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jrsygal37 · 05-17-2008, 07:06 PM

August 7, Newman will be gone a year. It's hard to believe our boy is going to be gone a whole year already. As it's approaching I have been so weepy this week. I cannot even talk about him without starting to cry. He was my first Yorkie and as many of you already know I bought him from a small puppy mill operation before we knew any better. He is why I am so passionate about closing places like these down. I recently started volunteering with the rescue Lilly came from and I'm really hoping that they get a Yorkie into rescue that needs fostering. I need to place my emotions into helping another. I miss him so much and I am dreading August 7. I just don't know how I'm going to make it through that day.

Elaine

Bizzymammabee · 05-17-2008, 07:13 PM

Aww honey...I am so sorry your hurting so bad. Sending you a ton of hugs.

valerieam · 05-17-2008, 07:13 PM

I'm sorry for your loss, Elaine. I'm sending hugs your way.

Grizzley Bear · 05-17-2008, 09:03 PM

Elaine.. I am so sorry. Please accept the hugs I am sending your way.My heart goes out to you. I admire the work you do for the rescues and I know Newman does to. I sure hope you get the yorkie.The baby would have a fabulous Mommy and home. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

hugs,
Mary

tjdmom · 05-18-2008, 04:13 AM

I'm so sorry. It's never easy to lose those we love and the pain never goes away totally but it does get a little easier with time.

llcornell · 05-18-2008, 05:40 PM

Im so sorry

saphire · 05-18-2008, 09:53 PM

Oh Elaine, I was so saddened when you had to say goodbye to Newman, and I'm sorry you are having a hard time now. You were a wonderful mommy to him and he is watching over you with pride. We will be here to help you get trough that day.
Hugs
Sheilagh

Kenna · 05-21-2008, 08:43 AM

I know, it is so hard. I still miss my yorkies and have just now started looking for another one. They were my babies and still today I think about them and miss them all the time.

Rudys Mom · 05-21-2008, 09:17 AM

I'm sorry your feeling anxious and sad about the upcoming date that Newman passed away.

Like someone else said, I know your sweet Newman is watching over you and is waiting till the day when you two will meet again.

Take Care.... Sending a hug your way.

red98vett · 05-25-2008, 11:49 AM

I just saw this...

I remember when we got my 'Tessa'...(cocker spaniel) 14-1/2 years ago.... later ...I found out what puppy mills were - The place had haunted me so bad and I started researching it and that's when it hit me where she had come from -

Good for you doing what you're doing. You should be proud of yourself...many people don't get to help the way you are.

Rest in peace Newman...you may be gone but never forgotten

Gazou · 05-27-2008, 05:39 AM

I am so sorry for your loss . I still remember my beloved Lark ( Collie ) after 8 years . I think about the good moments we had and my heart feels better .
You are in my thoughts .

Mom to Hot Rod · 05-27-2008, 06:04 AM

I so sorry that you are going thru this. It is okay to cry if you want and need to. Just remember all the joy and happiness that you and Newman shared and may that bring happy thoughts to you.

Yorkieluv · 05-27-2008, 07:29 AM

I'm so sorry Elaine...This must be incredibly difficult for you. I will keep you guys in my prayers...

missgin · 05-29-2008, 06:04 AM

I'm sorry for your loss. I had to learn about puppy mills and pet stores the hard way as well.

4doggiemama · 05-29-2008, 09:12 AM

Many of us on YT understand your sadness. It's been two years since my Cassie died when I was at my father's funeral in Ms and periodically I will start crying when something reminds me of her. Remembering is a testament to our love for our furbabies. Hugs.

P.S. Guess I already posted on your profile page, but I still wanted to post here.

05-17-2008, 07:06 PM	#1
jrsygal37 Donating YT 2000 Club Member Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Jersey Shore Posts: 3,370	Feeling very depressed. August 7, Newman will be gone a year. It's hard to believe our boy is going to be gone a whole year already. As it's approaching I have been so weepy this week. I cannot even talk about him without starting to cry. He was my first Yorkie and as many of you already know I bought him from a small puppy mill operation before we knew any better. He is why I am so passionate about closing places like these down. I recently started volunteering with the rescue Lilly came from and I'm really hoping that they get a Yorkie into rescue that needs fostering. I need to place my emotions into helping another. I miss him so much and I am dreading August 7. I just don't know how I'm going to make it through that day. Elaine

05-17-2008, 07:13 PM	#2
Bizzymammabee Luvs Lulu Donating Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Queens, NY Posts: 6,931 Blog Entries: 1	Aww honey...I am so sorry your hurting so bad. Sending you a ton of hugs. __________________ Lulu will always be in my heart

05-17-2008, 09:03 PM	#4
Grizzley Bear MY HEART AND SOUL Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: Sacramento Posts: 566	Elaine.. I am so sorry. Please accept the hugs I am sending your way.My heart goes out to you. I admire the work you do for the rescues and I know Newman does to. I sure hope you get the yorkie.The baby would have a fabulous Mommy and home. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. hugs, Mary __________________ A + = My Grizzley Bear 10/12/95 to 10/10/2007:

05-18-2008, 05:40 PM	#6
llcornell Stop Puppy Mills Donating Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: california Posts: 1,152	Im so sorry __________________ Proud mom to Sam & Daisy

05-18-2008, 09:53 PM	#7
saphire Lil' CoCo, Lotta Coffee. Donating Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: South Africa Posts: 3,115	Oh Elaine, I was so saddened when you had to say goodbye to Newman, and I'm sorry you are having a hard time now. You were a wonderful mommy to him and he is watching over you with pride. We will be here to help you get trough that day. Hugs Sheilagh __________________ Sheilagh CoffeeAbigail-Ceana. CoCoMurfee & Winston

05-17-2008, 07:13 PM	#3
valerieam Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: California Posts: 449	I'm sorry for your loss, Elaine. I'm sending hugs your way.

05-18-2008, 04:13 AM	#5
tjdmom Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: May 2007 Location: upstate ny Posts: 5,847	I'm so sorry. It's never easy to lose those we love and the pain never goes away totally but it does get a little easier with time.

05-21-2008, 08:43 AM	#8
Kenna YT Addict Join Date: May 2008 Location: USA Posts: 367	I know, it is so hard. I still miss my yorkies and have just now started looking for another one. They were my babies and still today I think about them and miss them all the time.

05-21-2008, 09:17 AM	#9
Rudys Mom Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Lancaster, PA Posts: 4,327	I'm sorry your feeling anxious and sad about the upcoming date that Newman passed away. Like someone else said, I know your sweet Newman is watching over you and is waiting till the day when you two will meet again. Take Care.... Sending a hug your way. __________________ Rudy, Zoey & Buster's mom (Dawn) Rest In Peace my precious Gracie girl & Lucky buddie Dogster:http://www.dogster.com/dogs/382659 & http://www.dogster.com/dogs/497315

05-25-2008, 11:49 AM	#10
red98vett Yorkie Kisses are the Best! Donating Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Houston TX Posts: 33,590 Blog Entries: 1	I just saw this... I remember when we got my 'Tessa'...(cocker spaniel) 14-1/2 years ago.... later ...I found out what puppy mills were - The place had haunted me so bad and I started researching it and that's when it hit me where she had come from - Good for you doing what you're doing. You should be proud of yourself...many people don't get to help the way you are. Rest in peace Newman...you may be gone but never forgotten __________________ Villette, Chanel & Cheri www.DesignsByVillette.net Custom Address Labels and Note Cards using YOUR Photos! Just Click HERE!

05-27-2008, 05:39 AM	#11
Gazou YT 2000 Club Member Join Date: May 2005 Location: Canada Posts: 2,180	I am so sorry for your loss . I still remember my beloved Lark ( Collie ) after 8 years . I think about the good moments we had and my heart feels better . You are in my thoughts .

05-27-2008, 06:04 AM	#12
Mom to Hot Rod Donating YT 5000 Club Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: MD Posts: 10,908	I so sorry that you are going thru this. It is okay to cry if you want and need to. Just remember all the joy and happiness that you and Newman shared and may that bring happy thoughts to you. __________________ www.kissecollar.com Soft Cone Collars for Post-surgery and much more! 10% (non-food) - Discount code YT10

05-27-2008, 07:29 AM	#13
Yorkieluv Donating YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: USA Posts: 7,178	I'm so sorry Elaine...This must be incredibly difficult for you. I will keep you guys in my prayers... __________________ Miko 's his Mommy

05-29-2008, 06:04 AM	#14
missgin Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: May 2008 Location: Virginia Posts: 97 Blog Entries: 1	I'm sorry for your loss. I had to learn about puppy mills and pet stores the hard way as well.

05-29-2008, 09:12 AM	#15
4doggiemama Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: KS Posts: 3,289	Many of us on YT understand your sadness. It's been two years since my Cassie died when I was at my father's funeral in Ms and periodically I will start crying when something reminds me of her. Remembering is a testament to our love for our furbabies. Hugs. P.S. Guess I already posted on your profile page, but I still wanted to post here. __________________ Joanne Eli ChipperEva Snowboy Rosie(R.I.P. 1996-July 29, 2013) Cocoa(R.I.P 1998-April 26, 2012): Last edited by 4doggiemama; 05-29-2008 at 09:13 AM.