RIP My Sweet Jezebel

[IndianaGirl]

Im really at a loss for words. One day I cry, the next day sometimes seems brighter. You really never know after something so devastating has happened like this.

Jezebel was a fiesty 2 1/2 lb female yorkie. She was 3 yrs old, and was my partner in crime. Her and I had a business at the local mall selling doggie clothes. She went with me 7 days a week, with no complaints. She would sit in her little carrier and keep me company all those long days. Our bathroom breaks were extra fun for her. I would take her into the family bathroom and let her run crazy. Finally around 9 pm when the mall would close, we would pack up and go home and do it all over again the next morning.

My breeder had called me and asked if I wanted Jezebel's nephew who had just turned 20 weeks. I went and seen him and fell in love, his name is Royal.
Well, worried that they could have puppies, I decided to get them fixed. I did Royal first, he did just fine. Next was Jezebel. My baby did not do just fine. Two days after her surgery she was hurting very badly and trying to go potty, but nothing was happening. I took her back to the vet, and he said that sometimes with the little ones like this, its easy to irritate there insides, gave me some medicine and sent us home. 5 days later she was bleeding from down there, my vet was closed, so I took her to emergency. They blamed it on food I fed her or something insane like that, gave me medicine, said she would be a lot better in the morning.
Morning never came for her. As she cried in agony all night, my husband and I believed the vet and thought it was a belly ache. We didn't know, we thought she was going to be okay. She bled to death on June 22, 2008 due to a cut artery from her surgery. Waking up and feeling her, and realizing shes gone to heaven, I cant begin to tell anyone here the pain that I felt, the hurt that wont go away. For the first time in my life I really thought about driving head on into traffic, I really am not sure what stopped me. The vet has since fessed up and wants to replace my baby. Its hard, especially when the word replacement is said.
Jezebel is never coming home, I realize that. Sometimes I cant help but think shes at the groomer, and I need to go get her soon. Its God way of helping me cope and get through this.
You will never be forgotten baby.

[Txgurl06]

im soo sorry you have to go through this! I too lost my boy while getting neutered and i dont wish that pain on anyone! Just give it time. I promise you will never forget her. this happened in March 2008 for me and just the other night i was in tears cuz i miss him soo much still. I hope you get a little comfort.

[velobabe]

Your story of little Jezebel broke my heart. I am so sad for you...I can't even imagine. It sounds like you did everything you could and, more imprortantly, that she was extremely loved. I hope your heart begins to heal and you will fall in love again but I know you will always miss your baby. So sad and I am so sorry for you!

[mypreciouspups]

Omg.. I am so sorry this happened to you.. it could not have been worse.. I lost a 5 year old due to vet error.. so I know the heartache and hearbreak you feel...
It has been 5 years for me.. but still feels like it just happened.. I do have to say having other yorkies.. keeping me busy.. and them needing me and loving me.. sure made it easier to get by.. but pepsie will never be forgotten..

anne

[MeganS]

I'm sorry I can't imagine your shock and pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this horrible time.

[Jeri Cunningham]

I'm so sorry you lost you sweet Jezebel, I would let the vet buy you a new little girl as it may help you heal. BUT you wil never replace her. I'm sure she would want you to be happy again.

[Ladymom]

OMG! What a horrible story! I am so sorry for your tragic loss.

[Jeri Cunningham]

I hope you like this

[lreed]

So sorry for your loss. I too lost my little male Yorkie suddenly from a urinary obstruction. I was depressed and hurting for so long. It will take time, lots of time before you can think of her without it hurting really horribly. But, eventually you will remember the good things and not hurt so awfully bad. Be sure and take the vet up on their offer to give you the replacement fee. She cannot be replaced, but you should be compensated for their horrible mistake. They should have taken a second and even third look to make sure she was okay, so let them pay for their mistake. I'll be praying for you and will keep you in my thoughts.

[LolaLove]

I can't believe that happened to you! I am SO sorry for your loss! I live up the hill from an animal hospital and the other day one of the workers was out searching around my complex for a dog they had lost! I got a bit worried because there is a coyote that lives around here. I don't know the end result, but it just goes to show BE CAREFUL WITH VETS! I am so sorry this had to happen to you. Know that you're little friend is in a happier place now but unfortunately it's the ones that miss them that suffer. My thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of need.

[IndianaGirl]

Originally Posted by Jeri Cunningham

I hope you like this

You are so very kind and sweet to make that for me.
I cried until I laughed. Your words made me remember my partner in crime, how awesome & special our time was together.
She was such a good baby girl, its almost like you knew that somehow.
I want to save the poem you made and even though it will bring tears to my eyes, I also know it will end up bringing a smile too

Mary Jane

[Diego]

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts .

[LaPeque]

Your post and Jeri's poem have me grabbing for the Kleenex. I am so sorry for your devastating loss ... I'm absolutely sick at my stomach for you. I hope you find some comfort from the fact that your baby is in a place where she will never feel pain again - I'm sure the only thing she longs for now is a way to make you stop hurting. Sending hugs your way ...

[msjagg]

Dear Mary Jane: I know how you feel. On 08-08-07 I lost my beloved Raine Our vet spayed her too early and she died. I held her while he put her out of her pain. I have a terminal heart condition and scared the Vet to death from all my crying. I had bad chest pain and laid on his floor for an hour before I could leave. I cried for days I missed her so much. As time went by I started looking for a new baby and found him in June. I just went to look and saw Baron's floppy ears and he had such a cute face.Well of course I brought him home. I can never replace Raine, Nor will I ever forget her loving gentle spirit. I was blessed that God gave her to me. I know she's still with me and that someday I'll see her again... You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, God Bless... Baron's mommy

[red98vett]

Originally Posted by IndianaGirl

Im really at a loss for words. One day I cry, the next day sometimes seems brighter. You really never know after something so devastating has happened like this.

Jezebel was a fiesty 2 1/2 lb female yorkie. She was 3 yrs old, and was my partner in crime. Her and I had a business at the local mall selling doggie clothes. She went with me 7 days a week, with no complaints. She would sit in her little carrier and keep me company all those long days. Our bathroom breaks were extra fun for her. I would take her into the family bathroom and let her run crazy. Finally around 9 pm when the mall would close, we would pack up and go home and do it all over again the next morning.

My breeder had called me and asked if I wanted Jezebel's nephew who had just turned 20 weeks. I went and seen him and fell in love, his name is Royal.
Well, worried that they could have puppies, I decided to get them fixed. I did Royal first, he did just fine. Next was Jezebel. My baby did not do just fine. Two days after her surgery she was hurting very badly and trying to go potty, but nothing was happening. I took her back to the vet, and he said that sometimes with the little ones like this, its easy to irritate there insides, gave me some medicine and sent us home. 5 days later she was bleeding from down there, my vet was closed, so I took her to emergency. They blamed it on food I fed her or something insane like that, gave me medicine, said she would be a lot better in the morning.
Morning never came for her. As she cried in agony all night, my husband and I believed the vet and thought it was a belly ache. We didn't know, we thought she was going to be okay. She bled to death on June 22, 2008 due to a cut artery from her surgery. Waking up and feeling her, and realizing shes gone to heaven, I cant begin to tell anyone here the pain that I felt, the hurt that wont go away. For the first time in my life I really thought about driving head on into traffic, I really am not sure what stopped me. The vet has since fessed up and wants to replace my baby. Its hard, especially when the word replacement is said.
Jezebel is never coming home, I realize that. Sometimes I cant help but think shes at the groomer, and I need to go get her soon. Its God way of helping me cope and get through this.
You will never be forgotten baby.

OMG I'm SO SO SORRY ... Bless that little angel -

What a horrible tragedy and My heart goes out to you....I don;t know what to say ..............I feel so bad for you......................