It hurts so bad...

[mortbike]

im very sorry you are dealing with this loss. i to live in ca. and im the daddy to max and milo.our furbabys.... 5 years ago i had to make the most difficult choice to date. i had to put our 14 year old german shepard to sleep..... i cried for days on end wondering like you,,,, why..... just keep posting and let us know how you are doing.. we do care....michael

[06stiman]

Thanks again to everyone for responding. I'm having less breakdowns now as I begin to accept the loss and realize that one day we will be reunited. As hard as it is to move on, I know little Bruin would want us to welcome a new yorkie rescue into our loving home to carry on his tradition and help mend our broken hearts. Hopefully soon my wife and I will be emotionally ready to start looking.

Mommy and Daddy are thinking of you Bruin and love you always! Hope you're having a great time in heaven howling to your favorite New Age song (Nile Lifewaters by Open Canvas).

[MadreDeYorkie79]

Originally Posted by TLC

You are in my thoughts and prayers. You remind me so much of myself, my husband and our Roxy and TJ. It is just us. I am 33, husband is 40 - TJ and Roxy are 4 y/o and they are the Light and Love of our lives.

I am hurting with you, as this is exactly how Me and my Husband will feel and grieve when we are faced with the passing our one of ours.

I lost a person that was everything to me when I was 23 - boy did my life change in that instance. I don't think I handled it the best way, but I was young and did what made me get thru the best way I knew how at the time.
Some of the things that helped me and still do is my talking to him, sometimes in my head and sometimes out loud. I also have a very special sign and it makes me feel really happy when I see it. I don't know why things happen, but there are reasons, and I know how tough it is to think that we have to wait a long time to see them and find out why, but just think about how exciting it will be when we are reunited ~ that's what keeps me going....

I know that pain and hurt and the feeling of no control when we loose a special person, so I am so fearful to go thru that again, but I also know there's no way of stopping it, so I try to focus on 'when we meet again'.

I don't know if this helped you at all, but I am draw to you and just wanted to share

What you say here is so beautiful, it hit a very sensitive cord with me....keep your head up things will get better. Cherish every moment with your baby you have left you won't regret it.

[DanicaBraggs]

I am so sorry for your loss,you have such an amazing soul.God bless you for loving him so much.He would want you to go on and live life to the fullest you still have another furbaby who needs you and he/she will sence something is not right and will start being depresed too.Good luck! I hope your heart heals soon of losing your loved one!

[Perroamor]

You can tell from your emotions you truly loved your furbabie. I think God does not take from us cruely. If you know in your heart that you will meet again and truly believe each day in every way you will begin to heal. No time limit on it, dont rush grieving is a natural thing it can become physical emotional a whole host of things. It is natural to let it out because you hurt. And you hurt because you loved not just surface but truly loved. As I myself had to go thru the grieving process I did not remember the end as most do I remembered the good times they are precious they are what keeps me grounded to mother earth. I pray as time goes you will grasp the great things hold them and know that without a shadow of a doubt you truly loved your furbabie...

[AbbysMom08]

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know all too well what you are going through. My heart breaks for you. I lost my precious little girl last July and I still think of her daily and still sometimes get a little teary eyed. I do know she is now at peace but still miss her so very much!
I will keep you and your family in my prayers and ask God to comfort you in your time of sorrow.

[Bianca]

I am very sorry for your loss.

[fon]

I'm so sorry for ur loss .

[AprilLove]

I am so sorry for your loss. I know the pain all too well, losing a loving companion just hurts.. and hurts alot!! In time, though, the pain and loss you are feeling right now, will be replaced with those very special memories you hold in your heart for your little boy, Rest in Peace sweet baby boy, I know that you know how much your daddy loves you

[virginiagirl]

I am so sorry for the loss you and your family are dealing with. I can relate all to well to everything you are feeling. I lost my little Jag this past January. I miss him so very much. Sometimes it seems like its been forever since I've felt his sweet kisses and looked into his warm brown eyes. As others have expressed, time does help your grieving heart. I have good days and bad days. Theres not a day that goes by that I do not think of Jag. Hold on to the memories you had with your little one and in time you will be able to smile when you think of the precious time you had with your special friend.

[oma1340]

I had the most perfect little Yorkie. Her name was Bella! She was my heart!! She was so full of life and loved everyone! I had her outside on Sat. afternoon on a leash and she must of stepped into a fire ant bed and I didn't know it until I picked her up to go inside and I was getting bit myself! I had one of her cute dresses on and I ran into the garage to take her dress and collar off and ran intothe laundry room to bathe her quick so I could get them off. About four came off her. I went to dry her off and she threw up! I thought oh my gosh! So I wrapped her in the towel an walked into the kitchen and she threw up two more times! I was soooo worried! Immediately called the Vet. and he told me to give her liquid Benadryl. He said it may make her somewhat lethargic, which it did. She just laid on my lap and I combed her hair and kissed her and kissed her. I prayed she would be alright. He told me to just watch her and if there were any changes to call him. Well about 2 hrs later I felt she was getting worse, so we called the Vet and he met us at his office. I flew to get there and we walked in and he took her to listen to her heart and he told me she was gone! I cannot begin to tell you how horrible it was! She was like a child to us! WE ADORED HER AND MISS HER SO MUCH! Please Please be aware of your dogs surroundings and look out for the Fire Ants! We live in South Georiga and the Fire Ants are terrible! If this will help save just one more dog, then she did not die in vain! WE LOVE YOU BELLA AND MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW! GOD BLESS YOU BELLA! LOVE, MOM & DAD

[ARCHIE]

I am so very sorry for your loss. Loosing a pet is not easy as they
certainly are a part of the family. You need to give yourself time.
When you feel the time is right go for that rescue. What a lucky little
Yorkie that will be. Bruin would not want you to be heartbroken.
You won't be replacing him just replacing the whole left in your heart.
R.I.P. sweet boy.

Welcome to YT,

[blahblah]

I lost my toy poodle last monday which has broke my heart. the thursday night before while i was at work, she snuck out on my wife while the door was open and got in a fight with a stray pitbull. I ran her to the vet the next morning and they said she's gonna be just fine, just gotta stitch up her tummy where meat was hanging out. Then later they call me as i'm going in to work and tell me that during surgery their was actually part of her organ sticking out the hole also, and they wanna keep her over the weekend, which i thought was tortue but was like i get my baby back monday morning. Then they say i can't get her till 4pm but i was like i gotta be on the road headed to work by 2:40pm so they let me get her at 1pm instead. I get their and she is breathing very hard with a quisy noise, and very swollen around the upper chest even though the gash was around her left hind leg. But they said she's just fine give her all these medicines till they run out and come back in a week for a checkup. I get her home and she has no strength to do anything. It was breaking my heart to see her like that and then about 10 mins later she acted like she was fixing to throw up and then took her final breathe. I couldn't believe it, the vet said she was just fine so i was taking their professinal word on this. And the worst part was i had to head to work in like 30 mins and crying like a little baby. I had to go to work cuz it's just through a temp service cuz of the economy and out of the 100's of applications this is the only place that will give me work, but very strict on missing. Just have missed 3 days a couple weeks ago for the birth of my baby, the only choice i had was to suck it up and head to work. Bloodshot eyes, prob a very sad face even though i was trying to keep a smile. I didn't want anybody to ask what happend cuz i couldn't even think about it much less talk about it without crying. It was so hard trying to make it 8 hours before i could cry my heart out all night, and the hardest thing i ever have done was burrying her. Oh man i was crying so hard i had to keep stopping digging the whole and threw the hole sad process.

the funny thing is 4 years ago my wife was begging me to buy her a toy poodle, finally i gave in. But with all the poop and pee accidents and a few months gone by my wife was like i'm ready to get rid of her. I myself had already done started getting wrapped around her paw and was like na, she's my baby now i'll take over. So i set the alarm ever 2 hours through the night, prayers to God to help us, because i frown on getting rid of pets over something silly. And i know it was by God's hand cuz that very week, she never had an accident inside again, and very soon after she was waking me up at night when she needed to pee

But my wife know's how much she meant to me, and has been by my side and helped encourge me to go on and get a new puppy even though i couldn't help feel guilty about it. i feel like i'm doing her wrong by getting a new puppy so soon, but this little yorky is so energetic, it's keeping my hands full and very little time to sit around and mope. So man i know what you went through and most likely still going through, for i start to tear up everytime i think about her. I hate that she laid their in that awful vet suffering for 4 days, and then thinking she was gonna get better but didn't know i was spending the last few mins of her life with her. I was on the computer looking what kind of medicines they gave her when she stopped breathing. If i had known i would have been right by her side the whole time

[JackieJack]

I am so sorry for what you are going through. I am right there with you. It is a week ago today that we lost our Jack.
I know just how you feel and I know there are many, many people on heree that know exactly what you are going through.
I am new here too, and you have come to the right place. There is no better place to be then with people who can relate and love these little guys and gals who give so much sunshine and joy to our lives.

I know you have a broken heart and I just want to send you a huge hug!!