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Breny · 06-10-2007, 06:50 PM

I never ever dreamed I'd ever be posting here. I never really visit here, and I'm sorry but its such a sad place to be and it hurts to read others pain.

But yet tonight, here I am now.

It hurts, and its so hard to write this, its to fresh but I don't know what else to do? I don't know what to do with my feelings right now.

I'm posting here even though Simon is not a Yorkie however I lost my best friend tonight. He died, in my arms. I never ever had anyuthing this devestating happen to me and I just don't know how to deal with it. I seen his last breath and I'll never forget his eyes.

I held him in my arms for at least 45 minutes after he was gone cuz I couldn't let go. Taking him out of arms meant he was gone. Oh my god I just don't even know how to deal with losing him.

One minute your having a good weekend and the next, its your worst. Life changes so fast.

I'm sorry if I'm not making sense as this just happened tonight, but I needed to post becasue I don't quite know how to deal with this all. I thought by taking care of him that things would get better. But now he's gone.

LuvMyPrinceKobi · 06-10-2007, 07:33 PM

I'm so sorry to hear about your little one. Sending many, many prayers and hugs and puppy kisses to you.

paulapoo · 06-10-2007, 07:42 PM

So sorry about Simon. You did everything you could for him, it was obvious how much you cherished him. Sending you hugs. Just cry as much as you need to, we're here for you.

daisy mae06 · 06-10-2007, 07:46 PM

OMG Breny I am so very sorry for your loss. I have been there and Please let me know if I can do anything for you at all.
I am so so sorry.

Tiger's Mom · 06-10-2007, 07:47 PM

Oh Brenda, I am sooo sorry to hear about Simon finally giving up the fight . . . I know you are grieving so much right now but just think it probably is for the best as you don't want your best friend to suffer tooo long . . . he is now in a wonderful quiet and peaceful place beaming down on you for sure.

Sending lots of hugs and warm kisses from my family to yours.

Dan & Corinne · 06-10-2007, 07:51 PM

Oh Breny.... I am hurting with you. I'm so sorry about Simon. I wish I was there with you to hold you and cry with you. I know too well, the pain you are going through.

Corinne

dray · 06-10-2007, 08:01 PM

Breny,
Most of us have been right where you are right now and it is not at all a nice place to be. It hurts so much....but it is going to get better in time. You will cry till your body can not make any more tears, and then you will cry some more. but one day a peace will come over you and you will start to remember all the great times you had and you will smile again.

How great it was for you to have a few days of holding and loving him before he passed, I am sure he loved it too. If you believe in God, just ask him to lift some of your pain , and he will.

There are times I can still feel my old dog brush against my leg, and then I remember he is no longer here, or maybe he still is.

Timmy · 06-10-2007, 08:05 PM

oh Breny I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you sweety.

Thorsmomma · 06-10-2007, 08:10 PM

Breny,
I am so sorry about the sudden loss of your Simon. I know it hurts so bad, and it's so hard to imagine that it's true. I hope that the pain eases. You'll be in my thoughts.

Morkie4 · 06-10-2007, 08:23 PM

So sorry for your loss of Simon..............

SophieRose · 06-10-2007, 08:51 PM

I am sending you my warmest thoughts tonight. Most of us who read these sad entries have experienced the journey you are walking through today. There are no magic words except I am glad you were with your sweet Simon as he took his last breath. Bless you - Deborah

Catrina · 06-10-2007, 11:40 PM

Oh gosh, I'm soooo sorry to hear this. I can only imagine how you feel right now. He is in a better place now, may he rest in peace

GizzyChewy · 06-10-2007, 11:58 PM

I am really really sorry to hear about your loss hun, I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you feel better soon Gizzy, Chewy, Hershey and Maddie send puppy kisses your way!

alaskayorkie · 06-11-2007, 12:16 AM

I am so sorry for your loss. You are doing the right thing by talking about it. Please surround yourself with friends and continue to talk about it. You were there for Simon until the end even though it tortured you. Simon would not want you to suffer. He'd want you to remember the good times. I hope memories of that special dog bring you some comfort.

Grayson's mom · 06-11-2007, 02:53 AM

Bren I am so sorry you lost Simon losing a best friend is so hard. I am praying for you

06-10-2007, 06:50 PM	#1
Breny My Tiny Treasures Donating Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: . Posts: 11,790 Blog Entries: 3	It Hurts so very bad I never ever dreamed I'd ever be posting here. I never really visit here, and I'm sorry but its such a sad place to be and it hurts to read others pain. But yet tonight, here I am now. It hurts, and its so hard to write this, its to fresh but I don't know what else to do? I don't know what to do with my feelings right now. I'm posting here even though Simon is not a Yorkie however I lost my best friend tonight. He died, in my arms. I never ever had anyuthing this devestating happen to me and I just don't know how to deal with it. I seen his last breath and I'll never forget his eyes. I held him in my arms for at least 45 minutes after he was gone cuz I couldn't let go. Taking him out of arms meant he was gone. Oh my god I just don't even know how to deal with losing him. One minute your having a good weekend and the next, its your worst. Life changes so fast. I'm sorry if I'm not making sense as this just happened tonight, but I needed to post becasue I don't quite know how to deal with this all. I thought by taking care of him that things would get better. But now he's gone. __________________ http://Brenysbabies.com

06-10-2007, 07:33 PM	#2
LuvMyPrinceKobi & Reicher Baby, too! Donating Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Charleston, SC Posts: 1,675	I'm so sorry to hear about your little one. Sending many, many prayers and hugs and puppy kisses to you. __________________ Teri, Reicher , Kobi , Killian

06-10-2007, 07:42 PM	#3
paulapoo Blessed by Otis & Ollie Donating Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Plainfield, Indiana Posts: 2,884	So sorry about Simon. You did everything you could for him, it was obvious how much you cherished him. Sending you hugs. Just cry as much as you need to, we're here for you. __________________ ~Paula~ proud mommy of ~Otis (yorkie) & Oliver (shih-poo)

06-10-2007, 07:46 PM	#4
daisy mae06 Kodi & Pixie 2 Donating Member Join Date: May 2006 Location: NEBRASKA Posts: 14,766	OMG Breny I am so very sorry for your loss. I have been there and Please let me know if I can do anything for you at all. I am so so sorry. __________________ OK Yorkie Rescue - http://okyorkierescue.org LorisCritterSitter.com

06-10-2007, 07:51 PM	#6
Dan & Corinne Inactive Account Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Orange County, CA Posts: 4,387	Oh Breny.... I am hurting with you. I'm so sorry about Simon. I wish I was there with you to hold you and cry with you. I know too well, the pain you are going through. Corinne __________________ Jazzie Jolie Jen & I'm Corinne Loving Memory of Jewel 4/28/2003~4/18/2006

06-10-2007, 07:47 PM	#5
Tiger's Mom Donating YT 8000 Club Member Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Spokane, WA Posts: 9,339	Oh Brenda, I am sooo sorry to hear about Simon finally giving up the fight . . . I know you are grieving so much right now but just think it probably is for the best as you don't want your best friend to suffer tooo long . . . he is now in a wonderful quiet and peaceful place beaming down on you for sure. Sending lots of hugs and warm kisses from my family to yours.

06-10-2007, 08:01 PM	#7
dray Donating YT Addict Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Silverton Oregon Posts: 1,123	Breny, Most of us have been right where you are right now and it is not at all a nice place to be. It hurts so much....but it is going to get better in time. You will cry till your body can not make any more tears, and then you will cry some more. but one day a peace will come over you and you will start to remember all the great times you had and you will smile again. How great it was for you to have a few days of holding and loving him before he passed, I am sure he loved it too. If you believe in God, just ask him to lift some of your pain , and he will. There are times I can still feel my old dog brush against my leg, and then I remember he is no longer here, or maybe he still is.

06-10-2007, 08:05 PM	#8
Timmy Mimi & Gabby too! Donating Member Join Date: May 2006 Location: Vineland, NJ Posts: 3,208	oh Breny I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you sweety.

06-10-2007, 08:10 PM	#9
Thorsmomma I Love Thor Donating Member Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: British Columbia, Canada Posts: 4,177 Blog Entries: 1	Breny, I am so sorry about the sudden loss of your Simon. I know it hurts so bad, and it's so hard to imagine that it's true. I hope that the pain eases. You'll be in my thoughts. __________________ Hannah & Thor & Harry The boys on DOGSTER

06-10-2007, 08:23 PM	#10
Morkie4 Donating YT 4000 Club Member Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Florida Posts: 4,549	So sorry for your loss of Simon.............. __________________ CAROL ~ Krissie ~ Toby ~ Brandy ~ Buffy Proud member of Maltesetalk and Yorkietalk

06-10-2007, 08:51 PM	#11
SophieRose Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Petaluma Posts: 2,217	I am sending you my warmest thoughts tonight. Most of us who read these sad entries have experienced the journey you are walking through today. There are no magic words except I am glad you were with your sweet Simon as he took his last breath. Bless you - Deborah __________________ Peace and Light, Deborah My Sweet Sophie 1994-2007Welcome, Charlie Barley 4.14.07 & Sofia Bella 9.13.08 http://www.dogster.com/dogs/535291

06-10-2007, 11:40 PM	#12
Catrina I love my lil wolf! ;) Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Washington Posts: 2,434	Oh gosh, I'm soooo sorry to hear this. I can only imagine how you feel right now. He is in a better place now, may he rest in peace

06-10-2007, 11:58 PM	#13
GizzyChewy Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Ingleside Posts: 58	I am really really sorry to hear about your loss hun, I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you feel better soon Gizzy, Chewy, Hershey and Maddie send puppy kisses your way!

06-11-2007, 12:16 AM	#14
alaskayorkie Banning Thread Dictator Donating Member Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Anchorage Posts: 30,843 Blog Entries: 57	I am so sorry for your loss. You are doing the right thing by talking about it. Please surround yourself with friends and continue to talk about it. You were there for Simon until the end even though it tortured you. Simon would not want you to suffer. He'd want you to remember the good times. I hope memories of that special dog bring you some comfort. __________________ Mike ~ Doting Dad to Jillie, Harper, Molly, Cooper, Eddie (RIP), Lucy (RIP), Rusty (RIP) and Jack (RIP). Check us out on YouTube

06-11-2007, 02:53 AM	#15
Grayson's mom Mommy's Little Boo Boo Donating Member Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Virgina Posts: 3,734	Bren I am so sorry you lost Simon losing a best friend is so hard. I am praying for you __________________ Proud mom to Grayson Abby Dusty Pepper Ryan Gabriel and of course me Diane Grayson loves Tia