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I am so sorry to hear of the fate that fell apon your loved one.Its always hard to lose a family member.I read your post and felt sick to my heart.I still am wiping the tears away.God will look out for both Maddie and Lil Maddie.Try to stay strong for the lil one.She seems to be in good hands now.Cant wait to see how Lil maddie turns out.

Oh Heather how wonderful for you!!
 

I am so happy that you were able to find this wonderful breeder by simply going to your vet on an impulse and meeting someone with a yorkie pup. Honey, it was truly meant to be. I am so excited to read updates on Little Maddie! Please continue to keep us updated! :D

Heather, I am so sorry to hear of your sudden loss. Your Maddie was beautiful and I am sure she is watching over you and her puppy from heaven. I am so happy to hear that Little Maddie is starting to thrive. She will soon bring you great joy and a lovely reminder of your dear Maddie. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Heather, Im so sorry for the loss of your mommy Maddie. My deepest condolensces. Little Maddie is a little miracle, and Im so glad that you found a breeder to help you with her care. I will have you in my thougths and prayers.

Maddie was a gorgeous girl. Little Maddie is a beautiful little pup. Great pics.

Believe in Miracles? Believe in Angels? :angel2dl:

We don't know why these things happen sometimes nor the reason for it.
In your thread there has been both Angels, and a Miracle. Thoughts and prayers go out to you, Maddie, Lil Maddie, Monkey, and Mary.
You've got a beautiful angel in Lil Maddie, hope she's going to be ok.
It was something that was just meant to be, why? only God knows that.
Keep the faith and get yourself healthy for when Lil Maddie comes home.

:aimeeyork :aimeeyork

Tears & Prayers sent your way, I just can't imagine.... Every time I read an update on Lil'Maddie I kept thinking I would be more then a "lil mad" at the vet, but who knows I haven't any experience with this, maybe they did right. I wanted my Chloe to be a Mommy one day, now I am not so sure I could be as strong or as brave as you were. Keep your chin up and your eyes on the road in between your trips to visit Lil Maddie at the AngelBreeders home. At a time like this it seems it would be easy to daydream while driving. Praying for you & yours
:love: Pattie

It's crazy you said that about keeping my eyes on the road. I almost had 2 accidents yesterday (daydreaming) before I told myself I just needed to go home. It's crazy how a little creature can touch your life so much. I knew she was a huge part of my life when she was here, but the emptiness without her is sometimes unbearable.

Anyone who is thinking of breeding your pets...I would seriously think twice and 100 times about it. Take a good look into her eyes and ask yourself if you're willing to risk her sweet little life. I know people told me this before, but I was stupid and thought it wouldn't happen to me. Even though I didn't mean for her to get pregnant when she did, I kick myself and want to pull my hair out in anger at myself for having the idea of breeding her eventually in the first place. What did I know? All the research and books and videos cannot prepare you enough for what mother nature decides to do in the end.

I got Maddie and her pups ashes today. We had her and her pups cremated together. I am glad to have her back here with me. I hated the fact that she was alone. We're getting this really sweet urn made for them. I am going to post it shortly so you all can see it. It has been a hard day, but I just think about going to see the little girl tomorrow and it cheers me up.

It's crazy how a little creature can touch your life so much. I knew she was a huge part of my life when she was here, but the emptiness without her is sometimes unbearable.

BIG""((((((( HUGS ))))))) to you.,...reading your post makes my heart just break.There are no words to ease your anguish but hopefully in time you will feel better....Thank G_D you have the little baby to take a spot in your empty heart....G-d bless you both.

((((((((HUGS)))))))))) from us here too.....I too look into the eyes of my girls and know that I could never risk their lives and these stories are so sad to hear. Do not blame yourself...you didn't know.

Heather, Thanks for the response. I was surprised but happy to hear from you. About the driving thing - be careful tomorrow, as you explained what happened yesterday I thought ok that was your warning. You need to be ready for when LilMaddie comes home right! Thanks also for the warning - I will take your advice, I will make Chloe's appointment next month as originally planned. I'll be disapointed a LilBit but Chloe & I have family here now, I kept thinking she is such a good girl and she would be a great Mommy, I would have kept all the puppies, which I can't afford to anyway. I printed out your letter & will keep it in her baby book as my reminder when my mind wanders in daydream world. My sister has 14 dogs, she lost 2 in the last 4 months. You're right, I don't need to take any chances. Good Luck tomorrow and be safe and HAVE FUN! :aimeeyork

Drive safely dear. I am glad so. calif. weather is going to be beautiful tomorrow for your drive. Focus on how important you are for the survival of that little baby. Your well being is important to all of us too. I don't even know you but I have been thinking about you all week! Please take care.

Heather,

I too feel as if I have come to know you and have followed this post so closely. I cant stop thinking of the tragedy that occurred and how horrible it must be for you! Be safe tomorrow and give lil Maddie lots of love when you see her tomorrow!!

omg, tears r streamin down my face! i am so sorry and maddie's baby is in my prayers!

Hi everyone! I have wonderful news. My visit with Lil Maddie went so well yesterday. I spent all day at Mary's home (the breeder caring for her). She wanted me to stay so I could see what her business was like on a daily and so that I would be able to care for and feed Lil Maddie myself at least a couple of times during the visit. I have to say that she is the nicest most caring person I ever met. We even watched a movie in between feedings. It was a really informative and healing day for me. I think it was for Monkey as well. He got to play with her little yorkie (her pet) all day. He had a great time. His attitude was even more cheerful when we got home last night and he's just as happy this morning.

Lil Maddie is doing GREAT! She is a real fighter and has such a will to live. She is a little piggy. We now have to stop her from eating. She gets upset when we have to take the bottle away, but I held her and let her suck on my pinky finger until she gets tired. I'm so excited. We're planning on me bringing her home this next Saturday! I could have handled bringing her home yesterday, but I thought it would be best to leave her until her eyes and ears open at least.
I took pictures! I would love for you all to see. I'm trying to post them but they're too big. Could someone help me out??

My computer has been on the fritz for the past few days, so I missed this post when you first started it. I was going to say that my female Ginger, might be able to take your littel girl. She had 4 pups on Halloween. My other female (Cujo) had 3 pups on Oct 28. Cujo got tired of feeding her pups after 4 weeks, so Ginger took over. She STILL lets them nurse.....sometimes. She really loves being a mom.

It's good that you found someone to help you with Little Maddie. I feel so bad for your loss. I know it's devistating. I hope Little Maddie grows up strong and healthy. She diserves it!!!
Suz

P.S. Vilette, Guru of pics. Your assistance is needed!! :wavey:

I am so happy to hear the news. I will try to PM you and help with pictures.

(((((((((HUGS))))))))) Heather...I am just so happy for you....crying tears of joy.Lil Maddie will be the best medicine for you and G-d bless this wonderful Lady who is helping you so much. Take care.....Can't hardly wait to see the baby pics but I am not really good at computer directions so I hope someone better at it can help you post them.

I am so glad that your visit went well and that Lil Maddie is doing so good!! I know that you must be relieve to see her getting stronger. I hope that she is able to help you find some closure and bring her home with you next weekend!!! Keep us updated on her progress.

Lil Maddie
 

Here is a picture I managed to resize. I think I may be able to do this after all!
Remember I mentioned she sucks on my pinky finger until she gets tired...well here she is :p I'll try to get more up as soon as I figure out how I did that :rolleyes:

OOOH....she is totally precious !!! G-d Bless you all !!!! :D

Thank you so much. I will try my best to keep this in mind when I start to feel weak. I know I will see her again in the future. Until then, you're right, I have a new mission and I am doing everything in my power to accomplish it.

I have started a new thread dedicated to Maddie and the progress of her little pup called "In Memory of Maddie". I just thought I would start a new one for the little girl. I hope you all can check it out from time to time!

I am soooo glad that Lil Maddie is doing so well. She is such a little sweetheart. Just wanted you to know that you and sweet baby girl are in my prayers. We will all miss Maddie......bless her!
Joy

I am so sorry for your lost.
You have a beautiful little angel in Lil Maddie

Such good news about your "pinky sucker" ! Enjoy!

What a precious little bundle.

I got Sadie at almost three years of age, and she is my first Yorkie.
I would not know how to handle a little pup like this, but I bet it would not take long to figure it out.

She is adorable. You are both lucky.

I'm not sure if I posted this earlier, but we got Maddie cremated. I got her back home with me on Friday. We have ordered a really cute urn for her. It is custom made and her ashes will be sealed inside. My boyfriend found this artist. I thought it was really special and wanted to post it. I am having it made like this one and adding ears and a little bow in the middle. It's also a great idea as a gift for anyone you know that has lost a pet as they can also be used as a memorial sculpture. They have all types of designs.

Hi Heather,

So nice to hear all is going well or as best as possible. That was very nice of your boyfriend to find this very special urn for Maddie and her other pups, he sounds like a keeper ;)

You must show us the finish product when ready, I would love to see it and know the artist.

oxoxox :lovewings Buffy sends you a wet puppy kiss