The last night with my baby

[mindy10]

So sorry. My 16 year old shih tzu was the same way. He was deaf and blind and had dementia. I waited way to long to make the decision. I too said the same thing. If he was eating he was fine but he was not. He did not like to go for walks anymore all he did was sleep and pace around the house. So as hard as it is you are making the right decision The hardest part is what you are going through now. It does get easier as the days go on. You had 15 wonderful years with him and he had 15 wonderful years with you.

[GrammyNina]

Your post brought back memories, two years ago I had to do the same to my Jessi May and it broke my heart. I still miss her so much and it was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I held her and kissed her and it was over within seconds. Prayers to you!

[Nutmeg]

Thank you, thank you. You all have touched my heart more than you know, with your thoughts and prayers, I could feel you here. Last night I made her a special blanket of one of my shirts and soft plush fabric on the other side. When the vet got here I had him come into my bedroom where her little bed was on my bed and I wrapped her in the soft blanket. She was not frightened at all and I held her close and kept telling her how much I loved her, thanking her for enriching my life with her sweet little soul, for so many years, kept telling her I was "right here" with her, holding her tight and close to my heart. When he gave her the first "relaxing" shot, instantly we all saw the anxiety and hurt and confusion leave her and she was at peace. My little baby Yorky was only 2 1/2 pounds and it was hard for the vet to find the vein in her arm which was difficult to watch but he promised she was in a deep sleep and could not feel that. I held her so tight and rocked her and loved her for many minutes. I could feel she was still there, so then he had to give her a shot in her heart. When my baby finally took her last breath in my arms I truly could feel her spirit leaving her little body and knew that she was at Total peace. For that I am grateful, but the gut wrenching pain and loss I feel is unimaginable. I, too, feel like I am swimming in molasses and in the dream. Just need to focus on Nutmeg's peace and happiness in the place where she is now. May you rest in peace my sweet baby girl.

[SGMCR]

My prayers go out to you and Nutmeg.

Nutmeg will be welcomed by the Lord with loving arms and be free of pain and suffering.

I as many on here share your pain and sorrow.

You've done all you can and Nutmeg knows this. Find comfort in the Lord and the love and happy memories you and Nutmeg shared for so many years.

I lost my husband 2.5 years ago after 30 years and in August of 2014 I found Gidget. My baby brought joy back into my life and showed me how to love again and be happy. Our babies are God's precious gifts to us. Entrusted in our care for just a brief time.

You've done the very best. You've loved Nutmeg and she's loved you.

God bless you both. Know that you are not alone, we are all here with you. We share your pain and shed tears for you both.

[EarthAngel]

Your precious Nutmeg is pain free and has been welcomed by all of our beloved pets at Rainbow Bridge. I believe we all be reunited with them one day. Until then she will have that special place in your heart. Hugs to you.

[matese]

Your pain is not unimaginable, I know, and many, many of us know just what you are feeling / not feeling, what you are going through. Just reading your last minutes with Nutmeg had me crying remembering my last minutes 17 months ago when I went through the same thing. I know many who will read your last minutes will cry for their last minutes spent with their beloved babies. It never gets easier. We all know the pain and are here for you. (((HUGS))))

[MauiGirl]

I am so sorry for the deep loss you are feeling. You truly gave little Nutmeg the greatest gift of all in allowing her to be free from pain and suffering.

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hold on to all the wonderful memories of her, which are yours forever..... nothing can take those away.

[Juliealfies mum]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I too have the experience of holding on too long but finally that it's comes and although it is very difficult and painful to you , you know in your heart you have done the right thing, but the loss is still so much to bear , but it will in time lessen , although you won't feel that at present , she will always be your baby and will always live in your heart, make sure you take care of yourself as it is easy to slip into despair at this sad time.

[enchilila]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Fifteen wonderful and loving years is truly a blessing. Prayers being said for your pain and heartache

[maxdog]

I can't read this thread without tearing up, both for your loss and the memories it brings of loved ones I've lost. As heartbreaking as it is to say goodbye to our four legged friends, I couldn't imagine living without them. Nutmeg and all our other bundles of joy will be waiting for us at Rainbow Bridge.

[magicgenie]

OMG, how brave and loving you were to allow Nutmeg to go this way.

[yorkietalkjilly]

Run fast and free to the Rainbow bridge and rest forever from this weary world, little Nutmeg. You will be forever loved.

[chestermama]

Im so sorry, sending prayers

[megansmomma]

Lots of prayers and hugs to you. RIP Nutmeg

[gemy]

Dear Nutmeg:


I promise you the pain will get better - the molasses will thin. But the memories will always be there. Those special memories you and she share will warm you in the days and months ahead.


She is now running free free of pain young again and she will be waiting for you with our other pups on the Rainbow Bridge.


'Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.'


This was one comment one of our members here LadyJane posted that helped me through my loss.


We all here are together mourning your loss. Come back and share when you need to.


Go well and RIP precious girl