Bitten off more then I can chew!

[Cheska's Bella]

Hi all! Thanks for your kind words and support.

Unfortunately, I did end up having to take the kitten to the humane society yesterday evening. When I tried to feed him (although I had been successful all week) I was unable to. It kept taking too much (I even put a new nipple on) and it kept aspirating the formula. It was making a god awful wheezing sound and wouldn't stop. It was soooo scary and sad. I took it in and they said with kittens that young they euthanize them. I was bawling my eyes out and the ladies there told me it was for the best, and since it had aspirated so much it probably wouldn't make it.

I left it there and I can honestly say that was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. I felt like I had sentenced that poor thing to death. I've cried all night... bawled is more like it.

This guy there at the humane society had a box of 7 kittens around the same age as the little fella I had, and he asked what they were going to do w/them and they said they had no choice but to euthanize. Those poor little kitties all mewing and such... no chance at life.

As for getting banned, I will sign on w/new info because I am curious as to why I was banned.

I now understand why so many people are in support of spaying and neutering .

[purple3198]

Well you did all you could do and maybe this was the best ending for the kitten.Dont take it so hard on your self,most people wouldent of even tryed.