I think Cassie is dying

[Cherie6446]

I am shocked beyond belief. My throat is tight with pain and tears. I am so very sorry that this has happened.

[yorkietalkjilly]

Shellie, I've been following this thread reading along and so glad once Cassie started doing better and now to hear about Muffin. I'm in shock and so, so sorry.

[wemple2]

I do hope you will keep in touch with us, let us know how Cassie and you are doing. My heart is breaking for you, my sympathy is yours.

[pink66]

Words cannot express my shock and sadness for you. I am so, so very sorry for you and Cassie. Losing Muffin is so unfair. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[lillymae]

I am sending Hugz & Prayers to you & Cassie. I am so sorry for your loss of Muffin. R.I.P. Sweet Muffin

[AndysMommy]

I am so deeply sorry for your loss.

[broodizt]

Truly you are a blessing to me. I cannot believe how amazing all of you are and I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, prayers and beautiful beautiful, hearts. You will always be with me.

This update is to say that I have decided to re-home my precious Cassie. I don't feel it is safe for her here anymore, and I don't think I deserve to have a Yorkie in my house hold any longer. I think it is what is best for her. I have loved her at first sight for her whole life, and my heart will always love her. But I am a broken person. I am inconsolable, I am destroyed. I don't think Cassie will do well any more here in this environment. I want you to know how much I love you all. I wish I could have each of you near to me, so you would always be in my life. Thank you for being a part of our lives and for giving so much love and light on this earth. This earth is a better place because of all of you. Much love,
Shellie

[Carmeow]

Shellie, I am so sorry. It is a hard decision you are making but you know Cassie better than anyone...you fought so hard for her. While I think she needs you...and you need her, your love for her will help you selflessly choose the correct path. Praying for you to have peace in your heart and for Cassie to thrive.

[AndysMommy]

Cassie may not make it without you though! I think maybe you are making this decision out of complete heartache. I wish you could tell us what happen to muffin and maybe we can help you through it. Best wishes. You and Cassie are still in my prayers.

[TxVicki]

Originally Posted by AndysMommy

Cassie may not make it without you though! I think maybe you are making this decision out of complete heartache. I wish you could tell us what happen to muffin and maybe we can help you through it. Best wishes. You and Cassie are still in my prayers.

[Lolasmom1211]

Originally Posted by broodizt

Truly you are a blessing to me. I cannot believe how amazing all of you are and I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, prayers and beautiful beautiful, hearts. You will always be with me.

This update is to say that I have decided to re-home my precious Cassie. I don't feel it is safe for her here anymore, and I don't think I deserve to have a Yorkie in my house hold any longer. I think it is what is best for her. I have loved her at first sight for her whole life, and my heart will always love her. But I am a broken person. I am inconsolable, I am destroyed. I don't think Cassie will do well any more here in this environment. I want you to know how much I love you all. I wish I could have each of you near to me, so you would always be in my life. Thank you for being a part of our lives and for giving so much love and light on this earth. This earth is a better place because of all of you. Much love,
Shellie

I have followed this thread and have not commented. I have prayed for your babies and felt your frustration and your relief at times. I, too, was shocked when I read about Muffin but even more shocked to read about you rehoming Cassie.

I don't know you, but think I have read enough in your posts to see how much love you have for Cassie and the lengths that you have gone to in order to make sure she had everything she needed....much more than most of us. To hear you make the comment that you don't deserve a yorkie is not true. I certainly don't know all of the facts, but I'm very aware that accidents do and can happen, and that those accidents don't define the rest of our lives. Cassie depends on you. You depend on Cassie. You love each other and to give her up may not be the answer. If you are no longer able to care for her because of your health, that is understandable; but to give her up out of guilt or fear - those feelings will pass.

Please take this time of pain and hold Cassie close...use her to help you get over the loss of Muffin. She is missing Muffin, too. For you both to endure another loss right now may be totally unnecessay. You know all of the facts....but please, please, please take some time to think about this before making a decision about precious Cassie. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.....

[lynzy420]

Lolasmom...I think you speak for all of us here...who are so desperately trying to find the right words...Shellie, please understand we all care about Cassie and You...we all mourn your loss, we really do....

[MandiesMom]

I've been praying for Cassie and you this entire time. I'm not sure what accident happened to tragically take your Muffin away, but you must breathe and take it second by second if you have to. There are so very many of us who have been where you are at right now in terms of unconsolable grief. You have to be the strong Mom that you have been over these last weeks. You have to allow yourself to be numb and sad and at the point that you just don't even want time to continue. THAT IS NORMAL, Shellie. It is!

But YOU are Cassie's Mom. You have fought for Cassie's life. YOU have done things above and beyond what most of us Yorkie Moms would do (or know to do). YOU are probably more deserving to be a Yorkie Mom than most all of us here on this forum.

I am deeply sorry for this tragic turn of events. And trust me, I've cried several times reading this and your other thread about Muffin. But, sweetie, you are stronger than you think you are. Go back..take a minute during this time and go back to the start of this thread. Read it. Read every post and update from YOU. Pretend that your posts and updates are from someone else...not yourself. What is your honest thought about this person who took care of and nursed Cassie? She's pretty darn special. You are special. Cassie is a miracle right now and that is because of YOU. Muffin's accident was an accident. I have no idea what it was but I can tell it is eating you up...not just her death but how it happened. You need to talk to someone, Shellie. It doesn't have to be publically, but privately to just one person. You need to release it out of you or it will eat you up and there will never be any healing or moving forward.

And, Shellie, I promise you this. Muffin loved you. She knew you loved her. She obviously loved Cassie. Do you think Muffin would want you two to be separated based on her no longer being her physically? Muffin will see you all again. I truly and completely believe that. Right now...hold onto her love and respect her love enough to help her Mom and her sister move forward. Even if that moving forward is literally...one second at a time.

You are stronger than you think you are. You can do this. Breathe. We love you and we are here for you and Cassie.

[broodizt]

Originally Posted by MandiesMom

I've been praying for Cassie and you this entire time. I'm not sure what accident happened to tragically take your Muffin away, but you must breathe and take it second by second if you have to. There are so very many of us who have been where you are at right now in terms of unconsolable grief. You have to be the strong Mom that you have been over these last weeks. You have to allow yourself to be numb and sad and at the point that you just don't even want time to continue. THAT IS NORMAL, Shellie. It is!

But YOU are Cassie's Mom. You have fought for Cassie's life. YOU have done things above and beyond what most of us Yorkie Moms would do (or know to do). YOU are probably more deserving to be a Yorkie Mom than most all of us here on this forum.

I am deeply sorry for this tragic turn of events. And trust me, I've cried several times reading this and your other thread about Muffin. But, sweetie, you are stronger than you think you are. Go back..take a minute during this time and go back to the start of this thread. Read it. Read every post and update from YOU. Pretend that your posts and updates are from someone else...not yourself. What is your honest thought about this person who took care of and nursed Cassie? She's pretty darn special. You are special. Cassie is a miracle right now and that is because of YOU. Muffin's accident was an accident. I have no idea what it was but I can tell it is eating you up...not just her death but how it happened. You need to talk to someone, Shellie. It doesn't have to be publically, but privately to just one person. You need to release it out of you or it will eat you up and there will never be any healing or moving forward.

And, Shellie, I promise you this. Muffin loved you. She knew you loved her. She obviously loved Cassie. Do you think Muffin would want you two to be separated based on her no longer being her physically? Muffin will see you all again. I truly and completely believe that. Right now...hold onto her love and respect her love enough to help her Mom and her sister move forward. Even if that moving forward is literally...one second at a time.

You are stronger than you think you are. You can do this. Breathe. We love you and we are here for you and Cassie.

Dearest Terri,
Your heart and love and soul are shining through. I love you with all my heart for your incredibly beautiful heart and soul. Read my post in the RIP thread.

Love,
Shellie

[yorkietalkjilly]

Wise people - people who have been through Hell and back say don't ever make big decisions during times of grief and tragedy. Don't make the rehoming decision now - you will live to regret making decisions when you are hurting and not thinking clearly. Give it a few days. Cassie will be fine there - just no big decisions to affect her and your life right now, okay?