47 PM	#43
katelin YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: California Posts: 1,778	Diana, I'm so very sorry. Hoping you will find peace and comfort soon. __________________ *LaVail Yorkshire Terriers*

05-20-2008, 06:33 PM	#44
2yorkiesformama Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Indiana Posts: 50	Diana, I am so sorry for your loss of little LeiLani. I can't imagine what you are going through. Angel, Zoey and me send lots of prayers and hugs your way. Hang in there and know that God will help you through this. __________________

05-20-2008, 08:21 PM	#45
Diana Sophia Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Northern California - Bay Area Posts: 117	Thank You For Helping Me Heal, My YT Family! My Deepest... Thank you to everyone for sending such thoughtful notes. I think of each and every one of you as my YT Family. I have shared with you my most painful sadness, that I couldn't even share with my Real Family. This is because I know that each and everyone of you love your animals as much as I do. They are our Children! I knew I would get more support from my YT Family and I Thank You, Thank You, Thank You For That! I heal by talking so here are just a few things I need to get off of my chest. It took me 1-1/2 years to find her and I don't think the thoughts of having of her running through the house are going to go away over night. I have puppy proofed my entire house. Every wire is covered in tubing, I installed a dogie door, a security gate on my front door, and hot glued all of screens on my windows so she doesn't get on top the cats perches and fall out the window. I have stairs and her crate next to my bed with her new soft bed and toys inside waiting for her. She has more clothes waiting here for her, then she can wear in a month. Some of them were delivered to my house the day she past away. So, I had to quickly pack them back up, from were I had them all laid out... and put them in the closet were I couldn't see them after she left me. I guess when the time is right I will be able to pull her things back out and look at them to remember the girl, I almost had. It's amazing how attached we get to our pets. I feel as if I lost a child that was born to a Surrogate Mother. I now know what it feels like to be a real mother. Pure Happiness! I can't wait until I can feel it again! __________________ Lola & Danny - Thank You For Loving Me!