I am so very sorry for you this am.....this is indeed heartbreaking. Right now, there is nothing anyone can say that will stop the devastating heart wrenching pain you are experiencing....THAT relief only comes with time.
He died in your arms...the very last thing he heard was his precious mommas heartbeat close to him as he crossed over Rainbow Bridge....and he would not have asked for more.....The very last thing he felt was your loving arms, holding him close and safely, as he started out on his journey to the Glorious Green Fields of Rainbow Bridge....and as he closed his devoted, adoring eyes, he saw his momma's precious, loving caring face, the face he has known and loved all this years, and he knew he was safe and loved.....and now, he runs healthy and young and carefree, across the boundless flowered meadows, with all the others we have all sent there, and he pauses every once in a while, to look back at The Bridge, to see if you are there to get him yet....and he returns to play and run free and healthy, all the while waiting for you to come get him one day......I am so very sorry for you suffering this loss.....your heart is tattered and bleeding and it will be raw and open for sometime....but you can not blame yourself for not caring enough, not being there enough, he was with you a wonderful 14 years....that alone speaks volumes for the care he received and the love shared between you. He has just moved to that other dimension, and he waits for you there.....you grieve and cry and catch your breath, and love on GiGi, and know your baby Pucci is again healthy, happy, and young and free spirited and waiting for you to
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