How did this happen
Posted 10-15-2010 at 04:48 AM by Dee2uk
Please excuse this content I am about to write,its where I want to put my feelings down on recent events and such.No-one needs to comment if they dont want to,its just somewhere I can express myself,knowing none of my family members can see.
My dad is my life....he has been diagnosed with terminal cancer,and if you knew him you would think it a travesty.I kinow no-one deserves this sickening disease,but honest to god my dad doesnt.He is the most kindest,thoughtful,caring person you could ever meet,and before now would always put himself out for others.He has never smoked or drank,so to get "this" is a complete blow.When I see him,I see he is fast loosing weight,and its so, hard to hold back the tears...funny enough saying that I havent cried yet,which I find strange,I supposem I have to be strong for the others,as my 2 brothers ansd sister have done,and still do.My mum cant accept he has this,and thinks they have made a big mistake.They have been married for 51 years,and still act like they are young things,i.e. very much in love.Theirs is the marriage Id always wanted but it wasnt to be,all Ive had is disasters,and now live with my yorkie Missy who is my true love....well I do have a b/f,but its a complicated story...and no he isnt involved with anyone else.
Anyway funny enough I think Im gonna cry now,so this is it for now.....
My dad is my life....he has been diagnosed with terminal cancer,and if you knew him you would think it a travesty.I kinow no-one deserves this sickening disease,but honest to god my dad doesnt.He is the most kindest,thoughtful,caring person you could ever meet,and before now would always put himself out for others.He has never smoked or drank,so to get "this" is a complete blow.When I see him,I see he is fast loosing weight,and its so, hard to hold back the tears...funny enough saying that I havent cried yet,which I find strange,I supposem I have to be strong for the others,as my 2 brothers ansd sister have done,and still do.My mum cant accept he has this,and thinks they have made a big mistake.They have been married for 51 years,and still act like they are young things,i.e. very much in love.Theirs is the marriage Id always wanted but it wasnt to be,all Ive had is disasters,and now live with my yorkie Missy who is my true love....well I do have a b/f,but its a complicated story...and no he isnt involved with anyone else.
Anyway funny enough I think Im gonna cry now,so this is it for now.....
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