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Originally Posted by Cookie2  Thank you guys for continuing your prayers and checking back here. Today, I feel is going to be one of those days  Yesterday my daughter's friend came over and was joking with them and baking cookies. It seemed like I was my old self for a moment. The truth is that sometimes I feel like I'm losing my grip on keeping it together. I can't face the possibility that the 5 1/2 years that I had with him would be all the time I would have. I still have too much hope that I will get him back. It hurts guys, this really, really hurts and I just want to stop hurting. Every single day there are tons of reminders of Cookie.
The doggy armoire is filled with his clothes all hung up there. His collar and tags are now kept inside a bible I have. Today I'm going again to the Humane Society to check. I have bitten my nails down to the skin. Something I have not done in YEARS. I had my long nails for the longest time. My sister always commented that they look like salon fake nails.I am either undereating or overeating. Like I said today is one of those days and the constant rain doesnt help either. I pray that where ever he is that he is ok.
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Gen, have you thought about talking to a therapist? Please don't take offense to me asking this. You have to stay healthy for your family. I am so sorry you still haven't found Cookie. I check your posts every day hoping that there will be a message saying you got him back. Again, please don't be mad at me for suggesting the therapist. I just think that if you talked to someone about his, they can help you cope until Cookie comes back. Hopefully today will bring you good news!