I'm sorry. I just needed alittle time

[YorkieRose]

I am so sorry to hear about this...the loss of a puppy never gets easier, even when there is a serious problem...that is why the ones who survive for us are so priceless....

[Connie]

This is so heartbreaking and I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for healing for you and your family, and little Meiah. Hugs to you!

[ellie81]

I'm just seeing this Brenda, I'm so sorry!!!!!!!! I'll be praying for you.

[crystalsmom]

My heart is breaking for you. I hope the Lord puts his loving arms around you and in time brings you peace. ((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))

[pepe mint]

Brenda, I just saw this. I am so so sorry!!!! i know you have to be totally heartbroken. Thankfully, Meiah made it through. I know you love her dearly. I'm sure you both can comfort each other, I'm sure this is very hard for her to go through as well. How is she doing???

[txshopper73]

Originally Posted by Breny

to myself to sort this all out. I couldn't log onto YT because I didn't know what and how to say this.

The what if's, the feeling of blame on me, wishing I could have done something. But the bottom line is no matter what...it just sucks.

I guess how the old saying goes "oh it will never happen to me" well it has and it will.

Meiah did have her BABIES, yes, the singleton turned out to be a litter of two.

I lost them both

The first one was pretty big. Meiah is normally about 4 3/4 lbs. This baby was almost 6 oz. Her last pups have been 4 oz. She came breach. But her head was stuck in the canal. The sak broke as well. I was running out of time and had to pull the pup (it was stuck hard) but it was too late.
Devistated me. Went out side to recoup, came back in within minutes, and she had delivered another. This was a boy....real tiny....only 2 3/4 oz.

He was gasping and I worked on him and worked on him. Then upon inspection in his mouth, he had a cleft pallet. A pretty good one that ran all the way from his hard pallet thru to his soft pallet. If I could have got him going I would have doen ANYTHING to keep keep him alive, just like a did my Chi Tia, but I lost him

I know we go into this expecting the unexpected but I didn't expect this. My poor Meiah.

I bond with the babies before they are born, talking with them, feeling them...and then this.

This is my first time losing a pup, let alone the whole litter. I've told myself going into this that it would be a possibility, but didn't expect it to hit me so hard.

Breeding is not to be taken likely. I hope anyone thinking about breeding really does their homework. But all the books you read, all the videos you watch, can never really prepare you for what can happen, until your right there, living it.

I want to thank Deb (tiggerr3692) for her suport and care.

I just wanted to let everyone know what happened and why I had to take some time for me and Meiah.

Thanks for all your prayers.

Brenda, it's so difficult when things like this happen. I am so sorry that you're going through this. Definitely not a repeat breeding...but hang in there.

[Beckyhebert]

So sorry for your loss. You did everything you could ... I am thinking of you during this difficult time .

[Keely's Mommy]

Brenda I am so sorry for your loss. Poor Meiah. I'm glad she is doing better. Yesterday when I got those messages from you it brought tears to my eyes because she is Mavericks mommy and I have such a soft spot for her and it just breaks my heart that she lost her two little babies. I'm getting all choked up again here at work. We are thinking of you! Love you guys! If you need anything please let me know.

[neersyorkies]

God bless your heart I'm so very sorry for you and your little girl.

[stedmansmommy]

Brenda, sweetie, I am so darn sorry This really does break my heart. I can only imagine how hard this must be for you and Meiah both. I am thinking about you and praying for you....I am just so sorry hun