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|04-12-2009, 08:37 PM||#1|
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: New York
Dior- its been almost a year...
Its been almost one year since Dior's horrible tragedy. People said time would heal but yet time went on and my heart is still unable to let go. Looking back, last Easter I was whole and happy but little did I know that couple weeks after, my world would crash and fall. I wish I can go back in time and give myself a big warning. Even if I can't change what would eventually happened but i would at least hug him a bit longer, watch him sleep a little longer on my lap, tell him how much I love him a little bit more, and play with him a bit longer.... long enough for me to capture every moment we shared.. long enough to say a proper goodbye. All I can do Lord is to ask you to send my love to my little Dior... I have no forgotten him... not even for a moment... Lord, give me the strength to let go so I don't hurt so much... give me the strength to say the goodbye that is long over due.... help me to accept in peace so my little Dior can rest in peace. In Jesus name AMEN.
I have asked the Lord to send my love to you each night. I hope you are well and happy whereever you may be... its been almost a year since we parted and I still miss you so much. Your things are still where you left them, I don't have the heart to remove anything that you loved. I thought by now the pain would somehow stopped and I would stop wishing to wake up to see you... but my heart would not let you go. That ill fated day took you and also took a part of my heart... I thought by now I would of healed and gather enough courage to say goodbye... but how can a heart heal without all its part? Love, Mommy
The Lord brings me to you every night when you cried... I am there hoping you would notice that I never left. I wonder thru my things but wishing to tell you I don't need them anymore...I have everything here and more. I watch you pretend to be strong but when no one is looking.. you're so sad as you forget and reached for me.
I long to tell you that the Lord and I are leading you to something great... but we can't do it without your open heart. Mommy, I want you to love again... I long to see you walk out of this shadow into joy. I want you to heal... If it takes a goodbye for this to happen.. then let me be the first to say it. You need to let go of the pain and believe again... The Lord already created a perfect one just like me waiting for you out there... When I see your smile again, then I would know my work is done.... and you will realize the gift I left behind.
|04-13-2009, 04:30 AM||#2|
YT Graphic Artist
Join Date: Dec 2007
Blog Entries: 2
I'm so sorry for your loss. I've been through it too, and it seems like it will never get better, but it does.
Shadow Dancer (RIP) , Gellica, Li'l Sapphire, Phantom, & Brandi Blu (RIP)
|04-14-2009, 01:49 PM||#3|
Donating YT 1000 Club Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: With my yorkies
Wow, that was such a tearjerker. I am so sorry for your loss. My Becca has been gone 11 months and this brought back so many memories and feelings. I think I need to go hug my pups now.
He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion. -- Author Unknown
|04-14-2009, 01:55 PM||#4|
♥ Piccolo & Vivi ♥
Join Date: Mar 2008
I am so very sorry about your loss of Dior. I also struggled when my first Yorkie went to the Rainbow Bridge. Sending hugs....
Lisa, Dixie, and Jazzy (RIP Piccolo and Vivi)
|04-14-2009, 02:14 PM||#5|
Misssing Baby Chloe
Join Date: Jun 2007
That made me really sad. I hope you get another Yorkie soon. It won't replace Dior, but may help ease your pain some. I miss my Baby Chloe every day, but I can't imagine how sad I would be without my other girls to make me smile. ((HUGS))
We give dogs time we can spare, space we can spare and love we can spare. And in return, dogs give us their all. It's the best deal man has ever made. -M. Acklam
|04-16-2009, 06:29 PM||#6|
YT 1000 Club Member
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Tucson, Arizona
I can't tell you how many times I have thought of you and little Dior since the terrible attack. Your story really touched me. What was the outcome of the lawsuit? I know nothing could ever make you whole, but I hope there was some punishment of the offending dog and dog owner. Dior deserves justice.
Alison--Edith Jones's mother
|04-22-2009, 05:19 AM||#7|
Join Date: May 2008
Your post brought tears to my eyes. I remember reading about Dior. I am so sorry. It is hard no matter how much time has passed. I always think about my past angels so I know how you feel. Thinking about you during this time...
|04-22-2009, 05:16 PM||#8|
Senior Yorkie Talker
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: punta gorda fl
Blog Entries: 1
you have to remember the happy times
I too have suffered the loss of 2 of my babies and it has been 2 years..I still cry and miss them but then I make myself remember all of the good times we had together..and it brings a smile to my face...Dior would not want you to be so sad..if she could she would lick the tears from your face and say mommy please be happy again..love another baby like me..and i will be watching...I am waiting at rainbow bridge for that day that we will be together again..Love Dior.....I know that I will see my Scarlett and Rhett one day also...God Bless You