[JadeD]

I am so sorry for your loss.

I know how it feels to lose a baby long before their time. It is so hard.

Grieve however works best for you. I was devastated and depressed for months. That was when a 9 year old Yorkie was dropped in my lap and he pulled me out of that and brought me back to where I needed to be.

I would get the puppy you were planning on even if you don't feel you are ready and just love her.

I am very sorry.