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03-13-2009, 09:38 AM | #1 |
Yorkie Talker | The Death of Smokey Hello-- I am new here and I guess my first entry will be for my beloved Smokey. It is a little therapuetic to be able to write something where people will understand my pain. I loved him, and the guilt I feel becasue I left him with people I thought would take care of him. I know it was difficult for them also so I don't blame them. It was an accident. It is difficult to find closure because he is till at the vet. I need to decide quickly to bury him or cremate him. I just don't know. All I know is that I never felt such pain for an animal. I have been immobalized and not able to sleep because he always curled up next to me. When I reach for him he is not there. I just don't know what to do. I just want Smokey to know that I loved him, and that I did not leave him. I was able to see him briefly before he passed on, but just seeing him and know that he was in so much pain for four hours, slowing dying it is just more than I can bare. The tears are flowing, but my heart is forever void of my little baby. I will never find another Smokey. If anyone can believe it, he was so much like me. He was a silly little dog, and he brought so much laughter to my soul. I feel so empty without him. I don't know if I should get another dog, I just don't know, the pain is to deep now. I know that I have to get over this some how. I just pray that God is holding my baby and and letting him know that one day mommie will join him. Last edited by kitad48; 03-13-2009 at 09:40 AM. |
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03-13-2009, 09:43 AM | #2 |
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| I am sorry for your loss. |
03-13-2009, 09:47 AM | #4 |
Donating YT 10K Club Member | I very sorry for your loss of Smokey. It's hard to believe now, but with time the memories won't always bring tears...it just seems to pass so slow. Someday maybe...you may decide to open your heart to another.
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03-13-2009, 09:48 AM | #5 |
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| I'm so sorry
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03-13-2009, 09:54 AM | #6 |
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| I'm sorry for the loss of your little Smokie.
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03-13-2009, 09:57 AM | #7 |
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| Im sorry for your loss
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03-13-2009, 09:57 AM | #8 |
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| So sorry about Smokey. I can tell how much you loved him. I hope you find peace.
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03-13-2009, 10:02 AM | #9 |
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| awww....... I'm so sorry for your loss!!!! How tragic!!! Like others have said the pain will ease up....but right now...don't expect yourself to just get over it....Your little Smokey was obviously your baby...And WE SOOOO Understand how you feel! I can tell you that opening up my heart to another baby...when I was ready...did help soooooooooo much to ease the pain...and the loss I felt...when we lost our Quinny. Please know that you're in my thoughts...You couldn't have found a better place...where people truly understand the heart break you feel!
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03-13-2009, 10:07 AM | #10 |
Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Connecticut
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| I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the pain your feeling because I too lost my 13 year old boy to cancer last March. I cried every day until I decided that the only way I was going to be able to move on was to find another little yorkie baby. Four months after losing Chipper, Piper came into my life. I love this little girl as much as I did my Chipper and she makes me very happy. I did have Chipper cremated and he's has a special place in my home and I feel that a little piece of him is always with me. I know your heart is breaking but Smokey knows how much you loved him and he'll never be forgotten.
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03-13-2009, 10:18 AM | #11 |
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| So sorry about Smokey When I lost my Basset ..Buster I was at the store getting his food for the month when I got home they said he was laying by there truck under it and she didn't know it and they hit him It killed me I had him buried in the back yard with his toys -------------------------- It does help it won't replace the one you lost but it will help you through this to get another when you are ready Barb |
03-13-2009, 10:39 AM | #12 |
Slave to My Rug-Rats Donating Member Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Long Island
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| I am so glad that you decided to post. I hope your guilt will fade away soon as this is not your fault and Smokey knows that ~ he loves you too ~ Please know that he is not in any pain and that God is holding him for you, he is telling your baby that his Momma loves him very much and that you want him to go and play with all the other babies there and that you WILL meet again....he will be waiting for you |
03-13-2009, 10:46 AM | #13 |
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| I am so sorry for the loss of your baby Smokey. |
03-13-2009, 10:47 AM | #14 |
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| Oh I am so sorry about Smokey. With time you will not hurt so badly but smokey will always live in your heart.
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03-13-2009, 11:31 AM | #15 |
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| I am so sorry for the loss of your little baby. I can relate to your pain as I have felt it before. And yes he is with God. May you find comfort and peace in time to come. |
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