I just wanted to take the time out to tell you that im so sorry for what you are going through. Just reading your story made me choke up. And honestly im not very sensative. I can only amagin how it must have felt like to see what you saw. I would have had a panic attack, and have to be rushed to the hospital. But just with all thing time heals all wounds. You'll be fine and now you have a tiny baby thats going to adore you just like holly did |