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08-27-2007, 02:42 PM | #31 |
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| Well folks, I sincerely appreciated all your advice and kindness...After about a week of feeling like poop and Mr. Jerk deciding that he wanted me again, then confessed he was with someone else, then tried to take it back and wanted me again, and I had it. I told him for the first time in this entire four years to get lost. It has been really hard for me to not call or email him, but I am thus far staying pretty strong with it. I do agree as many of you had suggested something very wrong with me as well in this situation. It started out as a sort of need to try to care for this man, and I thought the problem was he had never had anyone that really cared for him. Eventually he just wore me down the things he did eventually took a pretty heavy tole on my self esteem until it got to the point that I was unable to judge the situation realistically. I started blaming myself for the way he treated me so eventually the relationship became sort of this wierd chasing game in which I was constantly try to be good enough for him. In a lot of ways I became isolated as well, because he would constantly veer between being extremely possesive and jealous or aloof and unaffected by anything. Eventually to be honest it embarrassed me, so I avoided people. Truth be told I was afraid of what sort of mood he would be in because he is sort of a dual personality and everything really depends a lot on his moods. He was always either exceptionally charming or exceptionally cruel, no matter what he was always very convincing and could always sort of con and manipulate me. The relationship would always swing from great emotional distance to extreme closeness. He would humiliate me intentionally rather frequently. I just felt trapped basically. I think it is going to take me a long time to work out these issues. I also think that I will likely need to seek a therapist to help me with this. Let this be a cautionary tale to all ladies out there run, do not walk, away from a guy at the first sign he may be a wierdo!
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08-27-2007, 02:49 PM | #32 |
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| Wahoo!! Good for you. You can do it and I think talking to a therapist is an excellent idea. Big hugs. Remain positive
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08-27-2007, 03:01 PM | #33 |
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| ALRIGHT!!! You are going to feel so good when you wash your hands of this guy! And don't give in! You are obviously strong enough to get through the stress of LAW SCHOOL, let alone with this monkey on your back! You need some YOU time to figure out what you want. I spent two years giving no one the opportunity to be anything more than friends with me, and I learned how to be my own best friend. I learned a lot about friendship in that time, because I have some great friends, and I needed to be of clear mind to realize that. Then I just stumbled upon someone that I didn't even know could exist! I had no idea that men came this good, and it took NOT looking for it for this to happen to me. I know that there are good level headed men out there that treat women well, because I have two brothers and a father that are that way, and they all learned from my amazing grandfather, God rest his beautiful soul. They still exist, and don't let this unstable dude drag your amazing a$$ down!!! Lots of feminist love!!!
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08-27-2007, 05:55 PM | #34 |
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| Listen girl, you have put up with TOO much sh*t with this man! Take it from me, being alone is NOT bad. I love the single life! It also helped after I read this book: He's just not that into you. Now, I'm NOT a reader, but I couldn't but this book down. Please, don't fall for his crap again. Move on and don't talk to him. He's not treating you the way you deserve.
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08-27-2007, 06:00 PM | #35 | |
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08-27-2007, 06:03 PM | #36 | |
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08-27-2007, 06:04 PM | #37 | |
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08-27-2007, 06:05 PM | #38 | |
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08-27-2007, 06:08 PM | #39 | |
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08-27-2007, 06:27 PM | #40 |
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| Hi Bruce's Mom! So glad to hear about your decision! Stand firm and CALL THAT THERAPIST TOMORROW (if you haven't already). Don't put it off - he is sure to contact you again - too much history of that, so do what you need to do to be strong and get your life back together! MAKE THAT CALL!!! You CAN do it!!!
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08-27-2007, 07:25 PM | #41 |
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| Bruce's mom , I'm so glad you have updated us on your situation......please try not to beat yourself up, the important thing is you have reached your limit and are doing something positive and constructive about it....it could have been way worse..... could you imagine if you had married this POS and had him as a father for your kids, you and your kids would have needed a team of therapists.. Every day you stay away from him you'll gain more and more clarity of what you have been through for the past few years...after awhile you'll probably get angry and want to kick his a$$ for all the crap he's tried manipulating you with.....you have made an important first step, a change in attitude....your probably sick and tired of feeling sick and tired, fed up, frustrated, worn down, & worn out.... and you're probably starting to really hate this guy....good for you if you are!!....that hate can be very motivating It's not going to be a smooth road, you may have weak moments and want to give in and go back to the familiar, when that happens just go back and reread the first post you did...that should snap you out of it.... This juvenile delinquent was a fixer upper and no woman should be applying for that position.... Good luck and stay strong, I'm very proud of your enlightenment.... .
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08-28-2007, 08:18 AM | #42 | |
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08-28-2007, 03:05 PM | #43 | |
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Dear Allison, I want you to know that I love you, and always will. I hope you understand that it is just too emotional for me to think that after all our time and history together you are willing to just toss me aside. Sometimes when you are like this it makes me feel as though I never meant anything to you. I guess I am going to have to move on with my life now, the good news is I have met someone very special. In a way she reminds me of you, only better in every conceivable way. When you decide not to be so immature about this contact me, because it is just ridiculous to me you would throw even our friendship down the toilet. Love you Always, Brian Needless to say that was enough to make me pick up the phone that moment. He makes me feel as though I am crazy, and it really is having a negative impact on other parts of my life...CHEERS TO THE SINGLE LIFE!
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08-28-2007, 03:14 PM | #44 | |
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Now, what did you do? Did you ignore him? I would suggest ignoring him. But if you just can't, I'd write him back and say...I'm glad you found somebody else, so have I. So stop writing me and let's move on. Stay strong, you can do it! You are better than his crap!
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08-28-2007, 03:15 PM | #45 |
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| Oh, one more thing. You can't be friends with him. Not right now, anyway. So don't let that last line bother you. And for him to say she is better than you? I'd be pissed! eff him!
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