A very sad day .....
 

Hello everyone.....as you all know my Lily had a brain surgery to take off the tumor that causes her seizures and I took a chance I know it was 50/50 chance and she came out from the surgery fine with little complication.....OMG this is so hard for me...and she was getting better...........and just an hour ago my friend the vet called and lily had hemorrage in the brain and she had to reopen her oh dear this is so hard and she didn't make it my Queen Lily my heart and soul my baby my joy who helped me through alot off hard times......I don't know what to do......I'm just so numbed right know my heart cant take it what am I going to do??? please help me !!!! why??? why my little bundle of Joy???? please explain it to me??? Im just so bitter right now and I thought she was getting better???? oh God I cant stop crying I dont know what to do........I thought she was going to be fine.....I didnt stay at the hospital I just went home and started typing my heart out I dont know if I cant even look at her at the hospital.......my friend said shell arrage things that needed to be done ..... right now ...ok i have to go ....i have think and maybe just maybe its just a bad dream!!!!!! Im just so mad at myself!!! why this happen maybe Im a bad mommy!!!!!:(

You not a bad mommy, things happen and we can't second guess them when they do....I am so sorry for your loss of sweet Lily, Rest in peace sweet little angel....:(

You did everything possible for her and she knew that...If your were a bad mommy you wouldn't even tried to give her a better life by having the surgery...Its not easy when you lose one, but I pray that God eases your pain....

I"m so sorry. That is so aweful. My heart totaly goes out to you. Please take care. I'm sooo sorry.

Im so sorry and I know words cannot help the pain.
I lost a girl in Feb that I had rescued. We didnt know she had anything wrong with her. SHe had a tumor that we didnt know about. If I would of known I would of done everything to save her little life. SHe was my shadow always right by my side. My fiance found her dead on the floor in a pool of blood. We didnt know, she showed no signs of anything. All I saw was a very happy girl, she loved life. And now shes gone. I still cant accept it
If I were in your situation I would of done the same thing. Try and find comfort in the memories you two shared.
Sorry to go on with my story...
I understand your pain. Everyone here understands your pain.

You did what you thought was best. There was no way of knowing that it would turn out this way. She will always be in your heart. I am so sorry this has happened. My deepest sympathies and God Bless.

Darlene, I am so very sorry. Sending hugs.

I am so sorry for the loss of your Baby,you did what you could !

I am so sorry - don't beat yourself up - you are a wonderful mom. It was her time, you did everything you could to help her. I"m so very sorry! :(

I am very sorry!!! Sending hugs your way.

I am so sorry
 

I am so sorry for your loss. I could read the pain you were going thru as I was reading your post. My heart breaks for you :cry: God bless your heart. I will be:hands: for you. :ghug: from us to you.

When we receive these gifts of love from above, we promise to take the best of care of them and love them with all of our hearts. We are never given a promise of health, long life, or even a life free of accidents and yet, we still accept these little gifts and love them completely until such time that they are taken away. We are left with grief and a big hole in our hearts, but we must go on, even though a part of us wants to go with them to that special place called Rainbow Bridge where they are whole again, free of pain and disease or disability. I'm so sorry you lost your little angel. Know in your heart you did everything within your power to help her and make her well again. You loved her well while she was here and she'll be there waiting for you one day when you two can again romp together and laugh again.

And if I where a betting person (and I am ) you were a GREAT mom!!!

I wish I could give you a hug but I'm not there... so i'll send a prayer...I have lost a furry family member and i know how bad this feels...soooo sorry for your loss.:(

so sorry about your baby. I would have made the same decision most likely. We all do what we think is best for our real kids and furbabies. I\'ve had to make a few of those decisions. It so hard but when it comes to one choice to possibly keep her or let her go, I think we would all take the choice of doing the only thing that could possibly save her. your a great mommy or you wouldnt have made that decision. My heart goes out to you. again, i\'m so very sorry.