It's Villette ....Finally - Thank you all
 

This is very long - sorry !!!

Thank you all for being as sweet as you all are - I just did a HUGE post that took me 45 minutes to write and somehow lost it :( :( :( - it seems things are just going that way lately so I'm trying to write it again, my eyes are really blurry so please excuse any typos -

I have so many things swirling thru my mind and am running on fumes but I do want to thank you all and let you all know that I WILL write each of you who emailed - called & pm'd me, but I'm just not sure when I'll be able to yet.

I did get on YT to try to catch up on things but I just can't yet - I did a Post in Off Topic (in the thread by Crystalsmom) to say thank you SO Much for all your kind words and condolences (Your Cards were just beautiful as are you all) ....but in in my other post, I went a little too far by bringing up someone who makes it her lifes mission to be hateful, (it did NOT happen here) !!!! I wasn't in my right mind when I posted- but wanted to clear the air and tell the truth about what many people saw - It was just too mean & vicious for words ...but it wasn't the time or place to me to say anything- so for that I DO apologise - to Admin - Sorry to you too,

I do NOT want anyone to be worried. I'm not coping well and HAD thought I was a stronger person than this but I WILL be ok. I don't want to be a big baby on the phone but my main problem is missing him so much.

Even though he was sick a long time I just wasn't ready for this, Add the lack of sleep and I can't sit still for more than 5 minutes makes me wonder if I'm totally losing what's left of my little mind so to keep busy I've gone completely crazy cleaning and sorting out things that I know I'll need to do.... I guess the restlessness does have a bonus side to it, my house has never been cleaner :) I've been working from 5:30am till whatever time I pass out - (LITERALLY lol) and I don't dring if that tells you anything. The only times I stop is to talk on the phone and even them I'm doing something with my left hand so I'm not really taking breaks. The girls are getting the TLC breaks and loveing it - I do feel bad for them though...they know I'm really upset and have been a little stressed themselves too - having accidents - throwing up and in general watching me like 3 little Hawks - even Tessa who didn't used to care where or what I was doing.

To Lynda- fufuFashions - you are a riot - I've never been watched like that while eating and didn't fool you one trying to be slick did I ?? but thank you so much for bringing it and it was so nice meeting you -

and Jodie - I'll so be looking forward to meeting you when I go to MI for the funeral with his family

To (Dr.) Jamie and Kelly :) (Yorkiecrazy) - Again - you guys are just the best - having good friends can make us forget out problems even if only for a short time but seeing you and what you did for me will NOT be forgotten - Thank you SO MUCH for keeping all three dogs for me when I do go to the funeral -I'm so worried about Tessa but the girls love you - and when I saw Chanel kissing Kelly I knew they'll be in great hands - besides me sons that's the first man she's kissed and you all who were here can testify - my girls are HUGE kissers LOL.....and ps - I'm doing the Epsum salts - it seems to be helping although my foot looks like someone blew up a latex glove without inflating the fingers :)

When I get back to my old self MAYBE I'll share the few stories about my new places to crash out sleeping in my house - I did have a scare last night and will no longer be doing anything but trying to sleep when I feel I'm exhausted - I learned THAT lesson last night and I am trying to slow down.

and a word to all - CHERISH those you love. I know many times we think the grass is greener or we wish we could say goodbye to end our problems - but I'm here to say it only hurts like nothing else...make the most of those you do love

Thanks again to everyone and big hug to each of you. I've been so touched all I seem to do is cry but when it comes to my friends and even those I've just met - it's good crying.:) I just love this site - and to my friends who don't really post here - same goes to you too.

I've been thinking about you so much and hope you are doing well (as well as to be expected). Know that you are missed by so many of us here. May God bless you

im glad to see you here i know its hard ..........
i just wanted to let you know i think about you & you babies all day
Hugs & kisses
im here for you anytime you need me

Vee
 

Vee..it is wonderful to hear from you. You know we all send nothing but love and hugs to you. You have so many good, true friends, please ignore a few thorns among all the dozens of roses.

Give the "spy girls" are kiss from their Auntie Pat and take good care of yourself.

It's great to hear from you. We miss you. :luvu:

I'm so sorry for your loss....
 

hi Villette, you don't know me, and I don't know if we've ever chatted on YT, but I have always enjoyed your cheerful posts. I'm soooo sorry for your great loss... I can't imagine what you are going through. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers constantly, and I hope you are able to find peace and some rest too. God bless....

debbie

Hey! It's good to have you back.!! Your YT family missed you dearly you can see it in the post.! i hope things get better for you soon! Your and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!!
take care of yourself!

villette its nice to here from you. i cant imagine all the stuff you are going through. but, i know in time it will be better. please take care of yourself we really miss you here.yt is empy without you here.
we love you Rachel & Misty
HUGS & KISSES:hug: :ghug:

Hey there girlfriend.. I smile everytime I log on and it shows you're on line ;)
I hope things get easier for you soon... I can only imagine your loss and sadness. I think of you daily and pray it gets easier.

Hang in there, V! Take it one day at a time and know you are loved:)

It's so great to see you on here. We all miss you so much. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, and the furbabies send you hugs!!

:hands: :hands: Sending you prayers for strength, rest & peace.

Thank you for sharing your heart with us

V, I just read your post, I'm not on YT much anymore. I do stop by from time to time and I didn't know. I'm so sorry. I just wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers. My well wishes are all coming your way. You are a strong person, just this is hard. You will always miss him, but it does get a little bit easier each day (not that you will ever notice) but it does. Keep the faith, some how you will get through it.

Love ya girl:rose:

Lady Vee, just know that you are a truly marvelous, wonderful, caring person. The support and love you have gotten from all your friends here is proof of that. You know by now how ugly that green monster (jealousy) can be--try not to let it get to you. Just hang in there and find strength in knowing that you've got a whole bunch of people here that love you.
Myself, Trixie and Lexi send lots of warm wishes and love to you and the girls.

So nice to see you posting!! We really miss your wit and humor! I can't wait to see you here back full time! God Bless You and your family. :animal-pa
Linda and Moose

Villette it's so great to hear from you. We miss you, but please do take your time. We're here for you whenever you need us. Im still praying & thinking of you.

Hey V! Nice to see you on here and hoping that each day gets just a little bit easier! I am so thankful you have your girls to distract you if only for a few minutes. They will be your therapy in the coming days and weeks. Will continue to pray for your comfort and peace in the hard times that are to come.

It's nice to see you back online. I miss your posts on here. I'm sorry for all you are going through right now.

Aw Vi, please try to take care of yourself. I'm glad you decided to sleep when you're exhausted. :) I'm happy to see that you posted. I can only imagine how hard this time is for you. You and the girls are in my prayers and thoughts. We love you and you can mis-spell all you want!;)

oh Villette!!! thanks for stopping by! we all miss you so much!!! I'm glad you're hanging in there! we're praying for you!

Oh Villette, I am SO happy to see you back here. We all missed you so very much. You have not left my prayers, and I'm constantly thinking about you and your family. This is just about the most painful thing that anyone could experience, and no one expecsts you to recover quickly or easily. And thank you for your inspirational words.

It's good to see you've checked in.....I've thought about you often and how your doing under the circumstances...it's nice you have so many people surrounding you with good thoughts and prayers and lending a helping hand to ease your heartache....:rose:

Vee, good to hear from you. I think about you daily and wondered how you were. Please know that I am still keeping you in my prayers. Hugs to you, girl!

It's great to see you Villette!!! Uhhhhh, since you are in the cleaning mode, can you come to my house! :D

Seriously, it is SO good to see your name on the message board!!!

Take Care, Hugs!

hey sweetie..so glad to hear from you. I am still praying for you and I know that you are in so many hearts and prayers at this time.

thanks for touching base with us. You are much loved here.

hugs....
mandee

Villette...just wanted to let you know that I think of you everyday and you are in my prayers. You take care of yourself. :hug:

It was so nice to see that you posted. I look every day to see if you wrote. We're still here...and still thinking of you. Hugs to you and the girls.