short update on kupo...

[Deviruchi]

hi guys.. for those who came across couple of my threads on kupo... i just wanted to let you know that kupo passed away 2 days ago.... he was just 6 months old... and i apologize in advance if it seems like i'm just rambling on and not making any sense.... my mind is still going crazy and i can't really think straight...

but... we are not sure what exactly happened as it happened really fast, and now he's going through autopsy as of yesterday, and we are waiting on the results... they say it may take upto 2-3 weeks and i'm dying little by little wanting to know how my sweet little baby could have died like that...
he went on his normal walk around 6pm, when it was cooler outside... he didn't act weirdly at all during the day or days prior. i even got him checked for liver shunts couple weeks ago and all was fine...

but... when he came back from his walk... he started to throw up for no reason, flaring around and died immediately... it was so scary... we didn't even get to take him to the vet in time as he died in less than a min... my boyfriend tried to give him cpr and everything, but nothing worked...
i just don't understand... i tried to give him the best and i tried my best to raise him, since i really saw im as my own baby...

we even had planned to get his gf this weekend from europe, (she was going to be imported), so he'd have a friend to play with, and i'm not even sure if i can give her all the love she deserves since i'll be still grieving over kupo...

the doctor's i've talked to, regular vet to the autopsy lab, so far do not think that he could have simply died from choking, and there may be underlying cause.... and our regular vet and i are so confused since was known to be very healthy for a yorkie... i took him to the vet regularly and got him checked for everything, even luxating patella at age of 6 months old..

last night, i even built him this to thing last night to put his urn in when he comes back home i put some of his favorite toys... and bought a nice storage chest to put his bed and clothing in...
my boyfriend and i expected him to stay with us atleat 15 years.. and him leaving us, only at 6 months is just heartbreaking...everywhere i go, everywhere i see, all i see is him, wagging his tail, asking to play with me to love him...

the night he passed... i couldn't sleep at all... i kept having nightmares of a scene where he was dying, over and over again... i'm not sure if i'll be able to get over this soon... i'm pretty sure i'll never will... kupo was the best puppy, and i'll always remember him as my number 1 yorkie..

[wigglewomyn]

I am so very sorry I couldn't believe that I was reading this. I went back and started all over again. Oh my gosh! What a horrible thing to happen. It is such a tragedy. Poor Kupo! I hope the autopsy will give you the answers that you seek so that maybe it will give you a little bit of closure. Nothing will ever replace Kupo for you but maybe the little girl you had been planning on being his gf will ease some of the pain you are feeling. Please know you have my sympathies and condolences; that my thoughts are with you. RIP Kupo!

[horsnaround]

So very sorry

[matese]

How can I say I'm sorry for your loss, I am devastated for you, kupo was to young to leave you so soon, he is a beautiful little boy. My heart bleeds for you. You will never forget the night he died, the way he died. I had to put my girl down 21 months ago and that day is as vivid in my mind as if it was yesterday. I'm so happy that you are getting this little girl, she will help you heal, and you WILL love her, you will love her very much, she'll help ease the pain you are in. My vet gifted me the little boy I have now 6 weeks after I had to put my girl down, she was 17 y/o. I was not ready, didn't want any more dogs, the pain in my heart over loosing my sweet girl was so over whelming. I accepted this little 2.5 y/o little boy wondering can I love him the way I loved my Matese. He rescued me, I was in a very dark place, filled with grief cried all day and night for weeks, then Cody came home with me, he made my house a home again, when I would start to cry he would jump on my lap and lick my face, my friends called him my miracle boy and still do. I love him with all my heart, I was blessed to have been given him to me. He has not replaced my Matese, no dog can be replaced, no dog can be a replacement, they each have their own personality. Kupo is gone just a few days, I know the pain you are in, I pray for you when you get this little girl you will fall in love with her as I fell in love with my new boy, you need her as much as she will need you. kupo will stay in your heart forever and will never be forgotten, but this little girl will help you ease the pain and for this you will love her MORE. (((HUGS)))

[Deviruchi]

thank you all for your condolences.. it means alot to me... kupo was indeed beautiful and the best puppy i've ever seen and had... he was just lovable... i really hope that autopsy can figure out soon cuz i don't know what i'd do for next couple weeks just waiting for an answer....

i'm sitting in the house... i can't even dare to look at things around here since everything reminds me of him.... my bf is suggesting that i should just go out and get some fresh air.. but that'd remind me of kupo too... i don't know what i should do.... i can't sleep... i no longer have any appetite to eat.. i think my mind is just worn out..

as for the new girl coming in.. i almost cancelled having her coming over.. since i thought it was too soon... but then i was reminded that i've been planning to get her since 2 months ago, and she was supposed to be here anyways....
i just hope that nothing bad will happen to her like what happened with kupo... and that i can show her all the love she deserves...

[matese]

Grieve for your boy, cry, talk about him, come here talk to us .Ppl grieve in diff. ways. This little girl was meant to be, she was meant to be with you. You will see how much she will mean to you once she comes home to you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers .

[ColesMommy01]

I'm very sorry for your loss of Kupo. Take your time and grieve.

[jshade]

My heart aches for you. I experienced the passing of our 3 year old suddenly at the end of June. We were crushed with sorrow as I'm sure you are. He was a beauty and I know you will always miss his sweet face. I wish I could take away your pain. Grieving is a process that is terribly difficult. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers during this terrible time. Sending a warm hug.....

[sassyyorkies]

I'm so very sorry that you have had this devastating experience with your little Kupo. Its heart breaking to read your story and to know how quickly your sweet little one was lost. I will keep you in my heart and do hope you will still get the little girl yorkie. She may help you through this painful time.

[Lilah Charm]

I am so sorry for your sudden and painful loss. My prayers are with you

[margaritaville]

Iam so sorry for your loss of little Kupo.

[JadeD]

I am so sorry for your loss.

I know how it feels to lose a baby long before their time. It is so hard.

Grieve however works best for you. I was devastated and depressed for months. That was when a 9 year old Yorkie was dropped in my lap and he pulled me out of that and brought me back to where I needed to be.

I would get the puppy you were planning on even if you don't feel you are ready and just love her.

I am very sorry.

[mybellababy]

So sorry for your loss you are in my thoughts

[Cherie6446]

I am very sorry about Kupo. The not knowing is the hardest but you will have an answer soon. He was a beautiful boy.

[anneclaire]

How can I say I'm sorry for your loss, I am devastated for you, kupo was to young to leave you so soon, he is a beautiful little boy. My heart bleeds for you. You will never forget the night he died, the way he died. I'm so happy that you are getting this little girl, she will help you heal, and you WILL love her, you will love her very much, she'll help ease the pain you are in. I know the pain you are in, I pray for you when you get this little girl you will fall in love you need her as much as she will need you. kupo will stay in your heart forever and will never be forgotten, but this little girl will help you ease the pain and for this you will love her MORE. (((HUGS)))

My prayers are with you and sweet little Kupo . God needed another angel for the little ones to play with.♥♥♥♥