thank you all for your condolences.. it means alot to me... kupo was indeed beautiful and the best puppy i've ever seen and had... he was just lovable... i really hope that autopsy can figure out soon cuz i don't know what i'd do for next couple weeks just waiting for an answer....
i'm sitting in the house... i can't even dare to look at things around here since everything reminds me of him.... my bf is suggesting that i should just go out and get some fresh air.. but that'd remind me of kupo too... i don't know what i should do.... i can't sleep... i no longer have any appetite to eat.. i think my mind is just worn out..
as for the new girl coming in.. i almost cancelled having her coming over.. since i thought it was too soon... but then i was reminded that i've been planning to get her since 2 months ago, and she was supposed to be here anyways....
i just hope that nothing bad will happen to her like what happened with kupo... and that i can show her all the love she deserves... |