she left :"( i'm alone now... i want her back!!!!!!!!!!

[qingleng]

last night she was still ok she was playing with me.. :'( why why why.... there's no symtom at all.... she was good!!!! and she left me!!!!!!! this morning!!!!!!!!! i want her back!!!!! god!!!!

she was down with parvo.... doctor couldn't help her....

i hate the breeder now!!! y ask me to wait!!! i want to send her to the vet earlier........ why why why???????????

i hate myself i hate hate everyone now!!!!!!! y stop me from sending her to vet???? i should listen to mum!!!!! stupid me!!@#$#@%$#%^

[Tophersmom]

Oh, hon...I'm so sorry. I wish that you didn't have to experience this. It is so very heartbreaking. We are here for you. Many of us on here have experienced this loss and we do understand your sorrow. Sometimes our little ones are called to heaven before we're ready to let them go. I wish I could ease your sadness.

[Fulrtonchigirl]

Im so Sorry for your loss. Dont blame yourself. Things happen for a reason. Little Tara is in a good place. It's gonna be hard and there is nothing anyone could say to make you feel better but were sorry. I'll keep you in my prayers!

[jenbermu]

Im very sorry about your lost...Dont blame your self like Fulrtonchigirl
said things happen...Will keep you in our prayers

[doortego]

I am so sorry for your heartbreak.

[KELLY353]

I know it hurts. I am so sorry about your loss. Keeping you in my prayers.

[BabyCash]

I'm sorry for your loss but everyone is right. blaming yourself is only going to make you feel worse and your furbaby (R.I.P) would not want you to feel bad.

[yorkiepip]

Im so sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with you xx

[qingleng]

at this moment i really dont wanna say anything since morning i confined myself in the room, but i wanna hear your people advice our my baby....i think i have repeated a few times how sick was my puppy when i 1st brought her home... but i am going to write it again for the final time till what happen this morning with me and the breeder!!!

tara is a silky mix yorkshire....looks exactly like a yorkshire.... this is my query.. is mixture of silky n yorkshire safe to be breed???

on the 8th of oct the 1st day i brought her home after feeding her on nutro lamb n rice, she was attack with diarrhea after 3 hrs, the whole night i stayed up to make sure she is doing fine, the outcome was she pearch almost 15 times for the 1st day itself!! gosh as a 1st timer dog owner i got so so scared and immediately 6am in the morning i give a straight call to the breeder and ask y is this happening, and i send tara back to the breeder to look at her, reason for tara's diarrhea was breeder fed her with eukunaba and didn't informed me, and he sold me nutro to feed tara on. Fine, i forgiven his lack of responsible. So this make tara stayed with him for 1 week, and she got her 1st vacine in tht week itself. that week itself the breeder change her food to nutro slowly.

so on 17th of oct, she is back home and no doubt i was very happy, but the 1st day again she had her diarrhea, and again i called the breeder up he say she should be fine hang on there and let see with the condition, and he did say that puppy tend to have softer poops, OK fine i listen to him.

the next few days tara is not eating her nutro she went on food strike for 1 week, obviously i got worried and tried various of ways to make her eat. Ended up i bought her science plan chicken can food, and she loves it, with no choice i fed her solely on can food as she is going to have her 2nd vaccine on the 15th of nov!!! while she is having her can food she is still experiencing soft and watery poops, called the breeder and he still say tara will be fine! wait till 15th of nov get her check up!!!!

till yesterday night i couldn't stand it anymore, right after work i came home fed her and send her to vet, and ****ing malaysian vet close so early 6pm and everyone are closed and i have no choice to wait till this morning!!!

surprising tara still acting normal eating happily with her can food playing with me performing all her tricks i thought her, showing her beautiful face, and believe it my mum hated dogs no one in the family believe she cared for tara, imagine how cute and adorable she is and very very smart dog indeed, i'm like her mummy and my mum was her granma, whenever i am not at home she will be a follower with my mum when i came home from work... she is s sticky glue to me....she made a big different in my life, she came to me when i was lonely and depress and brighten up my life and she is everything for me, i knew it when she came in the 1st day..... and same goes to my mum, she brighten her day, she accompanied her all day long when i am working. She basically a theft who steels everyones heart........and this lasted until last night 2am... she was perfectly fine!!!!

this morning i woke up at 7.30am preparing for work, as usual she will sit in her crate to wait for me to pick her up and play with me for few minutes, but not today she lay still and her body rigided, getting cold but still breathing!!! so immediately i send her to the vet and u know none of the vet is open!!!! so called the breeder again.. he gave me one of the doctor number and i gave him a call and he tooks 20min to reached the vet!!!! ok fine so he did the neccessary things for her n i stayed with him n tara till the last breath!!!! alright this make me cry....it's ok i will continue... i called the breeder again guess wht the ****ing breeder say i'm busy now will call u back later!!! now it's evening in malaysia he hasn't called me back!!! he didn't even send a condolence to me !!!!! now i wanna make it straight from him!!! should i ask him an explanation!!! and i think i have the right to know wht's the other puppy condition!!! if this thing happen the same with the rest... it's irresponsive to breed silky n yorkshire together again!!! :mad

i dont think i will be able to take in any dogs anymore... the pain is way to much to bare... imagine i only had her for 1 month what if 1 yr????

[qingleng]

at this moment i really dont wanna say anything since morning i confined myself in the room, but i wanna hear your people advice our my baby....i think i have repeated a few times how sick was my puppy when i 1st brought her home... but i am going to write it again for the final time till what happen this morning with me and the breeder!!!

tara is a silky mix yorkshire....looks exactly like a yorkshire.... this is my query.. is mixture of silky n yorkshire safe to be breed???

on the 8th of oct the 1st day i brought her home after feeding her on nutro lamb n rice, she was attack with diarrhea after 3 hrs, the whole night i stayed up to make sure she is doing fine, the outcome was she pearch almost 15 times for the 1st day itself!! gosh as a 1st timer dog owner i got so so scared and immediately 6am in the morning i give a straight call to the breeder and ask y is this happening, and i send tara back to the breeder to look at her, reason for tara's diarrhea was breeder fed her with eukunaba and didn't informed me, and he sold me nutro to feed tara on. Fine, i forgiven his lack of responsible. So this make tara stayed with him for 1 week, and she got her 1st vacine in tht week itself. that week itself the breeder change her food to nutro slowly.

so on 17th of oct, she is back home and no doubt i was very happy, but the 1st day again she had her diarrhea, and again i called the breeder up he say she should be fine hang on there and let see with the condition, and he did say that puppy tend to have softer poops, OK fine i listen to him.

the next few days tara is not eating her nutro she went on food strike for 1 week, obviously i got worried and tried various of ways to make her eat. Ended up i bought her science plan chicken can food, and she loves it, with no choice i fed her solely on can food as she is going to have her 2nd vaccine on the 15th of nov!!! while she is having her can food she is still experiencing soft and watery poops, called the breeder and he still say tara will be fine! wait till 15th of nov get her check up!!!!

till yesterday night i couldn't stand it anymore, right after work i came home fed her and send her to vet, and ****ing malaysian vet close so early 6pm and everyone are closed and i have no choice to wait till this morning!!!

surprising tara still acting normal eating happily with her can food playing with me performing all her tricks i thought her, showing her beautiful face, and believe it my mum hated dogs no one in the family believe she cared for tara, imagine how cute and adorable she is and very very smart dog indeed, i'm like her mummy and my mum was her granma, whenever i am not at home she will be a follower with my mum when i came home from work... she is s sticky glue to me....she made a big different in my life, she came to me when i was lonely and depress and brighten up my life and she is everything for me, i knew it when she came in the 1st day..... and same goes to my mum, she brighten her day, she accompanied her all day long when i am working. She basically a theft who steels everyones heart........and this lasted until last night 2am... she was perfectly fine!!!!

this morning i woke up at 7.30am preparing for work, as usual she will sit in her crate to wait for me to pick her up and play with me for few minutes, but not today she lay still and her body rigided, getting cold but still breathing!!! so immediately i send her to the vet and u know none of the vet is open!!!! so called the breeder again.. he gave me one of the doctor number and i gave him a call and he tooks 20min to reached the vet!!!! ok fine so he did the neccessary things for her n i stayed with him n tara till the last breath!!!! alright this make me cry....it's ok i will continue... i called the breeder again guess wht the ****ing breeder say i'm busy now will call u back later!!! now it's evening in malaysia he hasn't called me back!!! he didn't even send a condolence to me !!!!! now i wanna make it straight from him!!! should i ask him an explanation!!! and i think i have the right to know wht's the other puppy condition!!! if this thing happen the same with the rest... it's irresponsive to breed silky n yorkshire together again!!! :mad

i dont think i will be able to take in any dogs anymore... the pain is way to much to bare... imagine i only had her for 1 month what if 1 yr????

[sweetr72]

I am sooooo sorry for your loss..how terribly painful it is!!

First off, please do not blame yourself. Parvo is a virus that if not caught right away and treated quickly then a puppy will die from it. Sometimes even if it is caught early the puppy cannot be cured. The breeder definetly should have told you to contact a vet as soon as the pup started having diarreah...any time a small puppy or any dog for that matter has dirreah it should see a vet. The breeder should have known darn well that that puppy was not going to get better!!! I would DEMAND an explanation from him/her. The puppy didnt get this due to her being a mixed breed (silky/yorkie). Parvo is so deadly and awful for a puppy and owner to have to suffer through. It is also something that the vet vaccinates for. How old was she when she passed away today? How many sets of shots did she have? Poor sweet baby...again I am so very very sorry for your loss of your darling baby.

Dawn

[Chelsey]

I'm so sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

[bettyeanne]

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. God bless and comfort you and your Mom.

[qingleng]

Originally Posted by sweetr72

I am sooooo sorry for your loss..how terribly painful it is!!

First off, please do not blame yourself. Parvo is a virus that if not caught right away and treated quickly then a puppy will die from it. Sometimes even if it is caught early the puppy cannot be cured. The breeder definetly should have told you to contact a vet as soon as the pup started having diarreah...any time a small puppy or any dog for that matter has dirreah it should see a vet. The breeder should have known darn well that that puppy was not going to get better!!! I would DEMAND an explanation from him/her. The puppy didnt get this due to her being a mixed breed (silky/yorkie). Parvo is so deadly and awful for a puppy and owner to have to suffer through. It is also something that the vet vaccinates for. How old was she when she passed away today? How many sets of shots did she have? Poor sweet baby...again I am so very very sorry for your loss of your darling baby.

Dawn

she was exactly 12 weeks old, god please give me the strength...
but one thing i found out she was given parvo jab before i got her home and she have recieved her 1st vaccine last month oct and was suppose to vaccine her this month on the 15th... there's so many question so many query in my head, she was my first baby and this happen... i cried the whole day i blame on god i prayed to him yet he took her away from me... i miss her terribly, at this moment she will usually sitting beside me now or laying on my laps... she is always in my hugs now i can't even sees her... her cage is so empty....... i really can't accept that she is gone........... and today the whether is so weird... it rain the whole day none stop...

[JESSY_RN2B]

I am soooo sorry for you! How old was she when she came home and did she have any vaccines at the breeder's?

I think the least the breeder could do is 'replace' her. I know she could never be replaced but you know what I mean.

My heart goes out to you

May she rest in peace