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It Hurts so very bad I never ever dreamed I'd ever be posting here. I never really visit here, and I'm sorry but its such a sad place to be and it hurts to read others pain. But yet tonight, here I am now. It hurts, and its so hard to write this, its to fresh but I don't know what else to do? I don't know what to do with my feelings right now. I'm posting here even though Simon is not a Yorkie however I lost my best friend tonight. He died, in my arms. I never ever had anyuthing this devestating happen to me and I just don't know how to deal with it. I seen his last breath and I'll never forget his eyes. I held him in my arms for at least 45 minutes after he was gone cuz I couldn't let go. Taking him out of arms meant he was gone. Oh my god I just don't even know how to deal with losing him. One minute your having a good weekend and the next, its your worst. Life changes so fast. I'm sorry if I'm not making sense as this just happened tonight, but I needed to post becasue I don't quite know how to deal with this all. I thought by taking care of him that things would get better. But now he's gone. |
I'm so sorry to hear about your little one. Sending many, many prayers and hugs and puppy kisses to you. |
So sorry about Simon. You did everything you could for him, it was obvious how much you cherished him. Sending you hugs. Just cry as much as you need to, we're here for you. |
OMG Breny I am so very sorry for your loss. I have been there and Please let me know if I can do anything for you at all. I am so so sorry. |
Oh Brenda, I am sooo sorry to hear about Simon finally giving up the fight . . . I know you are grieving so much right now but just think it probably is for the best as you don't want your best friend to suffer tooo long . . . he is now in a wonderful quiet and peaceful place beaming down on you for sure. Sending lots of hugs and warm kisses from my family to yours. |
Oh Breny.... I am hurting with you. I'm so sorry about Simon. I wish I was there with you to hold you and cry with you. I know too well, the pain you are going through. Corinne |
Breny, Most of us have been right where you are right now and it is not at all a nice place to be. It hurts so much....but it is going to get better in time. You will cry till your body can not make any more tears, and then you will cry some more. but one day a peace will come over you and you will start to remember all the great times you had and you will smile again. How great it was for you to have a few days of holding and loving him before he passed, I am sure he loved it too. If you believe in God, just ask him to lift some of your pain , and he will. There are times I can still feel my old dog brush against my leg, and then I remember he is no longer here, or maybe he still is. |
oh Breny I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you sweety. |
Breny, I am so sorry about the sudden loss of your Simon. I know it hurts so bad, and it's so hard to imagine that it's true. I hope that the pain eases. You'll be in my thoughts. |
So sorry for your loss of Simon..............:( :( :( |
I am sending you my warmest thoughts tonight. Most of us who read these sad entries have experienced the journey you are walking through today. There are no magic words except I am glad you were with your sweet Simon as he took his last breath. Bless you - Deborah |
Oh gosh, I\'m soooo sorry to hear this. I can only imagine how you feel right now. He is in a better place now, may he rest in peace :lovewings |
I am really really sorry to hear about your loss hun, I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you feel better soon Gizzy, Chewy, Hershey and Maddie send puppy kisses your way! |
I am so sorry for your loss. You are doing the right thing by talking about it. Please surround yourself with friends and continue to talk about it. You were there for Simon until the end even though it tortured you. Simon would not want you to suffer. He\'d want you to remember the good times. I hope memories of that special dog bring you some comfort. |
Bren I am so sorry you lost Simon losing a best friend is so hard. I am praying for you |
Brenda - I\'m so sorry that Simon gave up his fight. You cared for him above and beyond and I think he knew that and was ready to go. Remember that he isn\'t in pain anymore and when the going gets roughest, let those beautiful babies of yours give you lots of kisses. Eventually it will get better. Sissy and Angel send hugs and kisses to you!!!! May Simon rest in peace. |
Brenda, I am so sad that you are going through this. Please know I\'m sending hugs and prayers to comfort you in your time of loss. |
i am so sorry. i hope your heart heals soon. |
:( :( :( :( :( :( I\'m so sorry.....I don\'t know what to say other than sending you a big hug and one day you WILL remember him with a smile .... I\'m so sorry Breny and Rest in Peace Simon. |
Breny, I am so terribly sorry. Simon was a beautiful friend for so many years and I can\'t imagine your grief. God bless and comfort you. |
oh sweetie, im so so sorry for your loss, im in tears right now hurting for you.... my heart goes out to you and your family.... god bless you and know we are here for you.... i will be praying for you.. |
Breny, having been where you are now too many times, I know your grief and my heart goes out to you. Cry, yell, scream as much as you need to, your loss is no different than losing a human family member. But trust me when I say that in time, the pain will lessen, the tears will be fewer, and the memories will start making you smile. Cherish those memories and the time you did have with Simon. I am so sorry. I wish there were magic words to ease your pain but in their absense, just know that Simon\'s tiny spirit will always be flying right above your shoulder, watching over you and keeping you safe. God\'s Peace be with you, Breny. Sandy |
Brenda I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Simon. Yes it\'s hard, very hard at first but you will feel better in a couple of days and your beautiful memories will bring joy once again to your heart. It\'s good to talk and get out the pain, it really does help. Hugs from us, |
I\'m so sorry to hear this bad news Brenda. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. RIP Simon |
I am so sorry to hear about Simon. I know you are suffering from unbearable pain, but it will get better. You will be able to look at pictures and remember the good times. You are in my thoughts and prayers. |
oooh i am soo sorry for your loss !!! |
so very sorry for your lost just remember all the kisses and hugs from your fur freind god bless in your time of need may you heart heal quickly:ghug: |
I am soooo sorry to read about your loss...I know how important Simon was to you and how much he was loved... |
I am soo sorry about your loss. I don\'t like coming to this section either. Before Summer died I never came here and I still don\'t unless I see someones post like yours. When I read your post it made tears come to my eyes I know exactly how you are feeling. It made all the feeling from that horrible day come back to me. I held Summer for like probably 3 hours after she died maybe even longer. When I finally had the courage do stop holding her I could look at her anymore it hurt sooo bad. We buried her that same night. It was the worst day of my life. It has been 3 months since her death and it is true time heals your pain. A day doesn\'t go by that I don\'t think about her and I still get upset. I know that she is a better place and that we will meet again just like you and your baby will. My thought and prayers are with you. *hugs* I am soo very sorry. :cry: :cry: |
I want to thank everyone for your awesome support. I really needed it . I just can\'t stop crying !!!! I took today off - I just needed some time. Here is where I 1st posted about my baby http://www.yorkietalk.com/forums/showthread.php?t=81413 I can\'t beleive he\'s gone. I truley thought I was going to make him better, I really did. He wasn\'t suposed to go. I\'ve never experienced death like this. Never have I had something die in my arms. It was truley devestating and there\'s no way to describe it. I still can\'t beleive this all happened. We were at the bday party , came home, Simon was fine, I set him outside to go potty and he did, he pooped and peed. Then I let the dogs out the back. Walked back and looked out the front door and laughed and said "Simon - what are you doing way out there" - he had crawled father out in the yard then normal. When I walked up to him, I said "Simon" and his mouth was open and his tounge was out and he was like panting and gasping. He was fine 5 minutes before that. I picked him up and held him there in the middle of the yard on the grass in my lap, until it happened. It just seems like a nightmare. I love him so much. |
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