Breny,
Most of us have been right where you are right now and it is not at all a nice place to be. It hurts so much....but it is going to get better in time. You will cry till your body can not make any more tears, and then you will cry some more. but one day a peace will come over you and you will start to remember all the great times you had and you will smile again.
How great it was for you to have a few days of holding and loving him before he passed, I am sure he loved it too. If you believe in God, just ask him to lift some of your pain , and he will.
There are times I can still feel my old dog brush against my leg, and then I remember he is no longer here, or maybe he still is. |