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LanaHamilton · 10-04-2013, 11:33 AM

Yes, I was going to ask the same question, how are you doing Shellie? I'm so glad little Cassie is getting better and hanging tough for her mom!!!!! Hugs!

broodizt · 10-04-2013, 11:58 AM

Bless you, Light and Love to you.

My baby's ashes are in today. I need to go pick them up

I reach for her warm soft furry little body in the middle of the night and she is not there. It's instinct. A reflex - And then I remember, and then I cry....
My mind is playing tricks, sometimes I think I hear her bark, but it is only my own hollow breathing.

Little by little and day by day, I am trying to get back to myself.

Thank you for all you have given.

Love,
Shellie

MandiesMom · 10-04-2013, 01:17 PM

Shellie,

Hearing her bark - I don't think that is your mind playing tricks on you. I think God gives us that, actually. I hear it from many of us who have lost our loved ones. I think it is His way of letting you know that her body might not be here with you but her spirit is and always will be. Until you are together again...

Hugs!

jeane · 10-04-2013, 05:28 PM

I am so sorry that you have to go through this// praying for you

wemple2 · 10-04-2013, 05:32 PM

That is it exactly, Muffin's "spirit" will live on for eternity. Shellie you will actually find yourself talking to her, asking her advise, direction in life. She will in turn guide you, comfort you, she honestly will do just that. She is your guardian angel...all she'll ask from you is to remember her, and when you do, smile.

dollydoodle · 10-12-2013, 01:41 PM

Where is Cassie now & how is she doing? Will you be getting her back? You're in my thoughts today....

wemple2 · 10-12-2013, 04:43 PM

I think about Cassie a lot, hope she continues to do well.

broodizt · 10-16-2013, 08:08 PM

I am picking my beautiful baby up tomorrow. I am excited, as I miss her so much. I am so grateful that I had this time to heal. I am grateful to have you all in my life, I am grateful to have had Muffin in my life 3 1/2 more years than I would have had her if I had not met my holistic Vet. I am grateful to my Vet for being a foster mom to Cassie until I could take care of her myself. I am grateful to the Universe for all the gifts that have been given to me. Muffin will always be in my heart. I don't think I will ever get over losing her. But I am starting to be able to function, and to be grateful for what I do have. She is my little angel now. I am able to start to move forward with my face turned toward the sun. I am learning how to smile again. Thank you all for your support, patience and love. I am still healing, but I am on the mend. Thank you all for everything.

Much Love,
Shellie

wemple2 · 10-16-2013, 08:32 PM

Hugs Shellie...you are doing the right thing. So happy to hear this. Cassie belongs with you. She's going to be so happy to be back home.

AllDogBoots · 10-16-2013, 08:48 PM

I'm glad Cassie is coming home

MauiGirl · 10-16-2013, 09:13 PM

Shellie, I am so happy to hear that the sun is shining again in your life, and that you and Cassie will be together soon. I have tears of joy streaming down my face just thinking about it.

May your hearts continue to heal together, and embrace the sweet memories of lil Muffin. I send you love and light and wish you happier days ahead.

MauiGirl · 10-17-2013, 12:05 PM

I hope that by now Cassie is home with you, and you are getting smothered with Yorkie kisses. You two have been through so much, now you can just nurture each other and let the healing go on.

Hugs and Smiles to you both.

Buster Brown · 10-17-2013, 02:12 PM

I am glad to hear you are coming out of your darkness and that Cassie will be returning home. I think you both need each other to continue on with your Guardian Angel Muffin to watch over you. I haven't been on so I am not up to date, but I hope all is well with your dad also. Best Wishes and love to you all.

yorkietalkjilly · 10-17-2013, 02:40 PM

This is great news! So very happy for Cassie and you.

wemple2 · 10-17-2013, 04:19 PM

Is Cassie home? Hope all is going well...

10-04-2013, 01:17 PM	#453
MandiesMom and Shelby's too Donating Member Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: Millbrook, AL Posts: 7,842	Shellie, Hearing her bark - I don't think that is your mind playing tricks on you. I think God gives us that, actually. I hear it from many of us who have lost our loved ones. I think it is His way of letting you know that her body might not be here with you but her spirit is and always will be. Until you are together again... Hugs! __________________ Terri, proud mom to Mandie & Shelby-Dale

10-04-2013, 05:32 PM	#455
wemple2 Wee Winston Wiggles Donating Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Kewanee, Illinois Posts: 9,666	That is it exactly, Muffin's "spirit" will live on for eternity. Shellie you will actually find yourself talking to her, asking her advise, direction in life. She will in turn guide you, comfort you, she honestly will do just that. She is your guardian angel...all she'll ask from you is to remember her, and when you do, smile. __________________ As Ever, Kathy Intruducing Bentley Winston and Spencer: RIP My Sweet Angels

10-12-2013, 01:41 PM	#456
dollydoodle Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Las Vegas, NV Posts: 1,154	Where is Cassie now & how is she doing? Will you be getting her back? You're in my thoughts today.... __________________ Annie, Mom of Dolly Teena & RIP Sweet Roxie

10-12-2013, 04:43 PM	#457
wemple2 Wee Winston Wiggles Donating Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Kewanee, Illinois Posts: 9,666	I think about Cassie a lot, hope she continues to do well. __________________ As Ever, Kathy Intruducing Bentley Winston and Spencer: RIP My Sweet Angels

10-16-2013, 08:08 PM	#458
broodizt YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Temecula Posts: 669	Cassie is coming home I am picking my beautiful baby up tomorrow. I am excited, as I miss her so much. I am so grateful that I had this time to heal. I am grateful to have you all in my life, I am grateful to have had Muffin in my life 3 1/2 more years than I would have had her if I had not met my holistic Vet. I am grateful to my Vet for being a foster mom to Cassie until I could take care of her myself. I am grateful to the Universe for all the gifts that have been given to me. Muffin will always be in my heart. I don't think I will ever get over losing her. But I am starting to be able to function, and to be grateful for what I do have. She is my little angel now. I am able to start to move forward with my face turned toward the sun. I am learning how to smile again. Thank you all for your support, patience and love. I am still healing, but I am on the mend. Thank you all for everything. Much Love, Shellie

10-04-2013, 11:33 AM	#451
LanaHamilton Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: Cherokee Village, Arkansas, Sharp County Posts: 246	Yes, I was going to ask the same question, how are you doing Shellie? I'm so glad little Cassie is getting better and hanging tough for her mom!!!!! Hugs!

10-04-2013, 11:58 AM	#452
broodizt YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Temecula Posts: 669	Bless you, Light and Love to you. My baby's ashes are in today. I need to go pick them up I reach for her warm soft furry little body in the middle of the night and she is not there. It's instinct. A reflex - And then I remember, and then I cry.... My mind is playing tricks, sometimes I think I hear her bark, but it is only my own hollow breathing. Little by little and day by day, I am trying to get back to myself. Thank you for all you have given. Love, Shellie

10-04-2013, 05:28 PM	#454
jeane Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: montana Posts: 2,945	I am so sorry that you have to go through this// praying for you

10-16-2013, 08:32 PM	#459
wemple2 Wee Winston Wiggles Donating Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Kewanee, Illinois Posts: 9,666	Hugs Shellie...you are doing the right thing. So happy to hear this. Cassie belongs with you. She's going to be so happy to be back home. __________________ As Ever, Kathy Intruducing Bentley Winston and Spencer: RIP My Sweet Angels

10-16-2013, 08:48 PM	#460
AllDogBoots Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: May 2010 Location: Delray Beach, FL Posts: 7,984	I'm glad Cassie is coming home __________________ I'm Karen - Devoted Mama to the Drama Boyz - Cooper & Max www.alldogboots.com

10-16-2013, 09:13 PM	#461
MauiGirl Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Maui, Hawaii Posts: 7,740	Shellie, I am so happy to hear that the sun is shining again in your life, and that you and Cassie will be together soon. I have tears of joy streaming down my face just thinking about it. May your hearts continue to heal together, and embrace the sweet memories of lil Muffin. I send you love and light and wish you happier days ahead. __________________ SANDY, MOM TO TIKI , KAYLA , KARLEE , R.I.P. MEIKA

10-17-2013, 12:05 PM	#462
MauiGirl Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Maui, Hawaii Posts: 7,740	I hope that by now Cassie is home with you, and you are getting smothered with Yorkie kisses. You two have been through so much, now you can just nurture each other and let the healing go on. Hugs and Smiles to you both. __________________ SANDY, MOM TO TIKI , KAYLA , KARLEE , R.I.P. MEIKA

10-17-2013, 02:12 PM	#463
Buster Brown Donating YT 1000 Club Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Toluca Lake, CA Posts: 5,491	I am glad to hear you are coming out of your darkness and that Cassie will be returning home. I think you both need each other to continue on with your Guardian Angel Muffin to watch over you. I haven't been on so I am not up to date, but I hope all is well with your dad also. Best Wishes and love to you all. __________________ CarolynBuster Brown "The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything."

10-17-2013, 02:40 PM	#464
yorkietalkjilly ♥ Love My Tibbe! ♥ Donating Member Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: D/FW, Texas Posts: 22,140	This is great news! So very happy for Cassie and you. __________________ Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis

10-17-2013, 04:19 PM	#465
wemple2 Wee Winston Wiggles Donating Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Kewanee, Illinois Posts: 9,666	Is Cassie home? Hope all is going well... __________________ As Ever, Kathy Intruducing Bentley Winston and Spencer: RIP My Sweet Angels