R.I.P Holly Sep 9, 1990- Feb 17, 2005

[MickeyIsHisName]

I had my baby girl Holly for 15 1/2 years! I got her when I was 9 years old and I will never forget that day! She lived a full life and we were so close. She was my world and the day i found my dog dead a huge part of me died with her. She was laying peacefully in her bed that morning but when I found her I thought I was going to die. I have never cried so hard in all my life. That image of her laying there will haunt me the REST of my life! *crying* It's so hard to say goodbye. My mom took care of everything since I was not emotionally stable to do it. SHe brought her to the vet, and threw EVERYTHING out that was hers. The spot where her bed is you see as soon as you go down the stairs and we had to put a chair there but it will forever be Holly's spot. There is also a TON of pee every where all over the rugs of her and I know its gross but just knowing it was her pee kills me. She was teh best dog in the world and nothing will ever be able to replace her. My mom finally gave in to me because I've been so depressed and suicidal over Holly's death she bought me Mickey on March 15, 2005 he now helps fill the void of holly but my mom says she could never go threw the loss of a pet again and evne though he is only 8 months the pain of knowing he will die kills me. I know when he dies it will be alot harder on me because he lives in my room and I'm his mom I wasn't holly's mommy! *sigh* well I just wanted to share my story with you. Thank you very much for reading!

[SoCalyorkiLvr]

Holly was a wonderful part of your life and it sounds like she lead a good life and you loved her a lot. Mickey will never take her place, but he is another furbaby to love and Holly would have wanted him for you because she loved you.

[MeganS]

I'm so sorry about Holly I know what you are going through is the hardest thing ever. dogs are the only things in our life that never judge us and if we do something wrong they just love us even more. you were lucky to have so many wonderful years with her and she died so peacefully. it could have been so much worse. i really do know what you are going through i just lost a dog too. we only had him a month though. 15 1/2 years wow!!!! mine was having a seziure when he died i'm glad yours was sleeping peacefully. its so special that she was with you for the time she was here. you must have really loved her!

[Pixiestar]

I just wanted to take the time out to tell you that im so sorry for what you are going through. Just reading your story made me choke up. And honestly im not very sensative. I can only amagin how it must have felt like to see what you saw. I would have had a panic attack, and have to be rushed to the hospital. But just with all thing time heals all wounds. You'll be fine and now you have a tiny baby thats going to adore you just like holly did