My baby is missing. I dont know what to do!???

[capt_noonie]

Happy birthday Gen.

I'm wondering if you have heard anything from the news or dr phil or anything. I just watched on the news here in southern Cali they did a spot on a family that had a christmas decoration stolen from their front yard, and a special needs man whose lawn mower was stolen. You would think your story is a bigger "human interest" piece as your dedication in finding Cookie and the dogs you have reunited with their families and all else you have gone through? Or maybe it is just a slow news day over here.

[Cookie2]

No havent heard from them. I get calls from the newspaper that ran my story.
People still remember our story and call us. There was a Yorkie at the Humane Society and I went to see him. I have gotten so many calls from people and employees of the newspaper to tell me to go see this Yorkie at the humane society.
I have also received calls from people near me telling me to check out this gentleman that walks his tiny yorkie. One lady told me she was staring at the Yorkie and the man was staring at her and she stared back for a long time.
I told her that poor man is scared by now. I went and spoke to him personally and introduced myself and told him about Cookie.
The caller told me he picked up his little yorkie and got into his house.

I told her its because so many people have called me to check out this same man so he is probably scared or annoyed by now! She felt so bad but I told her " NO dont feel bad, I could only hope that everyone is looking out like you"

Gen

[blancla]

Gen, I am still hoping that you find Cookie safe & sound.

[saphire]

I don't post on your thread often, but I'm still hoping and praying that you get your baby back.

[louiseg0151]

sorry i don't post on this thread so much but i keep checking for any news about Cookie and still praying for his safe return

[sushidoodidoo]

Sill keeping my fingers crossed (sushi has her little paws crossed too).

[Cookie2]

Thank you guys for continuing your prayers and checking back here. Today, I feel is going to be one of those days Yesterday my daughter's friend came over and was joking with them and baking cookies. It seemed like I was my old self for a moment. The truth is that sometimes I feel like I'm losing my grip on keeping it together. I can't face the possibility that the 5 1/2 years that I had with him would be all the time I would have. I still have too much hope that I will get him back. It hurts guys, this really, really hurts and I just want to stop hurting. Every single day there are tons of reminders of Cookie.
The doggy armoire is filled with his clothes all hung up there. His collar and tags are now kept inside a bible I have. Today I'm going again to the Humane Society to check. I have bitten my nails down to the skin. Something I have not done in YEARS. I had my long nails for the longest time. My sister always commented that they look like salon fake nails.I am either undereating or overeating. Like I said today is one of those days and the constant rain doesnt help either. I pray that where ever he is that he is ok.


Gen

[BonBon]

Originally Posted by Cookie2

Thank you guys for continuing your prayers and checking back here. Today, I feel is going to be one of those days Yesterday my daughter's friend came over and was joking with them and baking cookies. It seemed like I was my old self for a moment. The truth is that sometimes I feel like I'm losing my grip on keeping it together. I can't face the possibility that the 5 1/2 years that I had with him would be all the time I would have. I still have too much hope that I will get him back. It hurts guys, this really, really hurts and I just want to stop hurting. Every single day there are tons of reminders of Cookie.
The doggy armoire is filled with his clothes all hung up there. His collar and tags are now kept inside a bible I have. Today I'm going again to the Humane Society to check. I have bitten my nails down to the skin. Something I have not done in YEARS. I had my long nails for the longest time. My sister always commented that they look like salon fake nails.I am either undereating or overeating. Like I said today is one of those days and the constant rain doesnt help either. I pray that where ever he is that he is ok.


Gen

I just need to give you a hug. And I pray continuously that Cookie is safe and healthy.

[lil louis]

Originally Posted by Cookie2

Thank you guys for continuing your prayers and checking back here. Today, I feel is going to be one of those days Yesterday my daughter's friend came over and was joking with them and baking cookies. It seemed like I was my old self for a moment. The truth is that sometimes I feel like I'm losing my grip on keeping it together. I can't face the possibility that the 5 1/2 years that I had with him would be all the time I would have. I still have too much hope that I will get him back. It hurts guys, this really, really hurts and I just want to stop hurting. Every single day there are tons of reminders of Cookie.
The doggy armoire is filled with his clothes all hung up there. His collar and tags are now kept inside a bible I have. Today I'm going again to the Humane Society to check. I have bitten my nails down to the skin. Something I have not done in YEARS. I had my long nails for the longest time. My sister always commented that they look like salon fake nails.I am either undereating or overeating. Like I said today is one of those days and the constant rain doesnt help either. I pray that where ever he is that he is ok.


Gen

Gen, have you thought about talking to a therapist? Please don't take offense to me asking this. You have to stay healthy for your family. I am so sorry you still haven't found Cookie. I check your posts every day hoping that there will be a message saying you got him back. Again, please don't be mad at me for suggesting the therapist. I just think that if you talked to someone about his, they can help you cope until Cookie comes back. Hopefully today will bring you good news!

[Cookie2]

Originally Posted by lil louis

Gen, have you thought about talking to a therapist? Please don't take offense to me asking this. You have to stay healthy for your family. I am so sorry you still haven't found Cookie. I check your posts every day hoping that there will be a message saying you got him back. Again, please don't be mad at me for suggesting the therapist. I just think that if you talked to someone about his, they can help you cope until Cookie comes back. Hopefully today will bring you good news!

Trust me I'm not offended. I know I'm not crazy lol.I am grieving like any loving pet owner would do.If and when I go see a therapist I want to make sure they LOVE animals. I dont want to go to a therapist thats going to tell me to suck it up and move on. I have talked to my husband about this and its something I may need to do soon. I have a lot of support from my family and especially my husband. He made me an amazing DVD slideshow that I started to watch for my birthday but after 20 seconds I had to shut it off. It was too much and I didnt want to burst in tears again.
He told me he cried the entire time making this for me, I told him I was the same way when I made the Youtube video. When I have to email Cookie's picture or go through his picture files I go through it as fast as I can. I'm not ready to sit and look through all his pictures. I must have like over 500-600 pictures of him and Im glad I took so many.

Gen

[lil louis]

Originally Posted by Cookie2

Trust me I'm not offended. I know I'm not crazy lol.I am grieving like any loving pet owner would do.If and when I go see a therapist I want to make sure they LOVE animals. I dont want to go to a therapist thats going to tell me to suck it up and move on. I have talked to my husband about this and its something I may need to do soon. I have a lot of support from my family and especially my husband. He made me an amazing DVD slideshow that I started to watch for my birthday but after 20 seconds I had to shut it off. It was too much and I didnt want to burst in tears again.
He told me he cried the entire time making this for me, I told him I was the same way when I made the Youtube video. When I have to email Cookie's picture or go through his picture files I go through it as fast as I can. I'm not ready to sit and look through all his pictures. I must have like over 500-600 pictures of him and Im glad I took so many.

Gen

I am so glad that I didn't offend you. I don't think any real therapist would tell you to suck it up and move on. We had to put one of our dogs (not a yorkie) to sleep a few years ago. He was almost 10 years old. It was one of the hardest things we have had to do. He was suffering from terminal cancer and it was the best thing for him to stop his suffering. I couldn't stop crying for weeks. I felt like someone punched me in my stomach. I still cry about it sometimes. We had closure. You have no closure. That is why it is so hard for you to move on. I really hope you find him. Again, I am glad you didn't take offense to what I suggested. I just want you to feel better. (Your little Monica is so cute!)

[LilMissy]

(((hugs))) Gen. I feel so bad for you

[Jacksmom052709]

Gen,

I've been lurking and haven't posted anything lately, but wanted you to know that I am still thinking of you, your family and praying for Cookie's safe return.

[margaritaville]

I just keep checking, hoping and lighting candles for his safe return.

[SweetKiaraJ]

Sending prayers your way Gen.