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07-08-2008, 12:02 PM | #1 |
YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Baton Rouge, LA
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| I just can't keep it to myself any longer. I am really freaking out........I know you would think I had approx. 8 months to think about this, but I spent that time denying or NOT letting myself hope, etc... A quick background info in short: About a year and half ago I believed heart and soul I was preg. dh hubby and I were activly trying and I sarted having EVERY sympton my bra cup went from a b to e, et....I couldn't believe the negative test b/c everything was SO real and I felt in my soul I was preg....turns out I was not. I don't know how to explain how devasted I was or even why I felt that was the end of my world. I vowed at that time to never trust or believe my instints again....I mean how could I be more wrong. Fast Foward to present: I can't hide behind this as you can see it and I have been watching what I eat, started walking at the gym. Anyway, I got a glimps in a big mirror 4th of July and I could see how HUGE my stomach had gotten....I was just wearing work out cloths instead of jeans at home and avoiding all mirros. It starts right under my boobs ( a inch or so under ) and goes to the top of my naval....it's hard, and shaped round.....just like what a preg person would look like. I had a lot of stress last May when my sister passed, we got her 4 year old and was not trying to get preg any longer. I haven't had a period since November 6 I just thought it was from soooo much stress and needing to loose weight and maybe the fact that I had started loosing weight. I refused to take a pregnancy test, I could not handle getting my hopes shattered after all I am going through right now. Anyway, I finally tell my Mom and have her feel my stomach and mainly all I had different was heart burn and constipation and I feel movement a good bit. Lately everday and usually every night while I am reading YT at the same time of night. She says oh honey I wouldn't be suprised if you had a baby in a few weeks.....first person I confessed this to b/c I couldn't keep it out of my head any longer and now its worse. I DO have a appointment on Friday they are going to call if anything opens for Thursday b/c they know how bad I am stressing and told me to stay off the internet researching ( lol ) Which I will! The appointment is just for a 3 mo check up I never went back to get after my sister got sick....so I need to have that done anyway, but will have her look into this matter also. I KNOW this dosen't mean I am preg, I can't let myself think that, but it scares me of what else it could be.....the only thing I know of that looks like a real pregnant belly but isn't is Uterine Fibroids. I don't know if they would move the utures up this far and be so hard or if they cause movement and shortness of breath, that started last week I never carry any type of weigh right here....no matter what size I am, I am heavy at the bottom and small at the top....until now. I JUST NEED PRAYER. I am very scared and I guess fear kept me from persuing this until I started growing the past month or so. Please keep me in your thoughts I have so much going on in my life right not all of it is bad, but a lot of it is not great either. Thanks for sticking with me through this read. Angie PS Lee I tried to call you today, I left a message I couldnt wait I had to finally get this out.....I was also calling to say hi, etc,,, not just about this...lol |
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07-08-2008, 12:15 PM | #2 |
Currently Suspended! Join Date: May 2007 Location: Ohio
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| Sending P&PT to you, hoping everything will be ok. Please update after your appt friday, I am intersted in what the doc says I am very sorry for the loss of your sister last year, how wonderful of you to take in your niece |
07-08-2008, 12:18 PM | #3 |
YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Baton Rouge, LA
Posts: 849
| Thank You, I will defiantly update....I stay on this board reading trying to connect with anything postive. Thankfully there are soooooooo many wonderful family members here! Angie |
07-08-2008, 12:19 PM | #4 |
No Longer A Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: NEW YORK
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| Angie, it sounds like you are preggy. With all the stress in you life lately you just never watched yourself each month and lost track of things. In many cases that is exactally what happens. When you stop thinking about it, it happens. That's how my daughter got preg with Nichole. She was trying for 2yrs and something happened in our family and her mind just went off getting pregnant and 4months later she realized she was. Good luck to you honey. Hope that's what it is. Stop worring and stay off the inter-net. Too many things there to make you worry. Lot's of things can mimmick each other so leave it up to the doc's. Prayer's coming your way for happy news. |
07-08-2008, 12:21 PM | #5 |
YT 500 Club Member | I am also sending prayers your way. I hope that you are pregnant and I am sorry about your sister. You will be in my prayers ((hugs))
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07-08-2008, 12:26 PM | #6 |
YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Baton Rouge, LA
Posts: 849
| Thank you all so much for just talking to me....it has already helped calmed me. Which is good b/c I have school tonight and its horrible sitting through American Goverment with this on my mind. Angie |
07-08-2008, 12:41 PM | #7 |
Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Fairfield, Ohio
Posts: 832
| I'm sending my prayers and hugs your way!! I hope when you get online after your appoinment it is to tell us you are pregnant!! Good luck and keep us updated....we are all here to support you, thats what familys are for. And I am so sorry about your sister, its very tough losing somebody that close. Also, Bandit is sending puppy kisses your way!!
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07-08-2008, 12:48 PM | #8 |
YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Baton Rouge, LA
Posts: 849
| Thank you. I am sitting hear needing to get it together. You have NO idea how just reading this and me talking is helping me. I can't say anything to many people here. Hugs, Angie |
07-08-2008, 12:50 PM | #9 |
Forever Athena's Mommy Donating Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Oklahoma
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| I am sending love and hugs your way hon. I am sorry for you worries and sorry for your loss,but I think if I were you I'd run get a preg test and pee on it!The on they have you use at the dr office is like the ones at the store. I hope this turns out what ever way you want it to... let us know how it goes sweetie.. GOOOOODDD LUCK!
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07-08-2008, 12:54 PM | #10 |
No Longer a Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: South Florida
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| Good luck...I would try a pregnancy test and see what turns up.. |
07-08-2008, 12:57 PM | #11 |
Donating YT 30K Club Member | Sending prayers your way. I am so sorry for the loss of your sister. That had to be so hard on your family and her 4 year old.
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07-08-2008, 01:06 PM | #12 |
Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Greenfield, TN
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| Sending prayers your way! Good Luck at the drs. appt.!
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07-08-2008, 01:31 PM | #13 |
Donating YT Addict Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Georgia
Posts: 6,234
| I am going to say a prayer for you and send good thoughts. If you feel scared, start posting and we will talk to you!!! Good luck. (hugs)
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07-08-2008, 01:31 PM | #14 |
Donating Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Connecticut
Posts: 1,511
| I wouldn't be able to wait. I would go to the drug store and pick up a pregnancy test. Good luck and best wishes to you.
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07-08-2008, 01:38 PM | #15 |
My hairy-legged girls Donating Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: lompoc, ca.
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| Well all things point to being pg. If it were me, I'd be at the drug store to buy a test kit. Stress in not a good thing. |
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