 Thank You For Helping Me Heal, My YT Family!
My Deepest... Thank you to everyone for sending such thoughtful notes.
I think of each and every one of you as my YT Family. I have shared with you my most painful sadness, that I couldn't even share with my Real Family. This is because I know that each and everyone of you love your animals as much as I do. They are our Children! I knew I would get more support from my YT Family and I Thank You, Thank You, Thank You For That!
I heal by talking so here are just a few things I need to get off of my chest.
It took me 1-1/2 years to find her and I don't think the thoughts of having of her running through the house are going to go away over night. I have puppy proofed my entire house. Every wire is covered in tubing, I installed a dogie door, a security gate on my front door, and hot glued all of screens on my windows so she doesn't get on top the cats perches and fall out the window. I have stairs and her crate next to my bed with her new soft bed and toys inside waiting for her.
She has more clothes waiting here for her, then she can wear in a month. Some of them were delivered to my house the day she past away. So, I had to quickly pack them back up, from were I had them all laid out... and put them in the closet were I couldn't see them after she left me.
I guess when the time is right I will be able to pull her things back out and look at them to remember the girl, I almost had. It's amazing how attached we get to our pets. I feel as if I lost a child that was born to a Surrogate Mother. I now know what it feels like to be a real mother.
Pure Happiness! I can't wait until I can feel it again! |