go ahead and email it to me and I can get it for you sjmpbd@sbcglobal.net

sorry sjmrh@sbcglobal.net

Thank you so much...I'm sending it now. Also sending a pic of Maddie.

I can't blame you for being angry. It's natural, you will go through all of the emotions and everyone is different in how long it takes place. You take all the time you need to. I always get really angry first, and then I cry my eyes out. Whenever I am sad I try my best to focus on all of the positive things in my life. It sounds like the most wonderful thing is the gift Maddie gave you when she passed. She gave you a true gift of love that few people get when a beloved pet passes. She gave you a piece of her that will live on. Cherish that little one, I wish you all of the luck in the world every day with her. I would be so thankful that you have her, she is truly precious, Maddie's little gift to you as she passed on to rainbow bridge she sent her to keep you and Monkey company.
I would understand it maybe if the vet thought you had experience before and then sent her home. But I don't understand why the vet didn't keep you there since she was already at the his office. It can't be good to be transporting her back and forth when she's in labor. So basically she never woke up after the general? I would be asking A LOT of questions.
I know that all of this will never get poor Maddie back. But this is your vet, who you trust your animal's lives with. I have heard some bad stories about vets, including one where paperwork was mixed up on 2 different dogs where one was put down when it was supposed to be spaded, I really hope that no negligence was involved with Maddie on the vet's part.
Please keep us updated everyday on how her little one is doing! Also let us know what you decide to name her!

I would be very slow with introducing the new puppy to Monkey. He just doesn't understand. To him his mate Maddie left and a new little puppy came home. That is a big change for him. Make sure all visits with daddy are supervised ;)

They are on there way back to you Heather

Good Night all Heather Let me know how your baby is doing if theres anything else you need just email me or you can call I will PM you my numbers

Bless your heart for being so strong, Heather! There aren't any words that can relieve your pain at this point, but I am TRULY sorry for your loss! I can't even imagine going through something so devastating!

I'm sure Maddie is very proud of how you're taking care of her baby! I would like to extend a big hug to you and the new little one, and my prayers are with you, as well as Monkey, too....poor little guy!!

God Bless You!!

Please email Villette. She is a pro at this, and I know she would be
honored to help you during this very difficult time.

Lots of group hugs coming your way.

Kate

Yes...I agree. He was just barking and growling (talking). I didn't force him. I just didn't know what else to do. I've never seen him react the way he did with the little girl. He smelled her and almost jumped a mile high to get away. He keeps growling and sleeping in Maddie's blankets and where she would rest. Most of all, he sits by the front door with his nose to the bottom left corner. He fell asleep there earlier. I just try to give him as much attention as I can right now. I'm afraid it won't be much for the next several weeks to come. I will keep the box on the table until she gets more active. I think I'll figure out what to do afterwards when the time comes. I will definitely make sure that the visits are supervised for a while. I've never seen him so pissed off and confused. I just want to hug him, but he won't have any of that. I really hope this gets better.

I am so very sorry about your precious little Maddie. Good luck with your little miracle.

oh heather im so sorry to hear of the loss of maddie i no how much you loved her.
it saddend me to here monkey was sitting in her basket looking for maddie, you are one strong woman and that pup will give you so much love and help heal the pain of lossing your baby girl

OMG I'm SO SO SORRY ~~~ I don't know what to say but I'm very sorry for your loss and the very best of luck with the little baby she left behind.....Sending you the BIGGEST HUG and I am truly sorry this happened :( If you have any pictures you want to share jplease feel free to send them to someone or me...We're all here for you

I am very sorry for the lost of Maddie . I completely understand you emotions . You are in my thoughts and prayers . Good luck with the little girl .

I am so sorry, I don't have any help to offer. I just want to offer my prayers and best wishes and love to you and that tiny baby that made it. I am so so sorry.

As I was reading this post, my heart was breaking for you. I can't imagine your grief right now. I will be praying for you and your newborn pup. We are all here for you and please pm or email me if you need or want to anytime. Here is a big(((((((hug))))))) for you. Please keep us updated on the little one.

I am sure that this baby that surived will be a comfort for you soon and am so very sorry for your loss of your baby Maddie please take comfort in the joy of life and know much love and light is coming your way from all of us at YT and beyond ..
Deb

My heart is just breaking for you right now. :( I'm so very sorry for your tragic loss. I will keep your little girl in my constant prayers.

I'm so heartbroken for you You and your surviving little girl are in my prayers. Good luck.

i am so sorry for your loss, im in tears just thinking how you must feel.
take care of yourself and the littleone

OMG..I am so sorry this happened to you...bless that new baby and you..prayers are all I can offer....god bless

Oh Heather. This is so sad. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you. It sounds like you did all that could based on what you were told by your vet. Don't blame yourself!

Hugs!

I can truly sympathize with you and your pain. A little over a month ago I lost my precious angel Katie and then the next day my beloved mother. I am still not over it so I can't offer any advice on that (as of yet) because this is all still so new for me. But I can tell you that you will deal with A LOT of different emotions -- pain, anger, rage, helplessness, etc. Just try to express yourself and don't keep all those feelings bottled up inside. I tried to do that in the beginning and I ended up losing my temper after seeing a home video and my mom and Katie -- I went into my kitchen and smashed all my dishes and glasses all over the floor and walls. I was just so enraged and angry that I couldn't control myself. But after I calmed down, I was able to see that I was out of control because I was not expressing my pain -- I was keeping it all inside and not crying. So please if you feel like you want to yell then YELL! If you want to cry, then cry and let it out. If you would like to talk some more, please feel free to PM me. Again I am so sorry for your loss. You're in my prayers. :(

I\'m so very, very sorry about Maddie! I\'ll be praying for the little one! God bless!

Heather please keep your male dog away from the puppy, you dont want him around this little gal for quite sometime yet. Also please dont cover her up with a blanket she can get caught up and suffocate. As I mentioned before find a fluffy soft stuffed animal for her to cuddle up to, that and the heat pad under her bottom blanket will be enough. Keep your room tempture up to 75 at all times right now as well.

Do yourself a favor, call your vet this morning, inquire if there is a female toy dog he knows of that recently had a litter, perhaps you can find a foster mom for this little one which will be her best chance for survival. There are many breeders in your area I am sure there should be one that would be happy to help you.

I am so sorry
 

I can\'t give you any advise other than listen to the breeders who have given their thoughts. All I can do is say I am so sorry for your loss, and my thoughts and prayers are for you and the little one who is left. You are right, there is only one word to describe it, and that is "devistating."

I\'m so sorry to hear about your loss. I wish there was something that would make that empty achey feeling in your heart go away. Just remember all the wonderful memories that you had with Maddie. My prayers are with you, and the little one you are now taking care of.
Kim

I am sooo sorry to hear about your little angel Maddie...I know this must be so devastating...Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. I hope this little one makes it...

Just give Monkey time and lots of it, He misses Maddie as much as you do. I believe that dogs sense emotions and they don\'t like change very much. If he got along so well with Maddie I am sure that he will learn how to love this little one too. How is Maddie\'s miracle this morning anyways?

I am getting in on this a little late, but wanted you to know how sorry I am about your sweet little angel, Maddie!! How horrible!!!!!! I am sending hugs to you! :girl_hug: :girl_hug: :girl_hug: :girl_hug: