sorry
 

You have me crying now (as I stop to dry my eyes and blow my nose).

Can you get a freind to take you to see her before the cremation? When my TC (cat) passed back in 01, a friend took me to go pick her up, and she was even allergic to cats! My friend even finished the burial in my yard for me, bought me a beer, and let me smoke in her car for the very first and last time.

Friends are always willing to lend us a hand, all we have to do is ask.

Ok, now I'll get back to my tissue, and wipe my eyes again.

Sending hugs and prayers your way!!

i am so very sorry for your loss and no, you are not a bad mommy. You did everything you could.

I am so sorry about Lily. She was a lucky girl to have you as a mommy. I lost the first yorkie I ever had in 2004. He too had a tumor. The vet said he had about 4 months to live, but he wasn't in any pain. He said I would know when it was time. He had lost his sight, and held his head tilted to the side, but otherwise normal. One night, in bed, he just didn't seem to be able to get comfortable and was making little sounds. I told myself I'd give it one more day, as he still didn't appear to be in pain. The next night, it was the same thing. When I found out he was sick my father had offered to take him when the time came.. I struggled with the decision not to go, and still do to this day. I called my dad that morning and asked him to come get him. It was an extremely tearful goodbye, and to date that was the hardest day of my life. He was only 8, and I didn't get him until he was 3. I told him he was the best dog ever, and we didn't have near enough time together. I will always wonder if I should've waited longer, or if I should've went with him. Was he scared? Did he wonder why I wasn't there. I just couldn't do it. I was so blessed to have such a wonderful baby for 5 years. He was the best, and because of him, at least 3 of my friends decided to get Yorkie's. I miss my little Shorty, even though I have 2 more dog babies now. He was special, just as your Lily was. I'm so thankful that she had you for a mommy. I hope you find comfort in her memory. Your in my prayers.

I am so sorry for your loss and sorry that you feel it was your fault. It's no ones fault, it was just meant to happen.

May God give you the strength to get through this sad time.

I am so very sorry for your loss...You are such a good mommy for taking care of her the way you did..

Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time

Much love and hugs to you
Fran and Sophia

I am so very sorry for your loss!! You are not a bad mommy!! You did what you could so that Lily could have a better life! You are in my thoughts and prayers!!

:( I am so sorry for your lost. We will keep you in our prayers.

Thank you everyone for the nice and heartfelt words.....I dont know know what will I do without you guys!!!! and I just got back from church talking to our priest and I have an idea he must think I'm crazy to care so much about my furbaby.....I've been there since God knows what.......I dont really remember but I've been there a long time praying and asking why??? but I guess I'm still bitter but I prayed and prayed my heart out!!! and maybe tom. I'm ready to take her home here with me......I hope I have the strenght to take her home and pray I dont breakdown and cry and I'm so blessed to have friends like you (all of you)

I am so sorry for your loss. You are NOT a bad mommy - you are a GREAT mommy and Lily knows she is loved and that you did what you could to help her get better.

She knows the depth of your love and is blessed to call you mommy !!


((((HUGS)))) from someone that knows exactly what you are going through.

What a wonderful Mom you were to your little furbaby. You did everything that was possible for her. Please do not blame yourself for what happened, our Vets can't predicate or control what the body does. Please accept my deepest sympathy, and know that your little one will always be close to you in your heart.:angelyork

oh my gosh...this is such a sad terrible story. it just breaks my heart i could not even imagine what you are feeling. i am so very sorry.

Im so sorry! I had tears in my eyes as I could feel your pain as I read your post.. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family...



Blessings

on my way.........
 

I'm on my way to get her ashes ......I don't even know if I can take her home ....I don't know ......last night it's like she's been giving me kisses .....when I was crying my heart out and I felt like someone was giving me kisses on my face or is it my imagination??? but its like she's there kissing me......for a brief moment I felt happy then my chest started getting heavy again and I cried and cried .......................