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[tinav]

My yorkie Pucci , 14 years old, had heart failure today. He was ok last night..just some coughing. ...slept fine. I woke up at 2AM he was fine. Then I woke up to him having some strange breathing.....that was about 8 or 9 am....by 10:30 we were on our way to emergency. They gave him air and xray.....diagnosed as heart failure. Told them to let me take him home with meds....they said that is just as good....when they went.to get him for me , they came right back and said he is dying do I want to hold him..I said yes of course. He died in my arms and I am so lost. I am worried now for GiGi my other yorkie. I really don't know what life will be like without him here.

The worst thing I ever did was buy a house...I always had other things to do...but did spend as much time as I could with him. But it was not the same as when I rented. Now he is gone. I miss him so ..my poor GiGi has to live with me crying today. I am going to try to stop crying.

Thanks for listening. ...it is just so sudden.
I love you all. Be back later.
Tina

[Yorkiemom1]

I am so very sorry for you this am.....this is indeed heartbreaking. Right now, there is nothing anyone can say that will stop the devastating heart wrenching pain you are experiencing....THAT relief only comes with time.

He died in your arms...the very last thing he heard was his precious mommas heartbeat close to him as he crossed over Rainbow Bridge....and he would not have asked for more.....The very last thing he felt was your loving arms, holding him close and safely, as he started out on his journey to the Glorious Green Fields of Rainbow Bridge....and as he closed his devoted, adoring eyes, he saw his momma's precious, loving caring face, the face he has known and loved all this years, and he knew he was safe and loved.....and now, he runs healthy and young and carefree, across the boundless flowered meadows, with all the others we have all sent there, and he pauses every once in a while, to look back at The Bridge, to see if you are there to get him yet....and he returns to play and run free and healthy, all the while waiting for you to come get him one day......I am so very sorry for you suffering this loss.....your heart is tattered and bleeding and it will be raw and open for sometime....but you can not blame yourself for not caring enough, not being there enough, he was with you a wonderful 14 years....that alone speaks volumes for the care he received and the love shared between you. He has just moved to that other dimension, and he waits for you there.....you grieve and cry and catch your breath, and love on GiGi, and know your baby Pucci is again healthy, happy, and young and free spirited and waiting for you to
go for him!

[MzLynnC]

That sounds very much as how we lost Gracie last year. my heart goes out to you and GiGi.

[LuvMyFurkidz]

Originally Posted by Yorkiemom1

I am so very sorry for you this am.....this is indeed heartbreaking. Right now, there is nothing anyone can say that will stop the devastating heart wrenching pain you are experiencing....THAT relief only comes with time.

He died in your arms...the very last thing he heard was his precious mommas heartbeat close to him as he crossed over Rainbow Bridge....and he would not have asked for more.....The very last thing he felt was your loving arms, holding him close and safely, as he started out on his journey to the Glorious Green Fields of Rainbow Bridge....and as he closed his devoted, adoring eyes, he saw his momma's precious, loving caring face, the face he has known and loved all this years, and he knew he was safe and loved.....and now, he runs healthy and young and carefree, across the boundless flowered meadows, with all the others we have all sent there, and he pauses every once in a while, to look back at The Bridge, to see if you are there to get him yet....and he returns to play and run free and healthy, all the while waiting for you to come get him one day......I am so very sorry for you suffering this loss.....your heart is tattered and bleeding and it will be raw and open for sometime....but you can not blame yourself for not caring enough, not being there enough, he was with you a wonderful 14 years....that alone speaks volumes for the care he received and the love shared between you. He has just moved to that other dimension, and he waits for you there.....you grieve and cry and catch your breath, and love on GiGi, and know your baby Pucci is again healthy, happy, and young and free spirited and waiting for you to
go for him!

I could not have said it any better. I just want you to know that I am so sorry for your heartbreaking loss. I will be praying for you.

[gemy]

Originally Posted by tinav

My yorkie Pucci , 14 years old, had heart failure today. He was ok last night..just some coughing. ...slept fine. I woke up at 2AM he was fine. Then I woke up to him having some strange breathing.....that was about 8 or 9 am....by 10:30 we were on our way to emergency. They gave him air and xray.....diagnosed as heart failure. Told them to let me take him home with meds....they said that is just as good....when they went.to get him for me , they came right back and said he is dying do I want to hold him..I said yes of course. He died in my arms and I am so lost. I am worried now for GiGi my other yorkie. I really don't know what life will be like without him here.

The worst thing I ever did was buy a house...I always had other things to do...but did spend as much time as I could with him. But it was not the same as when I rented. Now he is gone. I miss him so ..my poor GiGi has to live with me crying today. I am going to try to stop crying.

Thanks for listening. ...it is just so sudden.
I love you all. Be back later.
Tina

Don;t worry or fuss about crying - let your sadness out. Your house probably offered him more space and freedom. He is free now from pain, and as I like to believe finding all the YT Yorkies and other dogs from Yorkie Talk over that rainbow bridge.

They are all waiting for us. But playing together in health and harmony. Love knows no boundaries - not space - not time - not dimensions. The love we feel is also felt everywhere all the time!

You will be in my prayers and in the light of healing. ((((Hugs)))

[tinav]

Thank you all for your kind and beautiful words. Yes I do agree that Yorkiemom 's words were expressed so beautifully. She was able to begin to give me a new demention on my grief and loss. I do hope my baby is playing with all our other baby yorkies who have had to leave us now to wait for us to meet up with them later. Yes they should be playing and waiting not suffering until we could go with them.

I know you are all sincerely saddened with my loss because I have experienced the sadness of reading that another member's dog had passed and felt as sad and cried as if it were my own. You all have helped me (and my babies ) thru various hurdles over the years and made life happier and serious issues more understandable. I love and appreciate you all.

Thank you once again for caring and helping to make life more manageable.


I love you all as I know my Yorkies do too.

Tina

[Shicks]

I'm so very sorry. I can't even read the replays for tears streaming down my face.
I held mine also when he passed. Nothing will make it better, time will tell. Please love your GiGi more than ever.

[buddybear]

I'm so sorry for your loss! Hug and kiss your baby you have with you now, as she will grieve too.

[Cindy_17]

Originally Posted by Yorkiemom1

I am so very sorry for you this am.....this is indeed heartbreaking. Right now, there is nothing anyone can say that will stop the devastating heart wrenching pain you are experiencing....THAT relief only comes with time.

He died in your arms...the very last thing he heard was his precious mommas heartbeat close to him as he crossed over Rainbow Bridge....and he would not have asked for more.....The very last thing he felt was your loving arms, holding him close and safely, as he started out on his journey to the Glorious Green Fields of Rainbow Bridge....and as he closed his devoted, adoring eyes, he saw his momma's precious, loving caring face, the face he has known and loved all this years, and he knew he was safe and loved.....and now, he runs healthy and young and carefree, across the boundless flowered meadows, with all the others we have all sent there, and he pauses every once in a while, to look back at The Bridge, to see if you are there to get him yet....and he returns to play and run free and healthy, all the while waiting for you to come get him one day......I am so very sorry for you suffering this loss.....your heart is tattered and bleeding and it will be raw and open for sometime....but you can not blame yourself for not caring enough, not being there enough, he was with you a wonderful 14 years....that alone speaks volumes for the care he received and the love shared between you. He has just moved to that other dimension, and he waits for you there.....you grieve and cry and catch your breath, and love on GiGi, and know your baby Pucci is again healthy, happy, and young and free spirited and waiting for you to
go for him!

I am so very sorry for your loss, it is such a painful and tearful time. Take it easy on yourself, love and cuddle with GiGi, she is grieving too. My heart and thoughts go out to you! Hold onto the memories and beautiful description Yorkiemom wrote, as it is very truthful and a lot of healing in those words.

Yorkiemom - what you wrote is absolutely beautiful! Tears rolled in a good way when I read it thinking of my Jingle, thank you for that, I can just picture all our babies in the beautiful meadows playing and having a joyous time healthy and carefree waiting on us to come get them

[horsnaround]

So very sorry

[tinav]

Hi all....

Great to hear from you. It means the world. I am at work today. Yesterday I stayed home with GiGi and we did some things around town together. We went to by some poinsettia to make a little center piece for my table..went to 2 banks where every body made a fuss over her. Did some walking in town in new neighborhoods so she had plenty of new stuff to sniff. It is good to see her regain her confidence at times as she also did this morning after I walked her and we came back into the house. She was playful and happy and even barking out the window..(although I couldn't play too much cause I had to get ready for work). I hope I am not doing wrong by leaving her for work but we do need the money. I am hoping she does not slip into a depression and is able to feel safe a comfy at home when I am not there. I did see her staring into the kitchen this morning...I am sure she wonders when my baby is and wants to see him again. I left his water bowl down with hers so she doesn't think he is gone but I don't put his food down so she knows he is not eating here.

I am planing on getting an older rescue or one of her breeders older Yorkies (if she is ready to part with one) as soon as I see GiGi has the confidence to know that "she" is not going any place and that I love her as much as always and still love our Pucci also. We will work this through..it is not going to be easy but we will. As I am writing I am hurting but I need to let you all know how we are. That just feels right to me.

I will keep you updated on how we are doing...would have posted yesterday but I was running to low on data and I had turned off my internet service about a week ago (temporarily).

Talk to you all soon and please do keep posting.

Love you all
Tina

[buddybear]

Sounds like your love for Gigi is helping. It's so smart of you to take the extra care and attention with her.
Hugs from us

[anakarydas]

I m so sorry for your loss.