Originally Posted by BLEU BOY BARBER (Post 1923695)

First of all let me say if you have not heard from me I have missed you all and thank you from the bottom of my heart for your prayers.

IT IS NOTHING OTHER THAN GOD AND YORKIE TALK THAT GOT BLEU OUT OF THE WOODS WITH AAI /AAS THE FIRST TIME AND FOR THAT I AM BLESSED AND BLEU HAS A CHANCE AT A WONDERFUL LIFE!

Literally as I sit here the tears are welled up in my eyes. One has just started rolling down my cheek as others folllow... Im speechless. Im just purely blessed with such a awesome yorkie family. I just love you all one and individually to pieces....

I will start from the beginning so we can have some sort of time line but before I do I want to share a pattern I have noticed with Bleu as of this morning. HE LOSES HIS BREATH WHEEZES AND ACTS HYSTERICAL RIGHT AFTER I TAKE HIM TO GO POTTY SO I THINK AS OF THIS MORNING I AM QUITE CONFIDENT THAT IT IS SOMETHING IN OUR YARD!

Basically Saturday hubby spotted a worm in his poop so I took him to vet on Monday and they gave him yellow pasty stuff . He was not taking it willingly so she shot it down his throat before I could even suggest me giving it to him at this point... FIRST SIGN EXASPERATION IS WHAT I THOUGHT!

Fast Forward Monday I run him home go back to work and 5 pm ish he does not eat or drink well. 10 ish pm he does not eat or drink well.

Fast Foward to Tuesday 5 -6 am hubby gets dressed for work takes Bleu potty brings him back in and WHAMO Shortness of breath difficulty breathing wheezing ect..... I got him to drink constantly out of a bowl for about 2 minutes straight. Hubby goes to work and Bleu and I go back to sleep.. We wake up 8 ish and HE IS PERFECTLY FINE!!!! We play the hand chasing game under the covers and I wore him out trying to get him to breathe weird so I could observe him and he did not do it.... Tuesday afternoon POTTY TIME HE IS HYSTERICAL AGAIN.... I am at this point relating any exertion he can not breathe. In all reality as of this morning it is when he goes in our front yard he can not breathe..I am still not realizing this LAST NIGHT! I am thinking 150% his pins have moved he has reinjured his neck and we are back to square one! My husband is thinking when he choked on a treat a week ago his throat is sore from having a finger down it to TOTALLY 100% REVIVE HIM We like to have lost him that day!

OK so we make the decision to go to A&M because I can not wait ONE MINUTE WITH A REINJURY!! BLEUS CONDITION IS LIFE AND DEATH AND WE ARE BLESSED HE IS WITH US TODAY !! So yes I am panicing and fearing the worst. The trip down he yawned about 20 times and he wheezed about 10 times He also got into the neck position he did right before surgery on just JAN 18th 2008. I DEFINITELY KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT AND IT IS NEVER MY INTENTION TO BE DRAMATIC BUT UNTILL THE XRAYS I COULD NOT RULE OUT REINJURY...

XRAYS ARE PERFECT 100% SO NO REINJURY. They basically told us it is allergy season and or REFLUX starts at about his age They are overnighting me pepcid since the pharmacy was closed. They still have not ruled out collapsing trachea but after observing Bleu and knowing my baby and as of this morning I was able to see a pattern as I watch him like a fine tooth comb. I FEEL IT IS NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT COLLASPING TRACHEA...

It is one of 2 things I am not a expert but this is what I truly feel. We fertilized our yard over 3 weeks ago and DID NOT LET BLEU WHERE WE FERTILIZED but we have since had rain as well as 3 weeks gone by and also what we put on the yard said it was safe for animals.

I THINK BLEU IS HAVING BREATHING PROBLEMS BECAUSE EVERYTIME HE GOES IN THE FRONT YARD THIS OCCURS!

When in doubt look for patterns and this is what seems to be BLEUS pattern ... I am going to try takng him else where and I will update .. We go for a follow up visit FRIDAY!

I am so gracious to all of you and to Cynthia and Michele words will never describe how greatful I am to the 2 of you for your support. Cindy aka (MOM) Thank you for being the level head I was NOT on the whole entire drive to the UNIVERSITY. AMY I extend everything to you for lighting a candle on behalf of Bleu ... It is the prayers that got us through and the prayers ONLY! Our god is able and can do anything. He can take the grimmest situations in our life and turn them around for his glory and I give him praise. Without him I am nothing and without each and everyone of you I am incomplete. I pray to be there for you just as you have been there for Bleu and our family I apologize I was unable to mention each one of you individually I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND YOUR ARE NOT FORGOTTEN ! Last but not least I have the most awesome husband and father that stands and supports me and and loves our babies just as much as I do and that says alot ... He is 50/50 with me and I could not ever make it without him. He is the love of my life and is wonderful and keeps me sane when I feel my world has been ripped out from under me when it comes to my SPECIAL BLEU BOY! I will write more later on this update today as the day progresses.

I do not want to end this as I could go on and on but know each one of you have your special places in my life!

HUGS